diANa hARis

Saya kene KUAT!

2012-01-26T00:14:00.002+08:00

There's a lot of stories I feel like I want to share to all here.. Soo many ideas and tips that I'm eager to tell you guys... But, unfortunately I was sick and having fever at almost 39 temp for the last 4 days... I'm flat and headache seriously... uhuhuu... no energy and no apetite to eat.. hrmmm... kesian saya...

Alhamdulillah so far my son and daughter are doing fine.. hopefully they wont affected by me, although my husband also now starting to feeling2 demam jugak.. hrmmm, sabar yer bang oiii..

It's been not very productive week, last week... long time not updating these blog, long time not follow up with my customer, walk and talk pon tak penah buat jgk... nevermind... cuti-cuti ni, mungkin kene bagi chance for me to just lay down, rest and golek2 with the kids...

Biler lagi nak dapat rest macam ni... once dah fully recovered, I need to get back straight up and move fast! Anyway, working and business at the sametime... surely and clearly its not easy... U need to be really tough, mentally and physically... must be very strong and determined!

Honestly, sometimes I felt like...

"kenapa aku kene bersusah payah, kerja keras macam ni?"

"serabut kan kepala nak pikir pasal bisnes laaa kan.."

"nak kene travel KL-Kertih selalu.. nak attend event and training slalu.. buat letih badan aje"

"baik la saya duduk goyang kaki, layan drama kat tv ke, pegi jalan2 shopping ke, pegi layan movie kat panggung ke, lepak ngan kengkawan kt mall ke, lagi banyak syok"

"baik aku tido jelaaa dari peningkan kepala pikir pasal bisnes semua ni, kenapa nak menyusahkan diri"

Tetapi... saya cepat-cepat pikir balik dalam-dalam...

Now HARDIANA! REMEMBER what is your goal!!!

I want to make a difference! I want to improve myself! I want to be a better person! I want to change my life now!

Ok, kalau saya cepat mengalah dan jatuh semangat sekarang... apa bezanya saya dan orang-orang lain di luar sana?? betol tak??

Can I change my life by just sitting at home and doing nothing?

Can I make a difference by go out and have fun, watch movie in the cinema and lepak2 with friends?

Can I improve myself and become a better person by just wasting time, sleeping and watch tv at home?

Answer is NO! BIG NO!

Saya mesti kuat, Saya mesti determine, Saya mesti serius berusaha, Saya mesti tidak mudah putus asa! Prinsip saya ialah, SAYA MESTI RASA LETIH dan PENAT, baru lah saya tahu, I AM DOING SOMETHING towards my goal.. Baru lah saya tahu ok, although I am slow but I'm still on the right track..

But whatever it is, tired ke, exhausted ke, I'm enjoying every bit of this experience! I'm happy of what I'm doing right now! I get that self-satisfaction! SAYA RASA PUAS! Alhamdulillah...

Today, I found this lyric video of the song call "One Day", sang by Charice.. Love every details of this lyric...Inspiring baybeh =)
Enjoy the vid!!!

With Love.. HHH

An Invitation to EVERYONE!

2012-01-18T12:55:00.002+08:00

Salam semua...

Di sini saya ingin menjemput anda semua tidak kira yang saya kenal rapat atau tak pernah berjumpa pun..sesiapa sahaja pun boleh.. Untuk ke satu event yang di organize oleh Herbalife seperti berikut:-

TARIKH: 29 JANUARY 2012 (AHAD)

JAM: 11am - 5pm

TEMPAT: PULLMAN PUTRAJAYA

Sedikit latar belakang:-

Speaker yang SANGAT Hebat dan Amazing!

Bakal memberi impak yg besar dalam hidup anda.. SERIOUSLY!

Happening giler daaa.. Penuh music, sharing stories, videos and photos are everywhere!

Memang seronok laa, betol sey... Ive attended once before and 'panas punggung' duduk dalam hall hotel tuh, asyik bertepuk tangan lah, gelak2, penuh dgn music yg gempak and energetic, org sekeliling kita friendly pulak tu.. Perghhh, manyak SYOK HABIS!

Saya jamin anda tak akan rasa rugi kalau ikut kami ke event ni.. So apa lagi tunggu2.. Cepat booking seat dengan saya!!!

Contact me Diana 012-3318022 or email diana_haris@yahoo.com

Sent from Samsung Galaxy Note

Awak ejek saya ke?

2012-01-17T15:45:00.005+08:00

Rejection? Is something that i really looking forward to!

Yerr.. Honestly masa saya mula-mula start bisnes Herbalife ni benda pertama yang saya takut dan tak mahu ia berlaku adalah rejection orang and ejekan orang.. Especially biler kawan yg terdekat sendiri pon ejek kita, main-mainkan kita dan jauhkn diri dari kita... Seriously itula benda yang paling saya tak nak terjadi kt saya!

Tetapi setelah 2 minggu saya join bisnes ni.. Sangkaan saya memang tepat.. Memang org2 yg rapat ngan kita pon dh mula jauhkn diri and mengelak dari kita.. Ketawakan saya, perli-perli saya.. Pandang saya seolah-olah saya ni org giler ke hape.. Bodoh dan tipu la kalau saya kata saya tak terasa...kan..

Tapi tapi tapi..
Biler saya pikir2 balik... Duduk kat umah lepak2 dgn anak sambil berangan.. Kalau lah nanti..biler aku dh berjaya dlm bisnes ni, aku kene naik pentas bg speech n share my journey n story on How I struggle and determine to success in this biz kan.... And of course! Mestila nk cerita kat other ppl yg part kesusahan, kepayahan, cabaran, dugaan, rintangan segala bagai mak nenek yang sedih yang pilu yang duka... Baaaru lah makcik, pakcik, kakak, abang yang datang dengar talk saya tuh pun terkesima, terpegun dan terkedu mendengar story saya... Saya pon menitiskan air mata di atas pentas, tanda syukur alhamdulillah, segala pengorbanan ku berbaloi...dan semua titik peluh ku itu berbayar berlipat kali ganda WoW!

WAHHH! Ecehh eceh.. Part berangan cik puan hardiana memang tak bley blah (ni statement org muda zmn skang).. Hehehee..

Tapi betol apa.. Biler ada rintangan dan dugaan, baru lah ada pengorbanan... Baru lah ada semangat nak bekerja and terus maju dalam bisnes ni.. Sebab tu lah saya sgt sgt mengalu-alukan your rejection..

Lagi banyak rejection laaaaaagi saya suker! Lagi banyak orang say NO to me lagi dekat saya to YES! Lagi ramai orang ejek dan ketawakan saya lagi terbakar semangat saya nak terus maju dalam bisnes! Semakin tercabar rasa diri ini, semakin gigih saya berusaha..SEBAB.. saya nak buktikan kat anda semua, saya boleh BERJAYA! SAYA..DIRI SAYA SENDIRI YANG MENENTUKAN KEJAYAAN SAYA..

Wowww!!! Macam tak percaya pulak... Inikah saya sekarang ini.. Hahaha... Walaupun baru beberapa minggu di Herbalife... Tetapi sedikit sebanyak Herbalife telah merubah hidup saya.. Telah merubah diri saya as a person...

Memang betol apa yang sering diperkatakan.. "HERBALIFE IS ABOUT CHANGING PEOPLE'S LIFE" and i'm on the right track now...In becoming a better person...

(tetiba rasa mcm nak menangis pulak... Sayu, terharu and terkedu how Herbalife have change myself, my mom, my sister, my brother and my father)

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So..... To all my dear friends and readers...
Herbalife is not just 'ubat nak kuruskan badan'.. NO!
Herbalife is MORE than that... Lebih dari yang anda sangkakan.. By reading my stories in this blog pon or follow me in facebook and twitter... U can see how myself and my family slowly changing and we improve ourselves to become a better peson.. Its magical!

With Herbalife jugak, kami bertambah sihat dan dalam masa yang sama tolong orang lain untuk jadi sihat.. Dan bonus, kami juga dibayar! Seronok giler daaa... Tolong orang jadi sihat jer... Dan ada dapat pulangan yang lumayan... Perghh... TERBAIK!

Kalau anda pun berminat nak join kami, boleh contact saya 012-3318022 or email diana_haris@yahoo.com

Saya sudi nak share story dan cara bagaimana nak success dalam business ni... Jom sama-sama kita mengubah kehidupan kita kepada yang lebih baik dan dalam masa yang sama tolong orang lain juga untuk berubah jadi lebih baik..

Syarat saya cuma satu... mesti SERIUS!!!

With love.. HHH

Sent from Samsung Galaxy Note

2012-01-17T08:12:00.000+08:00

Testing.. Testing.. Hehe

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Think and Take Action!

2012-01-11T15:06:00.002+08:00

You have dream, you have wish, now..

Do u willing to change and take the step?

Stories and Testimonies

2012-01-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

Herbalife sharing story session! eceh-eceh...

Ok, friends and readers.... HERBALIFE is not only meant for lose weight okay! NO... itu perception yang SALAH! tapi takpe takpe takpeee..... saya kat sini tolong betulkan balik perception anda semua...

HERBALIFE is food.. its a fast food.. fast food yg full of nutrition..
Kenapa fast food pulak diana??
Sebab to prepare it, soooo easy as steps 1, 2, 3!!!
Kenapa fast food full of nutrition pulak???
Sebab... Herbalife product is design by scientist yang menang Nobel Prize, bukan by any regular doctor yer, and Herbalife product full of nutrition that our body needs.. Herbalife ni food, bukan medicine yer (no drugs)

Sooo, as I mentioned, it has helps more than a million people... I repeat.. MILLIONss of people all over the world by improving their health, help them in weight management (nak lose weight ke, gain weight ke, maintain ke), giving people the BEST nutrition for your body!

Kawan-kawan ku... kalau kita gigih bersenam, pergi gym ke, aerobic ke, tapi kita tak kawal food intake kita everyday, main bedal jerk apa segala mak-nenek makanan, macam mana nak kurus dan sihat kan...
and kalau kita ambil Herbalife shake plus exercise lagi, confirm laaagi cepat result nak turun berat badan! Badan pon tambah segar dan sihat sebab tubuh badan you receive a very good nutritions.... Best tak??? Amazing kan...

RESULT: You will become HEALTHIER! HAPPIER! ENEGERTIC!

Okla.... tak mahu cakap banyak, let the pictures do the talking baybeh.... its MAGICAL :)

Sesiapa yang nak personal coach from me, how to do it? Need a help?
Yang nak kawin tak lama lagi and nak turun berat badan dalam masa 2 bulan ke?
Yang try nak get pregnant dah berbulan-bulan tapi masih gagal ke?
Yang cuba nak naikkan sikit berat badan and ade muscle sikit2 kat badan ke?
Contact me at 012-331 8022 or email at diana_haris@yahoo.com
Only for serious people!

With love.. HHH

Why Herbalife???

2012-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

Honestly... I have never ever think to do Multi-level-Marketing.. However, I've always dream to have my own business... I've always wish that one day I will be a businesswoman.. I've always wanted to be my own boss, I want to have a flexible working hours, excel in career yet still have quality time with family and of course financial freedom... WOW... so-called DREAM BIG!

Demand... perghhh tinggi tak boleh blah... hahahahaa...
Yess... my dream was soooo, ermm sooo dreamy creamy yummy like all woman also could have dream-off... woman yang ber-career, married and have kids, NORMALLY.. normally lah kan, their prioritise become different already.. they no more target to be SUPERSTAR and HIGH-FLYERS... their focus sudah melencong, more towards their children and husband laaa kan... heheheee... yerla... in the end, they are the one who you will spent for the rest of your life pun...

Ok, back to the question!
Why Herbalife?

Before that, what I'm going to explain later is VERY IMPORTANT and CRUCIAL... so every single words that I type here, are deeply meaningful.. and if you all, my readers, appreciate.. i mean reaaally appreciate what I've wrote here, you will get what actually I meant here... so, yup... means this is serious business baybeh.. (woouuuuu...)

First and formost!
Herbalife offers 3 main things that I'm looking for in above statement.. which are..
HEALTH, WEALTH and TIME!

Secondly, Herbalife is NOT like any regular MLM (multi-level-marketing) business! I repeat, definitely NOT like other MLMs!

Thirdly, Herbalife vision is "Changing People's Lives"... it's all about making a difference! it's about to become a BETTER person! it's about LOVE, CARE, FUTURE and HOPE!

Herbalife has opened my eyes wider and I can see it can offers me a lot in all areas! I can see myself happier and I get that self-satisfaction more in Herbalife!

Haha... that was a short and brief explaination on why Herbalife..
I will explain further on the next entry post!

Keep on checking readers... I promise you, there's a lot more of interesting info and stories will be shared soon =)

WELCOME 2012!
(How's the new blog header? ada style tak?? hehehee..)

With love... HHH

"Cuti sudah habis bro.." hahahaaa

2011-12-31T10:04:00.000+08:00

Ok... saya mau pinjam tagline aaron aziz dalam filem KL Gangster..

"Cuti sudah habis bro..."

Now back to serius bisnes!!!

Sorry for letting this blog veerry dusty... fuuhhh, fuuhh, fuuhh.. ehermm ehemm *konon tiup-tiup kan the dust tuh.. ahakkks*

Many things happened in December... I repeat MANY IMPORTANT things happened in December... and I bet you it was the most BEAUTIFUL things I've experienced in DECEMBER 2011..

A perfect way to end this year 2011!!

AND

A perfect and AMAZING way to start NEW YEAR 2012 baybeh!!!!!!!

hahahaa...

Here I wanna share a few snapshot of my trip for a CRUISE VACATION!

It's a Royal Carribean Cruise vacation on board of a ship called "The Legend of The Sea"

Haaaaaa.. gempak tak nama... and guess what, we are the ROYAL... guests in this BIG ship were treated as ROYAL babe.... STYLE lah!

And the very IMPORTANT part is, selesai saja vacation, return home terussssss ZASSS i've signed up as a HERBALIFE INDEPENDENT DISTRIBUTOR!

Yessss, i'm starting my new year with my new business venture in HERBALIFE!

WHY??? Why hardiana?? Why Herbalife??? Why MLM (multi-level-marketing)??

OK.... ladies and gentlemen... Alhamdulillah... it has open my eyes with Herbalife and to be a BETTER person...

I will explain and make a SPECIAL entry post WHY Herbalife insyaAllah 1 January 2012!!!

Check my blog ok nanti.. hahahaaa, kasi suspend dulu geng..

Anyway, I can't wait to see what will I experience in 2012... I'll bet you it must be full of wonderful and amazing story, especially with HERBALIFE family...

HHH (Triple H)

I'm proudly announcing that Haris Family is in the business of HERBALIFE dear :)

With love... HHH (Hardiana Haris Herbalife)

Power Pumping - Info for breastfeeding mummy

2011-12-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

Dear mummies out there..
I've found this good article/info about power pumping from Facebook KIM (Kump. Ibu2 Menyusukan)... and sooo excited and thankful to this mother who willing to share with us...
So, here I would love to share with others out there, who also wondering What is Power Pumping? How to do Power Pumping? This info is short yet simple and easy to understand...
Credit to Puan Tini Wirdas!

Apa itu Power Pumping?

Merupakan teknik mengepam yg boleh membantu meningkatkan penghasilan susu. Ia melibatkan teknik dan setup mengepam yg biasa tapi dlm cara yg lebih unik. Ideanya adalah utk meniru bayi menyusu secara x langsung meningkatkan bekalan susu ibu.

Siapa yang perlukan Power Pumping?
1. Ibu yang ingin menyusukan anak angkat – teknik ini digunakan untuk rangsang penghasilan susu
2. Ibu yg ingin relaktasi/ menyusukan semula si anak setelah berhenti menyusukan
3. Ibu yg kekurangan susu, berusaha untuk memperbanyakan semula susu – akibat drpd perubahan hormon, period, kurang mengepam etc.

Macam mana nak buat Power Pumping?
Untuk Single pump – pam kanan dulu 10 minit, kendian pam kiri plak 10 minit, tukar plak ke kanan 10 minit dan seterusnya, bertukar2 setiap 10 minit berterusan selama sejam.
Untuk Double Pump – Pam kedua2 belah serentak selama 10 minit, rehat/ stop pam 10 minit, sambung lagi pam 10 minit, rehat 10 minit dan seterusnya selama 1 jam.
Disarankan buat power pumping ni sekali sehari, seelok2 nya waktu mlm ke subuh, sbb hormon susu sgt tinggi waktu ni.

Berapa lama masa diambil untuk dapat hasilnya?
MOmies jgn ingat sekali buat terus susu jadi banyak yer. Power pumping perlukan masa sekurang2nya 1 minggu! Walaupun pada hari pertama hasil pam setitik dua atau ‘pam angin’ semata2, teruskan misi sehingga dpt hasil yg dikehendaki. Jangan putus asa, usaha, doa dan tawakal, insyallah dipermudahkan olehNYA…amin.

With love.. HH

(p/s: lately susu ku merudum, dan tidak semeriah dulu... risauuu gak ni...erkk..tu laaa saper suruh penyakit 'M' datang..inilahh efect biler dh start malas pump...uhuu)

rinduu nak susu byk mcm ni, hasil pump sebelah aje, in 5 mins... huhuu

Resepi Puding Roti with Choc Chips

2011-11-22T21:45:00.001+08:00

This is my first entry post on a RECIPE!!! Yeaaaa..... hehee..

Sudah lama saya menanam niat untuk share in this blog my simple-dimple resepi masak-masak saya taaaaauuuuu... and finally..here you are my readers!

Resepi pertama ini dari kategori 'Desert' atau 'Pemanis Mulut'..
Resepi : Puding Roti with Choc Chips...

Bahan-Bahannya

Roti 20 keping (depends on size oven tray you allsss)
Susu segar - 4 cawan (nak guna susu cair pon boleh)
Butter - untuk sapu pada roti
Gula - 4 sudu (kalau nak manis lagi boleh tambah, terpulang)
Telur - 4 biji
Esen Vanila - 1 sudu teh
Chocolate chip - 2 cawan

Cara-caranya

Sapukan butter pada roti (kedua-dua belah)
Kerat roti kepada 4 bahagian (terpulang, kalau nak kerat 2 bahagian jer pon boleh)
Letak tepi dulu roti tadi
Campurkan susu segar, telur, esen vanilla, dan gula
Kacau sehingga sebati semua adunan
Ambil loyang
Lapisan pertama- susun roti tadi.. susun comot and senget-senget pon tak aper
Selesai lapisan pertama, tabur choc chip atas nyer..
Next, susun lagi satu lapisan roti.. kemudian tabur choc chip atas nya... dan seterusnya pon sama ajer..
Ulang langkah di atas sampai roti habis lah.. lastly, tabur choc chip kat atas...
Siap susun menyusun, tuang adunan susu tadi ke dalam loyang berisi roti tu...
Tuang susu perlahan-lahan, takut tertumpah pulak ye...
Siap untuk dibakar dalam oven, 190 celcius dlm masa 20 minit...

SENANG AJE KANNN....

With love.. HH

Majlis Aqiqah & Cukur Jambul babiesss!

2011-11-19T00:00:00.000+08:00

Tanggal 11.11.11, tarikh yang sangat cun meletop perhh awesome lagi de'bomb! My family not even plan for that date pongg (loghat ganu sket..) but eventually, dah nak jadi, dah nak tertulis kan...the aqiqah majlis was held on 11.11.11 at my parents house Puncak Bangi, Bandar Baru Bangi!
Love you both Baby Khalish Naufal (son of Hafidzah Bt Md Zain) and Baby Hana Arissa (daughter of Hardiana Bt Haris), muaaahx muaahxx ;)

The majlis was sangat BEST and TERBAIKKK (macam biasa pinjam tagline Boboiboy, haha)!

Makanan - Kambing Kurma, Kari, Goreng (YES) sedaaaaaaaap youu.. ;p
Goodies Bag - Fabric pouch, Muffins, Candy (YES) kiut miuttttt and muffin sedaaap jgk ;p
Baby's cradle deco - Simple yet sweet cun muahhx (YES) tak rugi purchase sbb baby Hana tidor lena ;p
Marhaban Group - all Ladies yerrr (YES) sooo sporting, soo loveable, soo warm, thanks kakaks and auntiess ;p
Tahlil Group - all Guys yerr (YES) thanks to Abang Azman (cousin) sebab sudi tolong lead kan kaum Adam malam tu ;p
All main committee - Papa, Mama, Bibikss, Sister, Brother, SIL, Suami and the rest..

Baby Khalish Naufal and Wife Hardi, Hafidzah

Me, Cik Lina, Cik Mira (both are Hafiza's friends)

The Marhaban group

Hafiy dah 'knock-down' sebab letih menjerit, meraung, menangis, meragam

Anak-Anak Yatim... LOVE THEM!

Love them also... my DNAsss... (i mean my brother sisters.. hehe)

Makanan HABIS LICIN! pandai kan mama budget... suker suker sukerrr... Hana baik, tak meragam sangat.. but................. HAFIY!!!!!! ergggghhhhh... !@#$%^&*%$#!@*^!! (speechless) Toddlers is MUCH MUCHHHH harder to handle rather than a baby... sabarrrr ajela.. Nasib laa tak lama meragam nyer... Baby Alish pon baikkk jer masa cukur jambul... kan kan kannn... heheee...

Majlis end around 9PM.. kami dah start packing stuff, meja, kerusi, pinggan, mangkuk, sudu, gelas, lap sana sini, sapu sana sini...
The next day... BOTH babies had a HAIR CUT!!!! hahaha...
The UPIN and IPIN is in da house baybeh... HAHAHAAA... cute kan... (gambar tak ada, ada di camera my mom at Bangi pulakss..)

Lastly, my mother.. playing with her cucu, baby alishh...!

Anyway, thank you very much HAJI HARIS MANHAKIM dan PUAN ZAINURIAH ABD KARIM.. Both of you have done soo much for this majlis dari segi money money money (mcm laguuu bunyi nyer yerr) and time and energy... Semua nyer pon untuk anak dan cucu... Love you! muaahxx

With love..HH

Blog vs Vlog.. Dua-Dua BEST!

2011-11-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

Sekarang ni banyak betol keluar vlog yang best-best dari Malaysian... Vlog??? amende tuh... Blog tuuu tau laaaa kan... hahaha... kalau kita perhatikan kat keyboard tuh.. huruf "B" and huruf "V" pon dekat-dekat kan... sebelah-sebelah gitu.. hihii..

Vlog tu sama jerk konsep nyer dengan Blog... Kalau blog, kita ada blogger kan... Kalau vlog, kita ada vlogger... blogger update entry dia di blog memasing, ada yang pakai Blogspot, Wordpress..
Kalau vlogger update entry pakai Youtube, 1Tube memacam laaa diorang ni...
And we have OTAI in our own field... Like bloggers, we have otai macam Hanis Zalikha, Shazwani Hamid, Red Mummy, Ben Ashaari, Beautifulnara, Budiey.. Kalau vlogger... otai mereka are like Mat Luthfi, Maria Elena, Cikgu Shida dari Parit, Aiman Azlan, Shahrincool....

So, why i choose blog instead of vlog... SEBAB saya TAK CONFIDENT nak bercakap depan-depan camera... kalau recording 2 minutes, i think 1:55 minutes saya gelak-gelak guling, main jeling-jeling, kenyit-kenyit mata, gigit-gigit kuku and 0:05 minutes jer saya bercakap straight! MUAHAHAA....

Okla... actually i wanna share with you these super CUTE and CREATIVE vloggers entry yang sangat superb BEST lah! I LIKE LIKE LIKE... ;)
*gelak guling-guling lagiiiii*

My sincere comments on those otai vloggers, especially my favorites Mat Luthfi, Maria Elena, Shahrincool... Depa ni sungguh LAWAKS, CREATIVE, AWESOMES, SUPER CONFIDENT! and SUPER BEST! Seriously memang respect tabik berspring kat depa semua (awat tetiba loghat kedah mai lak nih???) sebab diorang memang BEST BRO... muahhaha... i wish i could be like them... confident and creative recording their own vids... theirs vlog always make my day... hehe...

So, anyway Check-it out! Few of best-est videos I've found..

dan yang paling terbaik dan patriotik (betul tak ejaan saya ni) pada saya adalah dari matluhfi ni... dedicated for malaysians... *suuuwiit*

Enjoy!

EH, copp.. ada jugak video matluthfi buat on blog vs vlog... check-check!!!

With love.. HH

[KEPUTUSAN] Sukan SEA 2011: Malaysia vs Indonesia

2011-11-17T20:24:00.002+08:00

Perlawanan bola sepak dalam Sukan SEA 2011 antara Malaysia vs Indonesia berlangsung pada 17.11.2011 jam 8 malam tadi TAMAT dengan keputusan....

MALAYSIA (1) vs INDONESIA (0)

TAHNIAH BUAT PASUKAN MALAYSIA!!!

Permainan yang baik... tetapi saya rasa ia boleh jadi lebih baik lagi, sebab nampak pemain Malaysia semua macam kurang fokus ajerk.. striker Malaysia pun banyak lepaskan peluang untuk jaringkan lebih banyak gol, RUGI!!!! But whatever it is, JOB WELL DONE MALAYSIA!

P/s: sejak biler entah aku memandai bagi ulasan untuk SUKAN nihhh....*garu kepala, gigit jari* muahaha...

With love.. HH

Tweet-Tweet Favorites ku!

2011-11-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

Feel free to follow me in Twitter DianaHaris!

Here I wanna quote my favorite tweets of all time until to-date.. and there's more and more tweets that will insert in my favorite's tweet list! ;)
But WHY?... Why these tweets are my favorite?... ermmm... because....... those words are very nice and most important it is SOOOO TRUE, right??!! Those quotes make us THINK.. when you read it, you'll sure make sounds like "hrmmm" "ahaaaaa" "trueee" "damn right!" "muahaha" kann kann kann....
If you don't believe it, please check-it out!

"Treat her like a queen and she'll treat you like a king"

"I'd rather live my life knowing that I'm not perfect, rather than spending my whole life pretending to be"

"It hurts the most when someone you know becomes someone you knew"

"Tell me I'm beautiful everyday. You don't know how much this words will mean to me" --my personal FAVORITE!!!!

"If you don't like me, someone else will. if you're not missing me, someone else is. If you don't love me, someone else does"

"Surround yourself with people that build you up instead of bringing you down. You'll soon feel happier"

"During my time...bla...bla... - The parents who doesn't realise we are no longer in their area"

"I'm so dieting after this! - The woman that never goes on diet"

"Dear music, thank you for making me feel happy when no one else could"

"Don't blame me for walking away when you never even asked me to stay"

"Sometimes you forgive people simply because you still want them in your life"

"Life is really simple, but we insist on making it complicated"

and the list goes on and on dear....... BUT I can't type more here... help yourself and follow those tweeties like @TheNotebook, @SimpleLoveTweet, @iTweetFacts, @KataBijakMu and some others you can find in the Twitter... If you also found any nice Tweets, please...do share with me also here ya! Thanks..

With love.. HH

Wordless Wednesday #5

2011-11-16T00:00:00.000+08:00

Cita-cita saya ialah....

2011-11-14T00:41:00.000+08:00

Do you remember when we were small, still in Primary school, favorite question people around you keep asking is..........
"Apa cita-cita adik?"
"Bila besar nanti nak jadi apa?"
"What is your ambition?"
Kaaannn....

YES, same as mine... teachers, parents, friends, aunty uncle, most of them will ask that favorite question.. Why lorh?? I also have no idea... Even myself also now, like to ask that question to those Program Bakti Pendidikan PETRONAS kids... hahaha..
Lame me... i know... kehkehkeh... maybe just want to check this kids, do they have a target or dreams to become somebody-somebody ke..kaannnn... Is good to have Ambition la.. but being in Year 4 or 5 ke... cannot blame also if they don't have one... yerla kan... too small to understand, maybe.....

I still remember mine... when i was in Year 4 Sekolah Rantau Petronas (SRP), teacher start asking
"Apa cita-cita kamu? Bila besar nanti nak jadi apa?"
And standard average my friends would answer Doctor, Teacher, Pilot, Policeman, Engineer (even we heard Fireman also, hahahaa)
.... and for me...
I answered Architect!

Haaaaaaa.... pehal lak minah ni tiba-tiba architect plak daaa..... hahahaa... at that time, I thought that I was very good in drawing (perasan lagi syok sendiri konon lukisan kita cantik-cantik semua and berseni laaa... bluweekk) so thats why, arkitek menjadi pilihan... MUAHAHAAA!

Then time flies... enter secondary school pulak... your exposure become wider.. you learn and discover a lot of new things lagi kaannn.... So, again, teacher ask that POP question
"what do you want to be when you grow up?"
and i answered Accountant!

Ahaaaa... change already.... ngeheheee... yurp.. During Secondary school I choose to be accountant BECAUSE i find it NUMBERS are easy and not so boring and dry (yekeeee????) hahahaa.... yes yes yes... keep laughing at me... =(

But yeaaa... seriously i enjoy numbers more than science/biology/chem/physics... apatah lagi subject like history, errrghhh laaagii la tak dapat masuk kepala ni... ehehee...

Sooooo, as i said so... biler dah dapat result SPM, DANG! betol pon, "A" in Accounts and Maths... continue study in Matriculation, do Accounting jugak...PASS... continue Degree in Accounting also... PASS.. interview sana sini... TING! dapat kerja, doing Finance & Accounts jugak... Saaaaaammpai la sekarang... Still with numberss, Debit Credit, $$$$ money, RM, Profit / Loss, balance ke tak balance, Tax Computation, Deferred Tax (!@*&^%$#), Month End (!@$%^&*), DATELINES (!*&^$@#), blaaa bla blaaa stress stress tired tired... lama-lama ICU...kott...

haaa tu laaa... ari tu kata sukeerrr kan, enjoy kann, terror numberss kann... ERKKS... uwaaaa.... NOW, only NOW... tiba-tiba feeling dah tak sama macam dulu laaaa... tapi tapi tapi..... dulu belum kawen, belum ada suami, belum ada anak, belum ada komitmen, belum tengok / explore dunia ni habis.... sekarang dah expose luas... dah tau itu ini, dah rasa itu ini.....

*I'M SORRY* GUILTY

I'm just expressing from my sincere heart and being honest here... YES saya memang dah tak minat lagi debitcredit... kad kredit dan kad debit jer saya minat (erkss... mengarut lagik) saya kalau boleh nakk.. nak.. nakk.. nakk...

Jadi Full Housewife / Full time mother
Jadi Businesswomen
Jadi Professional Dancer
Jadi Professional MUA (Make-Up Artist)
Jadi Full time Blogger

WAH! WAH! WAH! kemain lagi berangan.... Berangan Itu BEST (B.I.B) muahahahaa...
Ooooooii la Cik Puan Hardiana... ada kerja tetap pon mujur.... orang lain menganggur puas carik kerja sana sinun tau.... *erkss* okay-okay...

Time to back in REALITY... Kerja mesti diteruskan.. untuk hidup kita perlu kerja, sebab nanti dapat gaji kan, boleh beli makanan, boleh beli baju hafiy and hana, boleh bawak family jalan-jalan...
Like one advice i got from someone at office... "kalau hardiana fikir, kita kerja kerana Allah... insyaAllah, semuanya dipermudahkan... hardiana cuba bayangkan, yang bayar gaji hardiana sekarang ialah Allah... barulah kita rasa seronok nak bekerja dan kita pon lebih fokus, sebab kita ikhlas kita buat ni Allah nampak dan dia bayar gajaran duit kat kita.."
Thanks Capt for the advice...

Semoga kerja aku sekarang atau kerja yang bakal akan datang diterima Allah, Amin
(aih... 'kerja yang bakal akan datang'... maksudnya.. nak tukar kerja ke???) SYhhhhh biarla rahsia ;p

at IKEA... kerja jugak ni.. cari barang for Company's event... =)

With love.. HH

Variety of Tudung Style #2

2011-11-10T00:00:00.001+08:00

I'm Back!!!

My blog is a bit dusty here... fuhh fuuh there, fuuhh fuhh here... ehemm-ehemm... okay...
I'm sorry for leaving this blog dusty here and there... i've been away from home, away from interent for a while (at PIL's kampung no internet) and been busy with the kids (because my bibik, ku kasi cuti soo, quality time for them baybeh! 100% concentrate on them)

WAHHH, sudah lama tinggal blog, kata mana nak start ni yerhh... Actually I have too many ideas in my head to blog about... and because too many, sampaikan i get 'blank' don't know where to start, ahakssss (alasan ku boleh diterima tak??)

HAhAHa... anyway, this entry i decided to share with you all on my variety of tudungsss.. again.. YES again.. because previously i have already blog on my photo of tudung style.. check it HERE..

So, this time around.. same thing... more tudung style for your view.... Well, I'm a person who like to try new things and... I'm like an adventures on tudung/hijab journey (ecehh2, erkk ayat aper nih?)... *ok ignore jerr*
I can say 99% of my hijab I bought it from online shop... let me share, here are the list of Online Shop I usually shoppingsss to.... Check it out!

1. Radiusite
2. Sugarscarf
3. ButikPinkKu
4. al-humaira'
5. Shawlbyvsnow
6. AnggunZara
7. ChicShawl
8. Qismee
and....lots lots more online shops...

Biler dah purchase, paid, SOLD.. ape lagi, melaram time! Muahahahaa...

Semua gambar di atas muka budget cun kiut-miut la tuh.... buerkkkk kaannn..

With love.. HH

Wordless Wednesday #4

2011-11-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

My Happiest Moment

2011-11-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

I like the word 'HAPPY'.. I like the word 'FUN'.. I like the word 'SMILE'.. I like the word 'ENJOY'.. I like the word 'LAUGH'.. I like the word 'LOVE'.. I like the word 'FAMILY'..
I like all those words.. it shows us all the good things, positive things, great things.... and those words make me smile.. makes other people smile too, right?!

So, when nuffnang blog on a contest called 'My Happiest Moment', it instantly catches my eyes! Why? Because I'm happy to share an entry on my blog about my happiest moment laaa.. And actually this entry post is a bit delay, although I have compose it few days before lagi....*sorry* This few days been very busy and kepoh-ness at office and at home, itu pasal lambat sikit (lame me, i know... old standard boring reason) ... and finally today i get to PUBLISH this entry post..

What is my happiest moment yaa? hrmm.... (eyes drooling.. fingers tapping on the lappy.. sigh..) AHAAA!
Mouse drooling on the lappy screen (bukan mouse=tikus yang ada ekor, ada mata tu yee... mouse=tetikus).. AHAAA! *again... sebut dengan nada macam ala-ala surprise terperanjat lagi excited* (erkkk..) ok ok.. so finally i found which picture i wanna share...

For me, there's no other thing that can be the HAPPIEST moment to me can beat this....

"Spending a quality time with MY FAMILY is the MOST HAPPIEST MOMENT"

GREATEST AWESOMENESS SERONOKNESS SYOKNESS BESTESS moment ever laa! ngehee.. kan kan.. Gambar di bawah adalah pertaruhan saya yerrrr...

Hafiza (3), Hardi (2), Hardiana (1), M Hafidzi (4)

How I wish I have a remote button.. rewind back and press pause at this moment!!! I love them sooo much and how I wish also, I would always with you guys and support *cayok-cayok.. sambil pegang pomp-pomp* (erkkss..again) from behind... Kalau kami berempat berjumpa and get-together, memang boleh GEGAR itu rumah, muahahahaa... KENAPA GEGAR??! hahaa... sebab kami semua carry the same DNA, kami semua GEDIKSSS tak hingaatt, kami semua suker CAMWHORE perasan cun kiut-miut, and kami semua jenis SLAMBERR and kurang sangat perasaan malu-malu kucing (in other words, tak tau malu kottt haha)

Time Hari Raya, kalau kami pergi ziarah rumah sedara mara... tuan rumah tak sempat nak jemput makan, kami sudah dengan gelojoh and lahap nyer menelan kuih-muih, kek-kek, keropok-kerepek kat atas meja! *includes HAFIY.. (i think he follow my DNA more lah kott, coz daddy dia totally 360 degree diff) AND I miss those moment HAPPY, GEDIKS, GELAK, KEPOHCHI, GILA-GILA, CHAMWORING with my brothers sister... sebab tu jugak, i always looking foward biler time cuti-cuti panjang and dapat jumpa mereka semua... LOVE IS IN THE AIR! (ecehh..ecehh..)

Soooo, what do you think? How about yours? What is your happiest moment? Come'on... share with us too... If you wish to join the contest also... here's what you need to do:-

1. Write a blog post titled “My Happiest Moment”.
2. Include a photo in your blog post that describes your happiest moment. It can be a pre-existing photo, or you can go out and shoot something that represents that moment!
3. Download this file containing Olympus Happy Photography logo variations, choose one of the colour variations and include it in your blog post as well.
4. Once you have written your blog post and taken your photo reflecting the theme of ‘Happy Photography’, submit them at http://nuffnang.com.my/olympus2011 and the best photos with stories behind them will win some awesome prizes from Olympus!

You'll have a chances to win these prices baybeh!

1st prize – Olympus PEN Lite E-PL3 Kit
2nd Prize – Olympus PEN mini E-PM1 Kit
3rd – 5th Prize – Olympus PEN Leather carry-all bag

The deadline is 11.59PM, 12 November 2011 (Saturday)! What are you waiting for... start writing your HAPPY-HAPPY moment and submit it.. Good luck to you others and also to ME!

With love.. HH

Wordless Wednesday #3

2011-11-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

Control Tower, view at my office!

Celebrity who loves BREASTFEEDING (BF)

2011-11-01T00:01:00.000+08:00

"Breastfeeding????? no way... that's gross!"
"I'm not going to try it.. breastfeeding and breastmlik are gross!"

Do you want to know who else support breastfeeding??? Celebrities or famous mummies also LOVE to breastfeed their children! Yes!!! They know that breastmilk is the BEST food for their babies..
Check-out some of the famous mom who bf-ing their baby

Jodie Foster
"I just couldn't stop losing weight with the breastfeeding," Jodie said in the Daily News article. "I ate as much as I possibly could, but I kept losing."

Jodie Foster

Catherine Zeta Jones
"I'm going to do it as long as I can. ...there is something so intimate about it. For that one hour or 45 minutes it's just wonderful. It's wonderful bonding and you know they're getting these antibodies."

Catherine Zeta Jones

Helena Bonham
"You know you're providing a real service. After carrying around your boobs for so long, it's nice to know they have an actual purpose."

Helena Bonham

Cindy Crawford
She's such a great advocate for breastfeeding as she makes it seem such a natural part of parenting and life.

Cindy Crawford

Elle Macpherson
This is really great PR for breastfeeding, as several formula-feeding moms that I have talked to didn't want to breastfeed because it would "wreck my boobs". That reason really looks silly given that a gorgeous supermodel who makes her living off of her looks and figure breastfeeds!

Elle Macpherson

Christina Aguilera
"I think they say that when you're breastfeeding, your weight kind of slims down. It's a little easier. It's like a workout within itself. It's very tiring actually and you find yourself snacking more often."

Christina Aguilera

..and lots more..... you name it.. actress, model, professionals... See,even celebrities who are very particular with their bodies and appearance, also LOVE breastfeeding!
How about you out there mummies?

With love.. HH

Keputusan Piala Malaysia 2011!

2011-10-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

Kemenangan untuk game FINAL Piala Malaysia 2011 telah jatuh ke tangan Negeri Sembilan!

Tahniah buat pasukan Negeri Sembilan dengan jaringan 2-1..... it was a good game...

Agak-agak kesedihan melandanya hati ini nyerr punn... kerana nya saya memang berpihak kepada pasukan Terengganu... na na naaa ganu kiteerr! Tapi biasalah, adat bertanding, ada yang kalah, ada yang menang...

But overall, i was a good game.. although i feel like the game a bit macam kelam kabut... 2-2 team macam kelam kabut... ecehh ecehh, pandai pulak aku bagi review... bukan football fans pon, muahahahaaa!

TETAPI, pada pandangan mata kasar saya yang tak berapa kasar... walaupun kemenangan di pihak Negeri Sembilan, Team Terengganu nampak lebih agresif dan rancak menyerang... cuma mungkin goalkeeper Ganu sudah injured sikit kannnn, soooo itu yang terlepas jugak 2 goal... cewahh-cewah, alasan boleh diterima tak??! (erkk..)

Cute kan pic ni... aku jumpa kat google image.. haha

Anyway, kalau Terengganu win the game pon, macam laaaaa aku bley cuti... esok Month End Closing kot... A LOT of work woooooo kat office!!!

Takpe..takpe... Team Ganu, jangan sedih-sedih sangat yer... YOU REALLY DID AN AWESOME JOB!

With love... HH

Piala Malaysia 2011 - Terengganu vs Negeri Sembilan

2011-10-29T11:24:00.000+08:00

This is weird??? Entry post tittle jer sudah sangat memelikkan dan meraguinyer pon kann... (erhh, loghat mcm Johan Raja Lawak lakss)

Readers blog saya tentunya menggarukan kepalanya punnn sbb nyer punn, i had never a fans of footballs game u know... hahaa.. and suddenly i make a post tittle as above.. what da??!

Saja jer, sebab memamg teruja sedikit dan excited sedikit kerananya.... Malam ni... 29 October 2011 jam 8.45PM, akan bermula lah perlawanan akhir PIALA MALAYSIA 2011 di antara TERENGGANU dan NEGERI SEMBILAN!

YEAAAA! Mesti tengok wokey... sbb saya mahu sokong negeri TERENGGANU laaa... go! go! go! ganu kiteeee.... WHY GANU???? laaaa... of course la baybeh... im working in TERENGGANU babe.... and i grew up in TERENNGANU also babe... copp, what??! hehee... yerlaa... saya sekolah di terengganu ni.. from primary until secondary tau... nama sekolah saya dulu, SEKOLAH RANTAU PETRONAS, pastu dia tukar nama plak (suker-suker plak main tukar nama) SEKOLAH MENENGAH KEB RANTAU PETRONAS...

OIT..oit.. back to the subject matter please! yea..yea... saya ramalkan cuaca agak baik malam ini sebab terengganu bakal menjulang itu piala malaysia 2011! AMINNNN!!!

Pray for the best ganu... insyaAllah.. saya dapat cuti peristiwa esok kerana anda, footbal team Terengganu!

(Hafiy said: "ten-kiuuuuu")

to chekc-out details, click at FB piala malaysia!

With love.. HH

Confinement a.k.a Berpantang #2

2011-10-27T16:20:00.000+08:00

This is a continue story from the first entry in Confinement a.k.a Berpantang...

To make it short, simple, clear and straight to the main point (cewahh2)... saya berpantang for 2nd child 98% dengan HERBALIFE! Yes... HERBALIFE reaaaally helps and very GOOD untuk orang BERPANTANG!

Before i story in details on HOW i do it?? let me share with you my testimoni...

Last day being a pregnant woman my weight was = 60kg

Right after deliver my weight was = 56kg

2 weeks confinement with Herbalife my weight was = 54kg

4 weeks = 52kg

6 weeks = 50kg

2 months = 49kg

NOW...

48kg
I can fit all pants, skinny jeans, baju kurung size M or even sometimes size S
My body shape is much better
Feels more healthy and energetic
Breastfeeding was awesome!
Cesarean scar improved better!
My facial skin looks better!
Most importantly I'm HAPPIER than before... hehehee

TOTAL WEIGHT LOSS was 12 kg!

Before deliver, After deliver, After confinement!

OK... lets get to the details yer...

HOW you do it? Macam mana boleh kurus and maintain cun menawan tertarik lagi de'bomb? (erkk... soalan memang tak boleh blaah) You buat macam mana? Nak tipss please? Selalu saya kalau anak dah masuk nombor 2 memang susah laaa nk turun berat badan ni, you buat macam mana??

ehemm..ehemm... kakak-kakak, adik-adik, aunty-aunty... walaupun sudah ada anak 2 ke, anak 3 ke, 4 ke, 10 ke... bukan alasan untuk tidak mahu menjaga badan, menjaga kesihatan... Semua perkara kalau kita nekad dan serius, CONFIRM boleh jadi.... betul tak??? I mean it, SEMUA PERKARA! Terpulang pada individu itu sendiri... tanya pada diri sendiri..

NAK atau TAK NAK?

NAK KURUS dan CANTIK atau TAK NAK atau TAK KISAH ponggg (loghat ganu)?? kannnn....

Terpulang lah... saya tak memaksa, kami di sini tak memaksa, tiada sesiapa yang paksa anda untuk ikut macam cara saya... The choice is in your hands baybeh!!!

For me, this product works really AWESOME JOB! So, as a blogger, i'm sharing with you how does it works on me.

So, there's a routine yang i MUST follow in order to get the results as above..

For Pakaian time berpantang.... sama macam confinement waktu first child dulu

Baju t-shirt
Sweater tebal
Kain Batik
Stokin tebal
Bengkung Moden (for cesarean mummy)

For bathing time berpantang... pun sama macam confinement waktu first child dulu

Mandi mesti dengan air suam
Basuh rambut tak boleh selalu, seminggu dua kali cukup (kalau orang cina berpantang, tak boleh basuh rambut 2 bulan.. wuwuu), after basuh tuh, kene cepat-cepat hair-dryer rambut
Kalau boleh, mandi dengan air suam yang campur dengan daun2 herbs, kunyit sket, halia byk2, letak sikit 2/3 titik aromatheraphy perfume tuh (saya tak ingat saya beli kat mana, sorry...) tujuan dia untuk badan rasa tenang, relieve stress and of course badan bau wangi-wangi sikit kann
For cesarean Mummy, after mandi MESTI kene hair-dryer tempat jahitan tuh... Make sure dah kering, baru pakai baju semua

For FOOD intake... haaaaa part ni yang paling PENTING! Memang DIFFERENT dengan confinement waktu first child dulu!!!

Pagi at 6.30AM - minum shake HERBALIFE
Pagi at 10.30AM - makan biskut/roti dan air milo panas
Tengahari at 12.30PM - makan NASI/Bubur berlaukkan Ikan Haruan bakar, sup Ikan Haruan, Ulam Pegaga, Black Pepper dan ikan bilis hancur banyak-banyaaaaaakk
Petang at 3PM - minum shake HERBALIFE
Malam at 7PM- makan NASI/Bubur berlaukkan Ikan Haruan bakar, sup Ikan Haruan, Ulam Pegaga, Black Pepper dan ikan bilis hancur banyak-banyaaaaaakk
Malam at 9PM - makan biskut/roti dan air milo panas
Malam at 11.30PM -minum shake HERBALIFE.....lepas tu tido dengan lena..

(3 kali SHAKE, 2 kali NASI/BUBUR)

BUT, in between tuh, saya MINUM BANYAK sangat air.. about 3-4 liter per day! SERIOUSLY.... mesti consume a lot of water! Air minum tu, it can be plain water or macam myself i buat TEA MIX HERBALIFE campur dengan HERBALIFE ALOE CONCENTRATE suam-suam (PERGHHH! Sedaapp macam lemon tea), sebab nk results yang lagi cepat kan! Other than that, saya jugak ambil supplement from HERBALIFE product which are

HERBALIFE OMEGA 3 Fish Oil - makan 5 biji pagi, 4 biji malam
HERBALIFE Contouring Cream - Sapu di perut dan peha setiap kali selepas mandi

Apart from HERBALIFE, saya jugak bersauna setiap hari di rumah =) As i mentioned early, as a cesarean mummy, bertungku is not recommended kan... so untuk membakar kalori lebih cepat dan mengembangkan urat-urat2 sarah dalam badan ni, saya duduk dalam Home Suana yang saya beli dari NAZCON SAUNA... memandangkan ofis HQ nyer dekat sahaja dengan rumah my mom, saya pegi jer kat kedai dia... tapi you can also buy through online (just click at the link NAZCON SAUNA)...

Sauna duduk - I do it EVERYDAY! Pagi 20 minit, Petang 20 minit

Kalau bersauna, syarat utamanya, MESTI BANYAK-BANYAK minum air! MESTI yer... sebab biler you bersauna and also you breastfeeding... your body needs a lot of water, nanti dehydrated, your milk production pon kurang, and you pon get easily tired kalau tak cukup air dalam badan..

And lastly, BREASTFEEDING (BF) also helps to LOOSE your weight! Exclusively BF you baby definitely help your perut jadi kempis! Macam mana nak exclusive BF? Haaa, yang ni also i'll make a special entry post for it... i'm not claiming am an expert about BF... but i'll share with you base on my experience, research and readings about BF... Oh! And more good news, HERBALIFE also help me to boost up my milk supply... tapi it depends on each individual body yer... maybe it works with me, but maybe not to others... BUT as for slimming down your weight and re-shape you body, YES, HERBALIFE works wonderfully!

So, thats it! Sedikit sebanyak cara macam mana saya BERPANTANG for my 2nd child ni... YES, i can feel the differences... Of course the second time ni i feel much healthier and energetic... Dah masuk hari ke 30 pantang tuh, saya rasa macam dah sihat sangat-sangat! kalau boleh saya nk pergi jogging and swimming dh time tuh.. sebab saya rasa badan saya macam kuat and segar sangat...

My mother said, it is because HERBALIFE is full of NUTRITION! So, badan i penuh dengan nutirisi yang sangat baik, sebab itu saya rasa bersemangat and segar... Thanks to HERBALIFE! Thanks to my Mother for introducing it!

As a summary, if you want to follow how i do it time berpantang ni, make sure DRINK WATER a lot 3-4 liter per day.. And BF your baby exclusively... Ouhhh, TIPS MACAM MANA NK MINUM BANYAK AIR... you buy HERBALIFE drinking bottle yang 1 liter ni, because bottle dia ni macam 'MAGIC'... sebab apa saya kata magic...saya ni memang bukan jenis banyak minum air tau... so, my sister Hafiza, recommend me to buy this bottle supaya saya senang bawak jer ke mana-mana and minum banyak air... and MAGIC nyer, saya memang cepat habis minum satu botol air ni, pastu 'topup' lagi air, and minum sekejap dah habis lagi... sebab tuh, minum air 3-4 liter per day sounds hard but eventually become very easy jer... TRY it la...

Another tips for mummy yang nak berpantang dengan HERBALIFE... how you make your shake? For me, sangat SUKA F1 Chocolate and i love Orange Juice!!! Sooo, i mix it up like this

Formula 1 Chocolate - 2 Scoop
Formula 3 Soy - 1 Scoop
Orange Sunquick - secukup rasa
NESTUM plain - 2 Scoop
Plain water - suhu bilik (kalau buat shake, tak boleh guna air panas yer, tapi kalau ibu berpantang tak boleh minum ais kan, sooo guna air biasa suhu bilik je laa)
Then BLENDER!!!! Then....... enjoy your SHAKE!

(Note: bile you amik Formula 3, make sure you drink a lot of water, baru nampak kesan nyer, baru nampak you body reshape, kalau kurang minum air, the result tak berapa GEMPAK laaa)

If you want to know more details or nak saya tolong coach korang ke, or advice ke, please email me or drop youR email in the comment, saya boleh sembang lagi! OR You can also check-it out kat blog sini, this girl also Confinement with Herbalife!!! click here Blog Amalina Peter

Alhamdulillah! Thanks to my mother and my sister, they did good job in coaching me! I have fall in love with this product... ;)

With love.. HH

Real Steel was Awesome!

2011-10-22T22:40:00.002+08:00

Today, I've spent a quality time (ecehh..ecehh) with my siblings... we watched movie at Alamanda GSC (the nearest cinema besides the Mines lah kann)... A lot of GOOD movies out there, but we choose "Real Steel" instead because of the reviews from our friends saying that this movie is a MUST watch one..

Woooouu... seriously this movie is AWESOME babe!! Myself and my sister was like soooo emotional watching this movie... HAHAHAA... sambil watching, sambil making noises like "AAARGHH!" "HIYAAARKK!" "COME ON! COME ONE!" "YEAAAAAAAA!" MasyaAllah.... kami memang bising laaa... sooo GEDIKS tak hingat... and that lil boy wasss super cute and handsome!

The main actors in the movie are Hugh Jackman, Evangeline Lily, Dakota Goyo (lil handsome boy), Kevin Durand and Anthony Mackie.. It's about Robot Boxing... and this lil handsome boy has his own robot that he found from a thrash/junk place.. sooo, this robot somehow has a personal touch to the boy and also hugh jackman... and then, they train it (or in this movie the robot named ATOM) for boxing league... and plus ATOM can dance! soooo cute...

Saya memang jarang tengok movie, sooo i really enjoy our movie outing very much! The others who have yet to watch it, grab the tickets fast at your nearby cinema... it is highly recommended babe;)

With love..HH

Transformation!

2011-10-21T00:56:00.002+08:00

Currently i'm away from office but i'm in my hometown, Bangi... attending training, workshop, meetings...

So, I have yet to find time and start blogging, share stories, tips and etc etc...

But anyway.... just to update a bit.. Nowadays, i have been surrounding by people who have recently transform themselves...

Transforms here what i meant is, change from good (you don't say 'bad' because it's a negative words ya..) into a better person.. in terms of physically, mentality, relationships and mindsets...

I honestly like it... i like been surrounding with POSITIVE things... it can be positive people, positive words, positive environment... because, what most important is, when your surrounding is in positive energy, indirectly it gives you POSITIVE mood also... it happens to me and its proven that environment is also crucial in your day to day life...

Sooo, anyway, just want to share with you, my two lovely superbly marvelous women in my life just TRANSFORM and become a better person in-terms of physically and also their way of thinking.... hehehee...
HOW they do it??! insyaAllah... i'll share with you the stories.... keep on checking my updates ya...
Ouh, check-it out their photos Before and After below... :)

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My sister Hafiza and myself

My one and only mother Puan Zainuriah

Mode: Syukur alhamdulillah... health condition is improving

With love..HH

Wordless Wednesday #2

2011-10-19T10:35:00.000+08:00

hafiy at 5 months ++

(ada rupa hana sikit-sikit kan)

Tutorial: Make-up seorang 'amateur'

2011-10-17T00:30:00.000+08:00

Sesiapa yang sudah kenal RAPAT dengan saya, tentunya sudah sedia maklum, bahawasa-nya saya memang seorang yang suker main-main conteng muka ni... sebab sebagai seorang gediks, memang sangat gediks, mengada-sss and perasan syok sendiri suker berangan cun cute miut macam ala artis models and dolls... (statement panjang tak hingat)

One of my interest ialah make-up and beauty products! It's really hard for me to resist make-up cosmetics and beauty products.. Saya tak boleh kalau pegi shopping complex and lalu depan M.A.C shop, depan Shu Uemura, depan Body Shop, depan Estee Lauder, atau pon masuk Watson ke Guardian ke... Mesti ada yang 'ke-ching-ching' duit kat machine cashier tuh...ishh ishh ishhh....

Tgk lah ni... hasil rembatan di BodyShop.. Yesterday

This is just half of my make-up stock... ada lagi half kat dalam make-up bag yang besar 'gedabak' tuh

And...... saya juga pernah attend personal make-up class organize by Ian Sham (professional make-up artist woooooo).. Kak ian sangat-saaaangat cantek to me..... She was soooo kind, pretty, gorgeous, and of course her works was superbly MAGICAL.. Feel free ceki-daut her blog! The Magical Touch of IAN SHAM.. Kalau ada sesiapa yang nak guna khidmat dia for wedding make-up, engagement make-up, dinner/event make-up, booking la dia... make-up nya sangat natural look, fabulous, gorgeous and sgt MAGICAL!!! Seriussss, tak tipu punya.... Eheehe...

So, berdasarkan experience attending that class, and practice selalu conteng-conteng muka, selalu jugak explore dalam YouTube (saya suker tengok Makeup by Tiffany), saya jugak suker blogwalking (suker tinjau DiyanaShukor and Nurin AdlinaBasir) and boleh laaaa sikit-sikit sekarang tangan ni membuat 'art' yang lebih kurang indah tak seberapa mata memandang..

Tapi.. make-up tuh make-up jugak... penjagaan muka mesti and wajib di jaga... Sekarang saya banyaknyerrr guna product skin care from BodyShop and Herbalife! Yerrr, Herbalife juga ada product skin care yer kakak-kakak,makcik-makcik, adik-adik..... Skin care dia mula-mula memang lah SANGAT MERAGUKAN nyer saya ini... tapi after few months pakai, sudah nampak itu kesannya yang flawless and sweetness... ECEHH... hehee....

ISHHHH, saya dah merapu panjang benda lain sekarang ini... BACK to the subject matter PLEASE! Now, the tutorial as i mention at the HEADLINES (ecehh lagik..)... Orite Ladies, you can view below photos, and hope it helps you... Ini cara saya simple make-up lah, kalau nak try cara lain,boleh ceki-daut dekat blog/youtube yang saya mention kat atas tadi.. OR boleh google website make-up artist lain yerh....
GoodLuck! ;)

So.... the results of this make-up tutorial

JENG! JENG! JENG!

TADAAAA!

Simple Make-up

or..... you can use your creativity untuk colors and shading yer girlss...

...like this look...

Or... this one... tapi, kene tebalkan lagi laa make-up

how about this one.. hehe

Orrite.. kalau ada ilmu lagi, saya share another tutorial yerh... Feel free to comment readers!

With love... HH

Tips untuk mudahkan sesuatu pekerjaan!

2011-10-16T00:10:00.000+08:00

Chronology emails between myself and my Papa.. check-it out!

From: Haris
To: Hardiana
Kyung, thank you so much for the money below. How are cucu2 atuk doing there.? Ada gambar hana, hafiy latest? How is yr work? Tak jadi Pindah KL?
Pa cini fine sudan nowadays masih panas aroud 39 deg. Nx month may be start sejuk skek kot..also busy with split north.south sudan.haha

From: Hardiana
To: Haris
Salam papa!
Wah. speaking like a sudanist dah. 'busy with split north south sudan'.. hihi
Hana and hafiy doing great! Both baik ajer..
My work masyaAllah super bz sgt dgn budget cycle skarang. im coming home at late night, weekend kerja. biler sampai rumah, both kids dh tido.
Feel so guilty and sad. am sure both waited for mummy to come home sampai tertido dua-duanya. huhuuu. kalau la kyg ada duit, rs cam nk resign jer, jadi fulltime mother. haha. when having two beautiful kids now, priority tuh cam dh lain. feeling2 nk jadi excel and star in career dah tak brapa nk feel lah. haha.
Pindah KL?... ermm, tunggu ppa year end nanti. nak try jgk mintk transfer.
Gambar hana and hafiy ada kt attachment.
Okla papa, sambung kerja pulak. take care yer!

-----Original Message-----
From: Haris
To: Hardiana
Yeah.I understand how you feel.but .what you are suffering and fighting for now is for yr kids' future.memang kalau fikirkan yang senang saja kita malas.. but Allah maha mengetahui and maha adil..as long as you are doing yr work keranaNYA insya'allah one day you'll be proud of what you done in the past..i think the best is sabar and bertahan with what you have but try to find some "relief" or relax time for your love ones..cuba blend together yr busy time with something you are happy doing with e.g. find time during the day ke ..and meet your kids if you cannot come back early from work.believe me.you need a good job and income to make yr kids happy nanti..
Ok ..be happy, be strong and ..sembahyang awal waktu k.Allah kata ..kalau kita nak selesai semua kerja..mesti kena sembahyang awal waktu.ini memang dah terbukti kepada sgt ramai orang trmasuk Papa.
k..kim salam Azmi and to two lovely cucu2 Pa.Owh..muka Hana dah tembam and tak mcm 'sauna' lagi dah.

And guess what readers...... that tips from papa was sooo true... Kalau kita solat awal waktu, memang kerja semua jadi cepat siap and mudah! it really does work WONDERFULLY on me!!! JANGAN LENGAHKAN SOLAT lagi lepas ni.. insyaAllah

Thank you PAPA! You're the best father to me!!!

yang tengah tuh Headquarters, the remaining four tuh subsidiaries.. (ecehh...)

the Fantastic Four of Haris.. ;)

muahxx2... love you... HH

bila anak demam.. what mummy should do?

2011-10-15T00:11:00.003+08:00

Confession! Confession! Confession!

Ehermm-ehermm (clearing throuts)..

I'm not claiming that i am a Subject Matter Experts or a Specalist Doctor.... BUT... however, i would love to share with my readers, base on my personal experience... what will I do when my baby is having fever (demam)?

Please pay attention as this is very important and serious note to all mummy especially new mummy or soon-to-be mummy out there! (ecehh.. ayat cam gempak).. Yerla, bukan mudah sebenarnya nak membesarkan anak... Macam-macam experience kita akan tempuh tau, and that experience will be very useful for us untuk future dan jugak baik untuk di share kan dengan semua.. kan kan.. :)

Sebenarnya....before this, I have experience my son, who once pernah have a serious fever (demam panas) and warded in the hospital Kajang Specialist for 7 days!!! (i think it was a week..) At that time the whole family just got back from Mecca for our Umrah and Ziarah trip..

It was 9 of us including Hafiy at that time.. We went there on April 2010 and all cost sponsored by Ayahanda tercinta! *THANK YOU SOO MUCH PAPA* Best-est give EVER! At that time, Hafiy was about 10 months old.. YES very young-young dah berjaya menjejakkan kaki ke Tanah Suci! Alhamdulillah..

Hafiy tembam, sihat and bulat sewaktu bertolak ke Mekah

Okay, to make it short just few days before we end our Umrah Ziarah trip, Hafiy is having a really reaally BAD FEVER! Seriously BAD.. masa kat Mecca, kami pegi macam-macam farmasi, beli ubat macam-macam jenis.. demam dia kejap okay, kejap demam balik, tapi memang tak kebah-kebah... and masa 2/3 hari terakhir di Mecca adalah paling teruk sekali sebab dia tak mahu minum setitik air/susu pon.. So, just imagine guys..... perut dia kosong, takde ape, nothing.. budak kecik lagi, baru 10 months... hati ibu mana tak sedih, risau, tido tak lena.... not only he didn't drink/ eat anything... he also crying ALL THE TIME... sakit tekak, coughing, flu... kesiaaaan sgt tgk.... flying trip was the worst! in the flight was terrible... he was so hot in temperature... refuse and reject any water!

Hafiy hari terakhir di Mekah, susut badan and muka pucat..

Once we landed in Malaysia... we rushed to the clinic, amik ubat... still tak baik jugak, finally check-in jugak kat hospital Kajang Specialist.. and YES dia kene cucuk jarum masuk air kat LEHER due to dehydration!
about 7 days warded, my mother baaanyak tolong jaga and tengokkan dia.. because im working at Terengganu soo... sangat-sangat berTERIMA KASIH to Mama... after 2 weeks, baru lah Hafiy fully recovered and badan pun baru lah namapk berisi semula.. kalau tidak, pucaaat aje muka and susut badannya...

see.... ibu mana yang tahan tengok anak dia macam ni ;(

opah banyak bantu tengok-tengokkan hafiy di hospital... hafiy kene sayang opah tau!

Ok, since then jugak... i belajar banyak tips and info what can mummy do to help your kids when they having fever.. ibu-ibu tak boleh la bergantung pada ubat doktor sahaja kan... lagi pon, baby yang 1 year and below, tak elok sgt byk consume ubat-ubat from clinic...

Check-out list below.. these tips would help your kids to reduce their high temperature biler demam.. again, I AM NOT A DOCTOR or pernah study in MEDIC... NO, NO... but i'm sharing with you these tips base on MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE yer readers.... like i always said, SHARING IS CARING.... hope these tips would help mothers out there...

Elak dari menggunakan pakaian tebal pada anak.. kalau boleh, pakai yang nipis2 atau tanggalkan baju nyer, pakai seluar sahaja --> tujuan nya nak bagi haba di badan tu keluar
Selalu ambil towel/napkin kecik BASAH and letak kan di kepala anak, letak di leher anak, di ketiak anak.. ATAU.. amik penyembur air yg kita slalu guna utk gosok/iron baju tuh kan, sentiasa spray air kat kepala anak.. biarla sampai rambut dia basah pon, lagi elok.. slalunya anak akan nangis2 marah sbb tak selesa ada kain sejuk, tapi paksa jugak..demi kebaikan dia.. kalau dapat, balutkan satu badan dengan kain basah --> tujuannya nak bagi kepala dia jangan panas sgt and to reduce the temperature.. kalau anak demam panas sampai kat kepala, SANGAT BAHAYA.. boleh ada bad effect nanti...
JANGAN mandikan anak dengan air suam.. mandikan lah dia dengan air sejuk.. kalau demam nyer dh teruk sangat, mandikan dia dengan air+ais (tapi stakat ni saya tak pernah lagi la mandikan dgn ais, itu last resort la, kalau dh teruuukk sgt yerh) --> tujuan nya sbb air sejuk bantu untuk turunkan suhu badan anak ketika panas...
Time tido tak perlu selimutkan dia... kerap letakkan towel/napkin basah kat dahi dia... rajin2 lah bangun dari tido and basahkan napkin tuh, letak balik kat dahi nya...
Bagi banyaaaaak anak minum air kosong... lagi kerap dia buang air kecil sampai pampers penuh, lagi baik..
Kalau bagi anak minum ubat doktor,kalau boleh elakkan disusuli dengan air kosong... biar ubat tuh pure masuk dlm badan.. sumbatkan puting ke kt mulut dia, pon boleh..
Kalau dah cuba bagi ubat setiap 6 jam 3ml macam nasihat doktor, tapi suhu badan anak tak turun2... cuba try bagi setiap 3 jam tapi cuma 1.5ml shj... bagi kerap, tapi dgn jumlah yang sedikit... mungkin berkesan... (tips ni pernah doktor dr hospital kajang bgtau)..
Lastly banyakkan DOA pada tuhan... usaha mesti seiring jugak dengan doa yer.. insyaAllah amin..

Mommy must make sure you have a thermometer at home, selalu monitor suhu anak... 37 Celcius above tuh dh consider demam... and kalau dh 39 Celcius, terus bawak pegi hospital, jgn tunggu2 lagi! kalau badan bayi dh panas sangat, muka dia pucat and KAKI dia dah nampak biru-biru, haaa itu dh teruk sangat dh tu, kene cepat bawak pegi jumpa doktor...

So, i hope these tips can help you all in future... i'm glad to share it!
Any further queries, please do not hesitate to contact YOUR NEARBY DOCTORS yer.. hahaha.. don't contact me.... im not the expert... ;)

Support breastfeeding so that our children immunization become stronger and they grow in the best food ever! InsyaAllah...

With love.. HH

"Terbaiikkk.." copp, pinjam tagline Boboiboy! ;)

2011-10-13T01:00:00.001+08:00

Seperti biasa balik dari office, sampai rumah aje, keluarkan stok susu ibu yang berjaya di 'unloading' kan, masukkan dalam plastic bag storage yang aku beli dari Autumnz.. (aku memang sukaa sangat shopping kat sini skarang, ngehehe) Pastu keluarkan pulak stok frozen EBM dari deep-freezer untuk di'transfer' kan ke refridgerator, esok pagi confirm dah cair dah..

Lepas tu mandi, solat, main-main dengan hafiy, cium-cium hana, tengok-tengok tv, pastu... my favorite part..surfing internet lahh... when i say surf internet it means..blogging, blogwalking, fbi-ing kan.... syok-syok... the power of internet... bagaimana laaa mau hidup kalau takda internet zaman sekarang... kalau zaman dulu kala, hidup jer manusia, walaupun takde internet, takde handphone..... zaman sekarang, semua nak mudah..... semua di hujung jari youu... ecehhh..

Soo, while i'm fb-ing... i saw this VERY NICE article... and saya immediately jatuh cintan and share jugak di fb saya... the words are soo inspiring... it touches my heart... (ecehh lagiiik).. then, i was thinking... kat fb saya dah share... so kat blog pon saya mahu share jugak lah.... atleast... this VERY GOOD article will remain always in my 'blog diary'... (ecehh..ecehh)

Andai kata nanti biler kita feeling-feeling down ke, feeling-feeling gundah gulana serba salah kusut musut masai (bukan misai yer kawan-kawan, erkk?)... boleh laaa kita jenguk-jenguk kat entry post ni... okay kaann...

ouhh, tajuk entry post ni 'terbaik' sbb article ni memang BEST laaa... hehee... (entah ape jer, tajuk post macam gempak habis, ngehehee).. Jom kita renung-renung kan... dan selamat beramal (pinjam tagline yer ustaz..) ;)

gambar ini di ambil semasa di Mekah tahun 2010

Kenapa Allah temukan kita dengan orang yang salah??

memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orangyg salah supaya apabila kita bertemu jodoh yg sebenar,masih ada rasa syukurkita pada ketentuanNYA
memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orangyg salah supaya kita dapat menjadi penilai yg baik.
memangALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawakita hanyalah makhluk yg sentiasa mengharapkan pertolongan ALLAH.
memangALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat KASIHSAYANG YANG TERBAIK,KHAS UNTUK DIRI KITA.
memangALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawaALLAH MAHA PEMURAH & PENYAYANG kerana mengingatkan kita bahawa diabukanlah pilihan yg hebat untuk kita dan kehidupan kita pada masa depan...
memangALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat mengutippengalaman yg tak semua orang berpeluang untuk mengalaminya.
memangALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita jadi MANUSIA YGHEBAT JIWANYA.
memangALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita lebih fahambahawa CINTA YG TERBAIK HANYA ADA BERSAMA ALLAH.
memangALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita LEBIH MENGENALIKEHIDUPAN YG TAK SELAMANYA KEKAL.

Wahaisahabat yg kecewa,menderita dan sengsara kerana cinta, fahamilah bahawakehidupan kita makin sampai ke penghujungnya.Hari esok pun kita sendiri takpasti samada menjadi milik kita. Gapailah keredhaan ALLAH dengan melaksanakansuruhanNYA, dan meninggalkan laranganNYA..PERCAYALAH sesungguhnya ALLAH maluuntuk menolak permintaan hambaNYA yg menadah tangan meminta dengan penuhpengharapan HANYA kepadaNYA..

~ALLAH knows BESt!~

With love.. HH

Wordless Wednesday #1

2011-10-12T01:00:00.000+08:00

..main conteng-conteng muka..

Confinement a.k.a Berpantang

2011-10-11T05:00:00.000+08:00

What does it mean by confinement? Why women must go for confinement after delivery? How was it?

Most people don't really quite get it what is it about confinement, especially guys... kan kan... during my recent confinement, my lil brother (who was not so little..hihi) ask me "kenapa orang pompuan kene berpantang yer? nak makan ape-ape pon makan jerla..kan.. doctor takde kate xboleh pon.. kan) huuhhh??
Alaaaahai... my brother... he's too young too understand kot...

to me there's no specific rules or guide on how woman go thru confinement period... it depends on you, it depends on your mother/mother-in-law, it depends on your environment... YES, memang confinement method boleh ada macam-macam gaya... ada guna cara traditional, ada yang lebih ke modern style... semua cara boleh pakai, sebab tgk atas badan si ibu jugak... lain badan, lain treatment nyer.. bukan semua orang sama.. kan...kan..

like myself... sudah experience dua kali confinement and i tell you... both are totally different... haaaa, nak tau kenapa... sebab for myself, the confinement method depends on my MOTHER.... yerla kan, i berpantang di rumah ibu saya, sure la kene ikut rules and gaya dia... kan...

well, masa deliver yang 1st child, saya berpantang di Ampang.. yes masa tu our family still live in Ampang lagi, rumah lama lagi banyak nostalgia itu... ouhh rumah tuh masih standing lagik yerr(hehee..) currently tidak di huni oleh sesiapa... papa have no intention to sell or rent to anybody sbb nak save utk anak2 katanya... mana tau, nanti saya kene transfer KL pulak ke... hihiii...

ok ok.. back to the subject matter... masa 1st child, mama sangat strict and more to traditional style lah...

1. air hanya boleh minum sikit2 ajer.. semua air panas or suam.. sejuk2 cannot!

2. makan cuma bubur and ikan haruan...

3. ikan haruan tuh di bakar shj... (ouhh xlupa jg minum air polleney tuh everyday)

4. tak da makanan berminyak.. banyak yg bakar-bakar and rebus2..

5. minum air kunyit pekat tuh konon naikkan SERI muka..

6. minum air asam jawa masam pekat likat..

7. BANYAKKK makan blackpepper... fuhhh mmg berpeluh2 youuu...

for 44 days... ituuu shj masuk dlm perut.... tapi kadang2, mama bagi kelonggaran, bagi jugak la makan daging sekali-dua and gulai kari sikit2...

sempat amik picture of my lunch tray masa confinement first child dulu

untuk pakaian pulak.... MESTI pakai sweater tebal all the time, tak kira siang ke, nk tido ke, mesti pakai sweater.. katanya taknak masuk angin dalam badan... pastu socks tebal of course la kan kene pakai sentiasa! kain batik and t-shirt kt dalam...

BURUK gilersss, perut masih BONCIT.. ni kalau tak silap baru a week after delivery

NO COMFY! sentiasa berpanas... tak boleh ber-aircond, tak boleh ber-kipas kuat2... memang PANASSSS! dah la pakai sweater and socks tebal, kipas speed slow je.. pastu kt badan ni.. haaa banyak giler macam jenis krim jamu ke amende entah sapu kt perut, belakang, betis, tapak kaki, kat dahi pon ada... namanya pilis kot yang sapu kat dahi tu.. hehe.... pastu rambut panjang kan, kene ikat tinggi2, macam ala-ala singh tuh... (eh, betul ke saya eja 'singh') ada sebab tuh kenapa kena ikat macam tu... i think sebabnyer nak bagi urat2 tuh tertarik and tegang semula la kott gituu...

saya bersama mak bidan urut saya... masa ni sudah 30 hari rasanya

haaaaa, kan kan saya dh cakap... memang kronik tak selesa (kadang2 stress melanda jgk) masa 1st child dlu... but the results... saya turun 10kg during confinement tuh... sebab saya rajin home sauna time tuh... sehari mesti 2 kali masuk sauna duduk tuh.. sekali sauna, 30 minutes.... perghhh, memang banyak lemak2 saya ni burn laaa.. ngehehee..

saya yang sudah habis pantang 1st child

Muhammad Hafiy

TETAPI...... lain pulak style Mama saya ni masa confinement yang baru-baru ni, for 2nd child delivery....

okay.... kalau nak tau macam mana my confinement yang baru-baru ni.... tunggu my next entry post yer... yang 2nd, ni memang lebih menarik and BEST sgt okay!

Keep checking my updates yer readers!

(urhh, ade ke reader kat my blog nieyh??)

With love.. HH

Welcome my princess, Hana Arissa!

2011-10-09T14:52:00.017+08:00

I am..... really trully sorry for the late entry post of my delivery to the beautiful daughter, Hana Arissa...

Honestly i have no reasons to give.. hrmmmm...

Why i don't take the initiative to update the birth of this princess??.. Well, the answer is..memang purposely sengaja and penyakit "M" (malas) to write during confinement, ....i guess...

Okay.... so... this 2nd time experience is totally different from the first one... i'll share to you the story so that it can be your reference, and maybe my reference also, in future... anyway, sharing is caring, kannn.... different child, has different experience... bukan semua anak sama....

During my 2nd pregnancy i've done MRI (which is stand for..i hv no idea.. or... i think i forgot the full words of it) at 37 weeks.. and the results says my pelvic bone is seriously small.. it is impossible for a baby of weight more than 2kilos to go thru a normal delivery of mine... unless my baby is weight only 1.7kilos which very small, then there's a chances to go for normal delivery...

so, am accepting the fact that I AM SMALL... but... however... we'll never knew right, mana tahu... miracles does happen.... insyaAllah boleh ke... kan kan...

so, as the MRI result says it is... we have choose the lucky number of the lil princess birth on 11 July 2011 (11.07.11), Monday early morning... and of course thru c-sec....

as like previously, the operations room was sooooo demn COLD and im FREEZING and SHIVERING... feels like am in a eskimo house! dah laa tak pakai ape2... sejukkkkkkk...

half of my body part di 'bius' kan... so, am awake during the operations, but feels nothing from chest until bottom... during operations, as it was very early in the morning, i was still fresh and i remember making 'noises' masa pembedahan tuh... hahahaha! yes!! altho i was di 'bius' kan.. but still i can feel like the doctor macam tarik2 my body, i can smell the smoke (maybe the laser kot), i can feel they push my stomach here n there... soooooo, i was being a bit naughty and GEDIKS, i make sounds like "ouchh" "aaa" "uuuuhhh" "ishhhh"... and of cos the doctors and nurses surely tanya "sakit ke puan??" that's the procedure kan... if really the patient feel pain they need to stop and see if there's anything wrong happen... hahaha... and you know what i replied "emm, takde la sakit sgt, cuma neves" HAHAHAHAAAA!

Guess what, doctors semua MARAH la kannnn... "Puan Hardiana...... pleaseeee don't make any unnecessary sounds... if you really REALLY feel painful, than baru you tell us" hahahaa... OPPSS! mummy sudah being nakal there... "okay2 doctor.." heheheee....

but this time... the operations does feel more painful than the first one... IT REALLY IS!.. i think maybe bcoz im still fresh so i can really feel the pain.... Masa delivery the first one dulu, i was reaaally weak at that time.. masa tuh dah sakit 12 hours contraction, then biler doctor see poor progression baru kami proceed to c-sec... sooo, masa tuh dah LEMAH and lembik gilorrss, mmg takde feeling2 sakit dh kt operation room... masa tuh pikir cepaaat laa abis sbb dh xlarat sgt.... huhuu..

So, this time.... biler baby Girl dah berjaya keluar, they show me my lil princess.. SOOOO BEAUTIFUL.... and I kiss her on the cheek... then off she goes to the nursery.... myself still in the operation room coz doctor need to 'unzip' my stomach... masa tu masyaALLAH..... sakit nyerrrrrr!!!!!!! seriously that one was reaaaaally PAINFUL! tak tipu2 dah ni.... me crying out loud "aduuuhhh sakit doctor""sakitttt".... doctor cakap, tahan sikit yer.. sekejap yer... sambil tu dia buat ape entah... hv no idea... huhuuuhu coz i cudnt see it kan.... anyway, after operations done, i am much relief...... Alhamdulillah semua selesai..

I was sent to my ward... and there was my Mama, my sister Hafiza and Encik Azmi... waiting for baby to come and breastfeed her for the first time... after few hours, baby sampai and we called her as Hana Arissa... the name is as beautiful as herself... hehe...

No words can describe the feeling of first time holding my baby, breastfeed her and kiss2 and hug2 her tenderly.... for 9 months i've carry her in my womb, and now finally she arrive safely in my arms.... i feel blessed... thank you Allah for the gift...

Now... HONESTLY.... the only mostly treasures i have in this world are these two person which are MUHAMMAD HAFIY and HANA ARISSA... which can never be replace with anything else, which will be the VERY VERY VERY IMPORTANT person in my LIFE FOREVER...

THINGS THAT KEPT ME GOING, MOTIVATIONS THAT KEPT ME BREATHING EVERY SECONDS, IS MY TWO BEAUTIFUL KIDS HAFIY AND HANA!

Please remember my Son and Daughter..... your Mummy Hardiana Haris... LOVE you both very very much!

With love.. HH

p/s: I am currently fully breastfeeding my daughter Hana Arissa (3 months old), Alhamdulillah! and..... I consume Herbalife product during my confinement.. insyaAllah, my next entry post, i will share to you how Herbalife helps me to slim down, reshape my body and boost up my Milk production! BEST tau... :)

i miss blogging

2011-10-06T22:59:00.009+08:00

it has been a very very very very very veryyyy busy weeksss... ive been working like 24/7 includes weekend and am sooo damn tired now....

this month has been unlucky for me as everything, every work, every job happens to be at the same time....
1. Budget period this year is in month of September and October..
2. Q2 Closing happens in month of October..
3. Just started work in September after looong break during maternity leave..
4. Got small baby to look upon and not forget my super active toddler also..

soooo... these hectic and caos all happen at the very same time... and im like SHOCKED!
well, i've been taking a loooongg rest u know.... about 2 1/2 months resting and relaxing at my mother's house... and suddenly DANGGG! My workload was seriously like NEVER imagined, straight from 8am - 11pm at office... bring also work to home, continue at home, sleep at 2am... weekend come also to office from 9am - 6pm..... 99% my life was just for the sake of my work... for the sake of public listed company.... and where and when my family come into place??? huhuhuuu... so SAD.....

i wish.... to have a work life balance... my KIDS are my priority.... uhuhuuu...
my father said, just think whatever u do know is for ur children jugak... you may need to sacrifice your time and energy now... but later ull enjoy and appreciate it....

yaaa... maybe my father was right.... but i don't know how long i can hold up to this workload... it just feel like.... not right... this is not what i'd love to do... not my passion...
anyway... thanks Papa for the advice... i'll try my best to stay put and stand still... im still standing right now tho.... hehee.... pray to Allah.. and syukur Alhamdulillah... atleast..... i have a JOB!
hehe.... always grateful to Allah for what you have... then you will enjoy your life to the fullest.. am i right?

Thank You Allah...

With love... HH

Update my WISH LIST

2011-09-18T23:58:00.007+08:00

okay... i've been 'eyeing' for few things that i really-damn-want-it soo badly.... uhuhuuuuu..

the listssss:-

1. Nikon Coolpix S8200 (price maybe around RM1.9k, thinkso..)

2. A Deep-Freezer (price abt RM600 - 1k.. don't care what brand it is)

3. A HOLIDAY trip with my love ones! (estimates cost RM5k include all.. myb to NZ ke, Auz, Korea, China, or plg koman pon Bandung ke)

but.... there's a bit small of matters that i need to take into consideration...

first is the $$$$, yesss the money.... these couple of months i need to use quite a some for car insurance renewal, with new baby's items, annual insurance payment (i took AIA plan for myself and kids) and etc etc.. next thing, baby is still too small for travelling....so i need to wait until like 4 months above ke...

but sometimes my hand and eyes and my gediks is out of control... u see... like the nikon camera... urghh!!!! gerammm tgk... feels like wanna grab it now.... ishh2! see... the power of 'nafsu' spending money... hahahaa...

need to think and take into consideration the priority and the benefits dlu....

sabar sabarrr hardiana...

hihi...... =)

With Love... HH

9 months update

2011-06-23T09:35:00.008+08:00

As at today im 9 months pregnant already... to be exact, its 36 weeks and 4 days... my EDD is on 20 July 2011..

So my last check up was on 22 June 2011 at Kuantan Specialist Hospital... initially i was suppose to go for check up at Prince Court Hosp. on 24 June, but hubby ada Team Building at Tekam, Pahang, this weekend... So that's why we change it to KSH for check up this week...

Anyway, during my last maternity check up... baby's head in right position (kt bawah, on the spot dh, BINGO) hehe.... heartbeat was good, back bones, hands, air ketuban, semua seems to be good and normal.... but to my suprise.... the weights of this lil princess is now 3.05 kilos! ahaaa..... O.M.G..... yerp, when i heard doctor said.... "berat baby skang dah...... 3 kilos yerrr....." and smile to me...... i wasnt expected that doct.... huhuuu....sbb nyer... kalau now she's 3 kilos... by the time on 20 Jul later, entah brapa kilos agaknyer..... and chances to deliver it normal, hrmmmmm very lightly lah nmpak nyer..... like during Hafiy's time... he's 3.44 kilos and i had to go for c-sec... so, the second one nih.... hrmmm, tak tau lagi la.... doct Suraya ask us to start planning NOW... decide, wanna go for c-sec or still wanna try for normal or any other plans in mind lah.... she said that because if we decide to go for c-sec, than by 6 July, i can deliver the baby already, that time the baby 38 weeks and matured enuf to see Mummy... huhuuu...

Well, kitorang didnt expect that we need to start planning now...so, we discuss this over and over... dlm kereta, tgh makan, tgh tunggu WUM di servis kt Honda, tgh minum, tgh jalan, even kitorg start discussing on the names for this baby jgk... hahahaa.... semua discuss habes lah....

So, finally we decided, by 1st July, i'll standby already kt my mother's house (bangi)... we see that the chances to get normal delivery sgt tipis, likelyhood kene ceaser kot... dgn memikirkan skang pon i feel sooooo in pain kt tulang pinggul, can't walk properly, tgh duduk pon sakit.... it hurt soo bad! but anyway, biler 1 Jul tuh dh standby kt KL, then we consult dgn doc Aziz plak lah... we'll see how it goes, apa advice from him pulak... sbb i can tell you, doc suraya and doc aziz has quite a diff thoughts... semua doc mcm tuh kot... heheee.... and doc aziz pon dh plan nk buat MRI to me on 13 Jul.... i think maybe i wanna request it earlier than that kot... tgk lah mcm mana....

well anyway, sorry Boss and colleagues semua.. i know uolls wish me to stay dlu atleast the first week of July.... but, i think, i have to think about myself jgk kan..... in the end, this is what matters the most, family, kids, and our own healthy.... right???.... not saying that im being selfish, but im being reasonable enuf and balance it between work and my precious life.... huhuuu, emo2.....

okla2.... acctually i wanna record this just for my reference later and for sharing some info/experience with other mummy to be out there....

In 9 months pregnant for my second child, it is soo different from the first one.... i can say, much tougher and challenging this time:-

- when i'm walking, i feel SOOOO painful! rasa macam tulang pelvik/ tulang pinggul senget atau lari alingment dia ke hape ntah... sakit sgt2, tapi i hv to tahan jerla...

- i don't feel comfortable at all sitting on a sofa ke, on a chairs ke, even duduk bersila, bersimpuh ke, duduk lah gaya macam mana pon, sangat tak selesa.... rasa sakit kt tulang belakang, rasa perut cam nk jatuh sbb berat sgt ke depan...

- time nak tido is the most MISERABLE! sbb nyer... biler nak kalih badan ke kiri or ke kanan, ARGGGGGHHH! waktu itulah yg plg SEKSA sekali.... sbb kene tahan rasa sakit di bahagian tulang pelviks tuh, mcm rangka tulang aku tuh dh senget-benget lah, then u force it to support u time nk pusing kiri kanan tuh, GGGRRRRR! giler sakit, smpai cam nk nangis2....

- lain pulak dlu, time hafiy, i can't sleep and crying over the night because he won'ts stop kicking, stretching inside there.... yg 2nd ni pulak, xder la menganggu mummy sleeping, cuma sakit2 tulang mummy yg getting very the worst experienced of my life....

- my stomach was soooooooo big and 'tajam' ke depan! and most of the dress and maternity pants sudah fit! sbb perut tuh 'tajam' sgt ke depan... soo, biler pakai maternity pants tuh mcm dh tak muat and tak selesa sgt dh... prefer pakai dress lagi senang lah....

- i'm hungry like every 1 hours... asyik nk makann ajer and biler dh makan tuh pulak, i can eat more than usual kot.... even after i drink Herbalife Shake, i can still eat rice and feel hungry lagik... huhuuuu.... (gemuk la mcm ni...)

- sgt challenging jgk biler kiter pregnant and with a toddler boy nih, sbb dia suker nk bergomol2 dgn mummy dia, baring atas my big tummy, tendang2 perut yg besar nih, kdg2 dia pukul2 perut ni.. PERGHH!!! sakit tak terkata.... klo mummy rasa sakit sendiri tuh takperla lagi.... ni takut kang ada effect ape2 kot nti kt baby tuh yg worries me.... Hafiy is only 2 years old, can't blame him bcoz he dont quite get it that he'll having a lil sister nanti... even though we all dh explain soo many times kt dia dh.... huhuuu...

- haaaa, lagi satu.... during 2nd nih, i keep repeating rasa mcm mengah2 and mcm susah nk breathing, mcm tiba2 dada tuh rasa kene 'himpit' and di 'pressure' tau.... mcm jantung tuh tiba2 functioning very slow..... tak tahu kenapa... it happens in any time, tgh duduk depan komputer ke, tgh driving ke, tgh tgk tv ke, tgh makan ke, tgh berjalan ke, tgh tido ke, ANY time lah.... weird sgt, but it only last like 2-3 minutes laaa.... pastu hilang blk.... and it happens everyday..... pelik kan...

sooo, basically, that's it a bit of some info/experience sharing yang nak citer-citer kt sini....

mana tau, later on i can refer back to this entry, kot2 preggy lagi for the 3rd ke 4th ke.... heheee...

well, mmg la klo ingt balik, it's very tough tau sbnrnya all mummies kene harungi time preggy ni... but, pikir kan blk, every pain we felt is 'Pahala' to us..... i'm glad and feel blessed.. =)

hopefully, this baby will be healthy cute lil girl and mummy can't wait to meet you dear.... same goes to your big brother, hafiy.... im sure he's 'excited' also.... hahaaaa, can't wait to see his reaction nanti!

Wish me luck and i think, maybe ntah2 my next entry post is 'the born of our lil princess' pulak... hahaaa....

With love... HH

hafiy(2 yrs) with his cousin Khalish(3 mths)...

Hari Ayah!

2011-06-21T09:16:00.004+08:00

11.39PM (in M'sia), maybe.. 4-5PM (in Sudan)

ME: Happy Father's day to you Papa! Love you very much and thanks to you for the endless support and guidance.. I am such a lucky daughter to have you as a father! Love you :)

PAPA: Tqvm for your wonderful wish.. Alhamdulillah, i'm so happy and proud also to have you as my daughter and what most important is your strong heart... and plss continue so forever.. InsyaAllah Allah akan membalas semua kebaikan kita.....

after reading his text.... i cudn't sleep..... my eyes widely open.... the words from him were sooo deep.... and i can really understand what does he meant.... i know what he's trying to say...... 'strong heart'.......................................... feels like wanna cry.... so bad... but no tears dropping on my face.... (dh kering kot air mata nak nangis..huhu)......

however, in my heart, im screaming and crying like crazy.... cuma if u see me outside, i hv no more tears to let go........

dear papa, im strong now because of you and mama's support.... thank you for everything both of you have done for me..... i survive now and in future, because of you both.....

Thank you Papa! Thank you Mama!

With love... HH

Solat ketika hamil

2011-05-29T20:57:00.004+08:00

Well, during my previous pregnancy pon i'm facing problem to perform solat... it start when i've reach the 3rd trimester... i had backache, gone through fisio-terapi segala bagai and also had to perform solat sambil duduk di kerusi...

And as expected.... yang second time ni jugak... im having same problem... my tulang pinggul was sooo in pain! even when I'm walking also rasa sakit, but tahan jerla kan... and during solat jugak, i realize i get easily tired and sakit and uncomfortable... i can feel like macam i mengah-termengah masa solat, macam baru lepas berlari pecut 100mtr... huhuuuuu....

so, today, i google here and there, and found this very useful article how to solat duduk ketika hamil....very useful info... so, im proud to share with all mommy-to-be out there....

Sharing is Caring baybeh... hehe...

Soalan 1: Solat Ketika Hamil
Saya kini sedang sarat mengandung di mana usia kehamilan sudah masuk tujuh bulan. Perubahan berat badan membuatkan saya sukar bersolat secara berdiri dan akan mengakibatkan kaki sakit dan susah bangun jika melakukannya juga. Bolehkah wanita hamil bersolat secara duduk? apakah kriteria yang boleh melakukannya? Terima kasih.
Normala, Pasir Mas, Kelantan.
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Jawapan:
Islam adalah agama yang memahami kesukaran yang kadangkala dihadapi oleh umatnya. Allah SWT berfirman: "Dan Dia (Allah) tidak menjadikan kamu menanggung sesuatu keberatan dan susah payah dalam perkara agama." [al-Hajj 22:78]. Merujuk kepada ibadah solat, Allah berfirman: "(Iaitu) orang-orang yang menyebut dan mengingati Allah semasa mereka berdiri dan duduk dan semasa mereka berbaring mengiring." [Ali Imran 3:191].

Sebahagian ahli tafsir berpendapat ayat di atas antara lain merujuk kepada ibadah solat kerana solat itu sendiri sati bentuk ingatan dan sebutan kepada Allah. Maka jika seseorang itu sukat untuk solat secara berdiri maka dia solat secara duduk dan jika tetap sukar, maka dia solat secara berbaring. [Tafsir al-Qurtubi, 3/773]. Kadar sesukaran yang membolehkan seseorang itu solat duduk atau baring berbeza-beza mengikut individu, yang penting dia bersikap jujur kepada Allah dalam mengukur kesukaran yang dihadapinya.

Di antara kesukaran tersebut ialah melaksanakan solat ketika sedang hamil. orang yang hamil meghadapi kadar kesukaran yang berbeza-beza. Bagi sebahagian orang mereka tetap dapat melaksanakan solat seperti biasa sehinggalah ke saat bersalin. Sebahagian lagi menghadapi kesukaran, khasnya apabila memasuki trimester ketiga. Maka bagi kes ini, dibolehkan baginya untuk solat secara duduk.

Cara solat duduk ialah duduk secara bersila di atas lantai dengan menghadap kiblat. [Shahih Sunan al-NAsa'e, no:1660]. Rukuk dengan membongkokkan badan dengan kedua-dua tangan memegang lutut. sujud adalah seperti biasa, namun jika mengalami kesukaran maka bongkokkanlah badan lebih rendah berbanding rukuk dengan kedua-dua tangan menyentuh lantai.

Jika sukar untuk duduk bersila, pilihan lain ialah duduk sepertimana duduk di antara dua sujud. Jika masih sukar pilihan lain ialah duduk di atas kerusi. Pergerakan untuk rukuk dan sujud adalah sepertimana penjelasan di atas (duduk bersila).

So mommies... Solat tak boleh tinggal yerp....... not excuses.... heheee...

With Love.... HH

how's everything??

2011-04-30T20:14:00.002+08:00

Today, I'm 28 weeks pregnant (7 months) to be exact... This morning, I went to KSH (Kuantan Specialist Hospital) for regular check up. Actually, the initial plan was supposed to go for check up last week at PCMC (Prince Court Medical Centre)... But UNFORTUNATELY for me and the baby, we had to cancel the appointment due to 'a golf game' that this man so called the father of this baby, had to attend...
Well.... To be a understanding and a very supportive wife, I'm okay with it and request PCMC to postpone our check up date to another appointment. Since my ubat-ubatan pon is running out of stock, I plan to go to KSH instead for check up and restock all those supplements..

How HAPPY I am! When the doc scan this lil baby inside me... Perfectly and with clear image, we could see her faces... The nose, the mouth, the eyes, hands.... Ouhhhhhhh, it really does touched my heart, indeed... Nearly wanna cry but too shy as infront of the doc and nurse... The doc said, everything looks good, the baby's weight currently 1.1kg, uri position is up, air ketuban looks ok, but baby's head is up, she looks like a in a sitting position.. But doc said its fine, she still hv times to move and turn later...

So far, myself am good.. Nothings major complication or pains.. Only sometimes saja kejang urat kaki and rs pedih-pedih sikit kat perut.. And of course, when ur in 3rd trimester.. 24 HOURS... Ull feel uncomfortable of yourself, your body.. Tido pon susah, berdiri pon tak larat, even duduk pon serba tak kena, baby's won't stop moving, not only kicking, but also stretching and pushing our stomach.. Ooouuchh! Huhuuu... As expected laaaa kan.. Baru 7 months, nanti dah 9 months, fuhhh, lagi TERASA dia punya strength menendang, men-strecthing.. Hahaaa..

Yes true.... It is REALLY uncomfortable.. But after this 9 months journey.. Ill bet you, any mummies will miss this experience.. Kaannnn... Hihiii..

Anyway, another 2 months to go, or maybe less... Wish me luck and safe to go thru all this, again... Hihiii... Amin

With love,
HH

hormon tak stabil???

2011-04-06T09:30:00.003+08:00

i don't know what's up with me lately.......
im sooo sensitive and very emo-emo damn easily.......... short temper, cepat terasa, and easily tense...... i don't know why, seriously........
is it because of pregnancy (now 24 weeks ++) and my hormone tak stable keee, or because of being superb duper bz with year end audit keee, or because of aircond kat office nih dh seminggu macam tak sejuk aje, masalah apa tak tau........ or ..... i don't know why........... uhuhuuuuuuu =(

right now..... i just wish that no one bother me with something remeh temeh, something yang can make me upset/angry, serabut giler skang!!!

urgghhhhhh! rimas, rimas, rimaaaasssssssssssssssssssss!

with little love.... HH

=P

first time banjir wooo...

2011-03-30T14:38:00.004+08:00

yesterday.... for the first time..... since we live at Rantau Bukit Quarters for 4 years... our house flooded.... due to heavy rain non-stop....

woke up around 5 AM.... sedar-sedar dah ada air kt dalam bilik tido kami... its like walking inside a river.... huhuuu... terkezut lah babe.... quickly kejutkan husband.... pastu nk switch ON lampu tak boleh... ouhh, rupanya black-out.... kejutkan my maid... check satu rumah, barang lain, wayar ke, laptop ke, anything berharga semua angkut letak atas meja or kerusi... then, our shoes??!! daaa, for sure sedang berenang-renang merayap ke mana-mana ntah....

at 8 AM... air dah surut... electricity back on duty.... huhu... apa lagi, spring cleaning lah... mop cuci the whole house, all carpet, pillows, bags, teddy bears, baju yang basah-basah, curtains, floor mat... everything keluarkan, hubby basuh sendiri... if its me... sure i hantar dobi jer..... sah-sah susah nk keringkan kan all those things coz in this kind of weather.... 2 bulan pon tak hilang bau and tak kering kot... huhuuu....

hubby and our maid paling penat.... me? cannot move a lot... the floor was too slippery... i nearly fall down and its too dangerous for me to move around in 6 months pregnant.... hubby suh duk diam.... and i syyhhhhh, diam-diam lah.... main-main with hafiy, watch tv, makan-makan, layan internet.... heheeee, macam princess....

(sorry takde pic, tooooo malas nak snap gambar)

with love.... HH

...i wish forrr........

2011-03-28T16:19:00.015+08:00

yesszzz.... i know, i knowww.....................

my birth-day is still far lagi.... but, i think now is the right time to berangan-angan.... what acctually i want for this year birthday....... hrmmmm.... still cudnt figure out what yet....

and also.... bile dh calculate plus minus ere n there.... i MAYBE celebrate my birthday during my confinement?!!!! waddee~~~ huhuhuuuukkk..... no cakes, no sweets, no chocolate, no ice cream, no shopping, no karaokesss.... but presents?? still can have... kan kan kannnnn..... heheee....

oklahhh.... nk berangan-berangannnnn...... nk ape yerh... ape yerhh... adusssz, blurrrr gilerr....
but.... ada few things yg mcm best and 'sesekaliiii ku rasa teriiingiiinnnnnn...' nak

ipad2 - but the price, perghhh RM1200 above kottt...

a set of SOTHYS facial care - i'm not sure how much cost for one whole set... but worth it ke yerk??

a set of make-up from MAC - as im a make-up addict.... boleh tambah collection and main 'conteng-conteng' muka lagik.... gedixx~~lalalaaaaa

a gold bracelet - wuhuhuuuu... glam gitu..... duit nyer pon glammm...

a hot pink handbag - Aaarggghhhhh! juling mata... tido peluk bag ni jerh... hihiii

and til now.... stil berangan-angan... what acctually i want.. really.... hrmmmm... sungguh blurry lagih nih........ ideasssssssssss... pls come to me... ngeheheee....

with love... HH

"Opis-Pergi-Hari"

2011-03-27T19:57:00.014+08:00

Last week my company organize an event one night stay at Kuantan... All staff were allowed to bring along their families... It was a simple, short yet wonderful enuf for all of us to-get-to-know each other... not only bonding among staff but also among their families which make it more meaningful and memorable... i like it, to be honest...... simple yet enjoyable and it went very well (at least to me... it went successfully... daaa~~)
this is the opportunity..... you know..... me, hubby and hafiy... our getaway - spent short holidays - together-gather - have fun without incur any cost (xcept duit minyak keta lorh) - also met new friends - hafiy pon dpt mandi kt swimming pool with bunch of other kids..... orite laaa kan.... nothings heavy, just a very simple get-together... naicheeee :)

hafiy of course... sronok laaa dpt mandi kt pool wif daddy la kan.... mummy dh boncit la cyanggg.. huhuuuu

then... at night we have a BBQ dinner at ballroom... the theme was "ARABIAN NIGHT".... huhuuuuu.... so, SEVERAL of us... dtg berpakaian ala-ala arab... ya habibi, ya maulana.... 3 of us.... dress mcm arab jgk la sket... plg gedix tak bley tahan sentap-hati-mak-nak of coz la mummy nyer kaaannnn.... mekap itu ini... lilit sana sini... tadaaa! heheeee....

anyway..... (malu nk ckp....) emmm... i won best dress that nite! hihiii *blushh* boncittttt pulak tuh... uhuhuuuukk...

after VIP guest blk bilik tidoq..... the rest of the committee pun melalak karaoke... testing bakat memasing.... hihiii.....

then... the next day...ada tele-match sket... sampai noon, kami semua bley balik.... but b4 went back to Kertih, we drop ke kenduri kawin member sat......

it was a nice weekend.... thanks to the committee member yang byk tolong during the event... and also congrat to our friend here... 'Selamat Pengantin Baru'...

Maybe next budget, we make it more merrier than before okaysss... hope so.... :)

with love.... HH

busy bee..

2011-03-04T09:16:00.002+08:00

Saya tau saya sudah lama mengabaikan dearie blog nih.. Bukan tak sengaja mahu mengupdate kan dearie blog, tapi mmg sengaja punnnn kan.. Hihihiii.. Macam biasala... Kita sure nyer bagi alasan standard... Sebab saya busy lah, takde masa lah,takde idea lah, kekadang tuh sebab malas pun yer jugak kaaannn.. Selalu jerk singgah sini, tengok-tengok je... Tapi biler nk click new post tuh, jari ni rasa beraaaat semacam (pergh! Alasan tak bley blah).. Tapi biler jenguk-jenguk blog kawan laen, jeleeeess jerk tengok mereka bersemangat membedal segala macam cerita menarik tertarik ko memang debomng cakap sama luh! (Amik kau, statement panjang tuh)..

Sooooo, apa yang saya mau cerita ini dalam post yerh... As the title already written "busy bee", sooo, memang pon, kaaannnn... March.. My very busy month untuk kita tauuuu... Nama designation pon dah 'Finance & Admin Executive'... Finance - busy yang amat bangat mabuk-mabuk macam orang morning sickness dah semuanya.. You name it baybeh.. Provision tax compt eleven month, MC paper for financial year as at 11 month, report ituh inih, initiative ituh inih yang nak keneh complete kan by end of March, blaaa bla blaaahhh.. Admin pulak - masa ni lah semunya nak perabihkan budget.. Masa nih lah baru nk start beli itu beli ini.. Masa ini lah semua segala mak nenek event nak buat jugak.. Away day ituh inih..
Ko bayangkan lah nokkkkk.. Mana hati nak tak sentap nakkkk.. Finance matters pun mak nak kene allocate time, admin pun mak jugak noookkk... Admin nyer hal nampak jer mudah kannn, tapi sangat lah remeh temeh and makcik nih jugak kene allocate banyak time kat hal-hal kecik nih.. Takpeeee takpe kita memang 'suuuuuker' bulan march ni jugak kann.. Sebab time nih jugak PPA kannn..

Tapi tapi tapi... Kiter tak kesah dah pun... kekadang kiter rasa 'serooooonokk' sangat.. Hihiihihii.. Yang penting kat kiterrr, hidup mesti mau happy sajerrr... Kannn..

Haaaaa, pastu kan kan kannn.... Kiter skang kan dah pregnant 5 bulan jugal tauu.. Besssstt, sebab kita tak sabaarrr nk baby keluar.. Hahaaaa (baru 5 bulan siot).. Sebab aper tau... Sebab satu kalau ni baby girl kan, memang best ah kann.. Pastu kiter jugak tak sabar nak merasa balik pengalaman breastfeeding baby and kalau dapat nak lama sampai setahun 2 tahun kann.. I've been reading a lot about bf lately.. Soo, teruja laa mak kannn.. Heheee..

Haaa, pastu pastu pastuuu, saya jugak dah start consuming Herbalife semulaaaa! Andddd, alhamdulillah! It really works on mummy to be like me!!! Saya dah hilang rasa mual-mual, angin-angin dalam badan and rasa pening pun kurang.. Serius babe! Best siot... Legaaaa hati mak nookk.. And mengikut kata penasihat saya, nanti kulit baby akan cantikkk ajer sebab mummy consume Herbalife kann.. Sooo, skang ni I'm also helping my sister cik enja, menjadi independent distributor for Herbalife nih.. She's sooo superb and excellent babe, really can help you all, and can be ur personal coach yang sangat best! Takde tipu punya maaa.. Sebab dia jenis peramah tak hingat, friendly and cakap banyakkk.. Feel free to visit her blog lah http://efieyzzhl.blogspot.com haaaaa, singgah-singgah la menjenguk yerrrr...

Okla dearie blog... Kiter sebenarnya kan, menaip entry post ni dalam kereta guna BB jerk.. Muahahaaa.. Mak buhsan dalam kete noookkk.. Heheee..
See you in next post yerh (kalau mak rajin-rajin kat exercise jari ni lah yerh) hihihii..

With Love... HH

Siapa Hardiana Haris??

2010-12-28T08:47:00.016+08:00

Hardiana Haris.... hehee... dia seorang yang sangat lembut hati, penyayang, sweet, cute, adorable, bla bla.... (hahaaa, perasan-perasan... blerkkkhh!)

Okay-okay.... serius yerh....

She's the eldest one in her family.... ada 4 orang adek beradek.... dia suker nak buat-buat jadi kakak yang baik di kalangan adik-adik nya... cewah...... kalau adik-adik laen ada masalah, selalunya dia suker la jadi pendengar setia nyaaa... i mean... dia macam act sebagai pendamai kalau ada yang gaduh or selisih faham dalam keluarga (wah! perasan tak hingat!!) kononnya boley jadi kakak contoh la dalam family.... tapi memang pon apa, dia tak suker sangat carik gaduh dengan adik adik or mak ayah.... tapi ada la jugak kan sket sket... setakat ada selisih faham ker, gaduh kecik kecik tuh biasa la... mana la semua manusia 'perfect' kan.... hardiana haris pon macam tuh... mungkin kadang-kadang dia pon ada buat silap.. tak pernah pon fikir yang dirinya sempurna dan baik hati suci murni... takde maknenyer.... tapi apa yang penting padanya.... selagi mampu, dia akan tolong keluarga nya... yang mana ada masalah dengan kekasih ke, dengan kawan ke, masalah kewangan ke, pelajaran ke, masalah sakit hati ke.... apa-apa jela.... yerlaaaa, dengan siapa lagi kita mau mintak tolong kalau bukan dengan darah daging sendiri.... kan kan kan....

hardiana haris... sangat-sangat hormat dan saaaaayang sama itu papa dan mama nyerrrr.... sebab pada dia, mereka berdua dah terlaluuuuuuuuuu banyak berkorban untuk diri dia... dari dia kecik, sampai masuk sekolah, sampai masuk universiti, sampai waktu bercintan-cintan, sampai dah kerja, sampai dah kawin, sampai dah ada anak....... SEMUAAAA nya parents banyak tolong.. so just imagine yerh, mana nak carik parents macam ni skang.... so thats why she respect them sooo much! kalau boleh, mintak dijauhkan la dari segala perbuatan yang dia buat, boleh menyinggung perasaan papa dan mama..... berdosa babe... hehee... selagi mampu, setiap bulan dihulurkan duit sikit-sikit.... selagi mampu, dia tolong mana yang boleh... selagi mampu, dia cuba gembirakan hati mereka.... itulah dia cik puan hardiana haris kita..... bukanlah nak katakan dia manusia yang berhati baik ke suci murni ke.... tapi, dia cumalah manusia biasa yang kadang-kadang ada buat silap.... tapi kesilapan itulah sebenarnya yang telah banyak mengajar dia jadi manusia tambah tambah baik lagi... heheee... kaannnn...

kalau nak tau.... dulu masa hardiana zaman sekolah... MasyaAllah.... sangat lah nakaall nyerr..... nakalll.... time masuk matrik pon nakal.... dah pandai turun KL sendiri, pakai skirt pendek... keluar hostel cabut tudung.... warnakan rambut.... kawan dengan orang entah pape.... banyak boyfren.... ishhh2...... selalu kene marah dengan papa mama.... selalu buat papa mama risau... selalu buat mama kecik hati and nangis.... anak paling nakal lah! so that's why i said..... saya bukan lah manusia sempurna... cuma sekarang biler kita dah dewasa (dah makin tua... ngehehe) kita belajar dari kesilapan.... tak mau buat lagi dah perangai burok tuh.... biler ingat balik rasa macam dah terlalu banyak dosa dah dia buat dengan papa dan mama.... menyesal tak guna, jahat nyer dlu.... alhamdulillah sekalang... ngeheee...

sekarang hardiana dah kawin pon... dah ada anak sorang.... baby boy yang nakal sama macam mummy dia... wakakaka..... bad influence betol saya nih.... yerla.... kalau tengok saya dan family saya.... kami memang sekeluarga jenis yang happy-go-lucky..... sangat gedik! sangat mengada! sangat suker makan! sangat suker camworing! sangat suker bising! sangat LOUD! hahaaa.... we are not shy-shy type of people dude! that's is all about haris family.... soooo, the 'LOUD' influence itu telah sedikit sebanyak di absorb oleh my baby boy..... so jadilah hafiy yang manja dan gediks jugak... haha...

in person.... hardiana seorang yang tak suker buruk sangka dengan orang... tak suker nak carik gaduh dengan sesapa.... dia suker jer nak kawan dengan semua... tak pernah nak pilih-pilih bulu ni.... tak pernah terpikir nak ada beza-beza dengan kengkawan nyer... but she's hardly could fine friends actually... especially girls.... don't know why.... that's y dulu... kawannyer banyakkkk yang lelaki..... not to say dia takde kawan perempuan langsung... cuma kalau tanya BFF, maybe she dont have one kot.. ngeheheee.. but whatever..... life must goes on.... tapi dia suker socializing and mingling around with people... she likes to meet new people... sukerrr la... sebenarnya dia seorang yang suker nak bantu kengkawan dia... and she's actually good in keeping secrets... she can be trusted... no worries.. but sometimes, her friends suker take advantage on her.... she noticed that... but that's life kan... takpela..... dia pasrah saja.... sebab dia sayang kat kawan-kawan dia.... tapi dia tau.... masih ada kawan-kawan yang sayang kat dia jugak.... masih ada yang ambil berat pasal dia....
pastu kalau nak tau.. hardiana haris ni sebenarnya seorang yang pemalas laaaa bangat... haha, yerrr dia memang pemalas.... kalau bab-bab memasak ke, dia malas sangat.... kalau bab-bab mengemas pon, dia malas jugak la, takdela malas sangat, malas la sikit... heheeee... hardiana rajin nyer ada time-time dia jer.... heheee, burok betol perangai.....

and then... hardiana haris punya love story pulak... ngeheheeee... jeng jeng jeng.... as a lover (ehem-ehem..cewah, malu lak nak cerita) dia seorang yang sangat penyayang tau.... hati hardiana sangat sensitif kalau bab-bab cintan cinton nih... dia bukan la seorang yang sangat romantik tapi, boleh laaaaa.... wakakaaa! tarikh-tarikh penting like birthday ke, anniversary ke, weddings ke... sure ingat punya! and MESTI punya kene ada gift tau...... tak kira lah setakat kad kecik cenonet je ke... tapi mesti ada something on the table.... baru lah ada meaning..... thats her..... hardiana haris kalau dia suker and sayang kat orang tuh, means she really does take it seriously.... dia tak pernah nak berkira dengan orang yang dia sayang... what really matters to her is that person jugak mesti sayang and caring pasal dia.... itu saja... no need to spoil her with money and luxury pon.... no cost at all.... only the L.O.V.E that she craving for.... wah! hahahaaaa.... okay-okay... takleh citer lebey-lebey bcos sudah mula blushing lah... :p

lastly... hardiana haris kalau korang nak tau, dia tak suker sangat buat accounting!!!!!!! dia lebih suker benda-benda yang glam, yang boleh jalan-jalan, yang leh jumpa banyak orang, yang ada music-music, ada tari menari, ada mekap-mekap cantik, ada bling-bling.... heheeeee gediks tak hingat lagi! hardiana suker menyanyi and dia selalu perasan jugak konon suara dia tuh sedap lah... wahahahaa.... other than singing, she also love to dance.... dulu memang niat nak jadi dancer... tapi tup tup rezeki pulak bergolek untuk buat accounting... nasib ada rezeki, kalau takde rezeki kat accounting nih, agaknyer sekarang kalau nak carik hardiana boleh pegi ke istana budaya ke, or akademi seni kebangsaan.... lalalaaaaa~~~ perasan lagi....

okeylaaaaa.... dah banyak sangat kiter bercerita pasal cik puan hardiana haris yang memang tergediks lagi terperasan nih..... dah naik menyampah lak membaca cerita-cerita budak nih... konon best la kot.... wah!

korang jangan nak sabotage dia tau... sebab dia seorang lurus lagi tak berapa bendul sangat.... heheee....

With love... HH

I'm pregnant... for our second child!

2010-11-28T21:25:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah.... memang saya nanti-nantikan juga... untuk dapat rezeki anak kedua ni... syukur ke atas Illahi... hehe....

tapi yang paling perit tuh, nak mengharungi trimester pertama... hadoiii, sangat la menguji kesabaran.... saya alami loya and hilang selera makan sama macam mengandungkan hafiy.... tak best giler.... datang kerja, tapi tak boleh nak buat kerja pon... sebab pening-pening, letih and loya saja... siapa yang pernah mengalami nyer jela yang paham... perut kita lapar giler tau, angin banyak masuk dalam badan, perut berkeroncong macam-macam lagu sebab lapar... tapi kita tak selera nak telan APA-APA pon... you name it... any BEST food in the world pon saya tak selera.. semua makanan yang saya nampak, yang saya hidu, yang saya membayangkan (even that) pon saya terus rasa loya and nak muntah.... sadis giler! lapar tapi tak boleh nak makan... SIGH..

then, biler goggle sana sini... i found this good tips from www.babycenter.com how to overcome your sickness... saya rasa memang best and sangat berguna tips nyer...

so lets share it here with everyone...

Eat small, frequent meals and snacks throughout the day so your stomach is never empty. Some women find that carbohydrates are most appealing when they feel nauseated, but one small study found that high-protein foods were more likely to ease symptoms.
Keep simple snacks, such as crackers, by your bed. When you first wake up, nibble a few crackers and then rest for 20 to 30 minutes before getting up. Snacking on crackers may also help you feel better if you wake up nauseated in the middle of the night.

By the way, getting up slowly in the morning – sitting on the bed for a few minutes rather than jumping right up – may also be helpful.

Try to avoid foods and smells that trigger your nausea. If that seems like almost everything, it's okay to eat the few things that do appeal to you for this part of your pregnancy, even if they don't add up to a perfectly balanced diet.
It might also help to stick to bland foods. Also try to eat food cold or at room temperature, because food tends to have a stronger aroma when it's hot.
Avoid fatty foods, which take longer to digest. Also steer clear of rich, spicy, acidic, and fried foods, which can irritate your digestive system.
Try drinking fluids mostly between meals. And don't drink so much at one time that your stomach feels full, as that will make you less hungry for food. A good strategy is to sip fluids frequently throughout the day. You might find cold, carbonated beverages easiest to keep down.
Aim to drink about a quart and a half altogether. If you've been vomiting a lot, try a sports drink that contains glucose, salt, and potassium to replace lost electrolytes.
Watch for non-food triggers, too. A warm or stuffy room, the smell of heavy perfume, a car ride, or even certain visual stimuli, like flickering lights, might set you off. Avoidance of triggers can become an important part of your treatment.
Nausea can become worse if you're tired, so give yourself time to relax and take naps if you can. Watching a movie (preferably not one about food!) or visiting with a friend can help relieve stress and take your mind off your discomfort.

so basically, jangan biarkan perut kosong, sebab bila perut kosong, nanti perut masuk angin, bila perut masuk angin, in tends to make you feel nausea and tidak selesa plus pening-pening... eat frequent in small amount.... tp memang betul... sebab after makan saya akan okay sikit.... tapi tu la... time nak menelan makanan masuk dalam mulut tuh yang macam tak selera nak menelan nya... nak hidu pon naik loya rasa....

anyway... people once said, that is the beauty of being pregnant.... having to experience all this... (huhh?)... heheee... psychology jer tuh.... (like mama said..)

so hope these tips also help korang semua jugak... sharing is caring....

With Love.... HH

menanti dengan penuh kesabaran

2010-10-23T21:13:00.004+08:00

hah... tajuk post saya sangat lah skema... sangat lah sopan santun... sebab memang saya sedang bersopan santun... menanti dengan penuh "sabar"... yer "sabarrrr" lah sangat...

what? kenapa ada ber (inverted) koma the word sabar?? sebab nyer dalam hati kecil saya yang lagi comel ni... saya sebenarnya terujanessssssss sesangat! every night saya bermimpi-mimpi dan every day saya berangan-angan... the 'power of dream' itu parking di hadapan rumah no.10 jalan 28a ini...

uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... when will my 'power of dream' will really..i mean REALLYYYYYY here at R.B (rantau bukit yer fyi).... come here WUM..come quickly.... huhuuu....

what was that WUM??? hahaa.. nak tau? sila scrolllllling and slidingggg.....

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tadaaa....
my first ever car lorh..

belum sampai lagi...
=(

With love... HH

just being me

2010-10-19T16:21:00.005+08:00

Tiada yang lebih berkuasa melainkan Allah SWT.

Terlalu banyak pahit manis yang kita lalui di dunia ini. Setiap pengalaman yang kita lalui sebenarnya banyak mengajar kita menjadi lebih matang. Tetapi setiap yang berlaku itu juga bergantung kepada individu bagaimana mahu menghadapinya. Ada yang mahu mengambil jalan mudah, ada yang mahukan bimbingan, ada yang mahu melarikan diri dari cuba menghadapinya, ada yang cuma berserah sahaja tanpa usaha. Ianya terpulang kepada bijaksana anda, pilih lah jalan yang terbaik.

Apa yang pasti, setiap yang berlaku itu ada hikmahnya. Mungkin Allah turunkan dugaan kita pada hari ni. Mungkin juga esok tuhan turunkan rezeki untuk kita.

Kadang-kadang bila tengok dari luaran, kita sangkakan orang itu sihat dan baik dan senang hidupnya. Sedangkan kita mungkin tidak tahu sebenarnya hidupnya bukanlah sesenang yang dilihat.

Apa yang berlaku dalam hidup ku selama 27 tahun ini aku amat hargainya. Setiap detik pengalaman telah banyak mengajar ku untuk teruskan perjuangan aku. Semua kenangan itu sangat manis dan tidak mudah untuk ku lupakan. Apatah lagi kehadiran orang-orang yang aku sayang di sekeliling ku. Tiada apa yang dapat ditukar gantikan kasih sayang aku kepada mereka. Termasuklah suami dan anak ku sayang. Sayang aku kepada mereka hanya aku dan Tuhan Yang Maha Esa sahaja yang tahu. Setiap nafas dan setiap titik peluh aku, semuanya kerana mereka.

Apa yang mampu aku lakukan adalah bersyukur kepada Mu Ya Allah kerana kurniaan ini. Tiada apa lagi yang ku mahu, cumalah KASIH SAYANG yang tidak berbelah bagi dari orang sekeliling ku...

Thank you Allah.
Thank you Papa.
Thank you Mama.
Thank you Angah.
Thank you Ja.
Thank you Iji.
Thank you Muhammad Hafiy.
And... Thank you Azmi....

With love.... HH

when he was 1 year old

2010-09-15T22:47:00.003+08:00

Using only Window Movie Maker..
Credit photographer Milin Kasim

Enjoy the vid!

With Love... HH

happy..raya..cuti..gedik..makan..gemuk..suker

2010-09-14T10:35:00.004+08:00

ok... the tittle post sudah meng-explainkan perasaan saya ini.. hehe...
saya suker hari rayer... boleh dikatakan atau di declarekan hari raya sebagai hari gediks untuk HH and se-family... (includes hafiy..semakin gediks jugak)

will tell more story on hari gediks HH...

layan the photos..ceki-ceki daut!

With love... HH

tak suka..tak suka..tak suka..

2010-09-07T16:30:00.007+08:00

huwaaaaa....huwaaa...huwaaaaaa... (nangis ala-ala mengada, ala-ala gediks, ala-ala menagih simpati)

kenapa ni?? kenapa menangis pulaks???
sebab saya keSAKITan keGIGIan keAMATan keSANGATan!!!!

huwaaaaaa.....

sakit gigi ni tak best sangat-sangat.... okey lagi kalau sakit perut ke, sakit kaki ke, sakit tangan ke, sakit kepala ke, sakit hati ke.. kalau sakit gigiiiiii ni kan:

- tak dapat nak menikmati makanan (dah la bulan pose, time nak buka tuh, hadoooyai, seksa laaa kak oi, dah la kita kebulur!)
- sakit nyer terasa sampai ke urat-urat saraf kepala ni
- tensi-tensi nak marah-marah aje rasa
- tak boleh nak kon-sen-tret kerja
- tak boleh nak bercakap-cakap (nampak sangat membebel tidak kira di rumah atau di opis)
- tak boleh nak menyanyi melolong dalam kereta sambil drive ke opis (???)
- macam-macam lagi yang tak boleh....

saya dah jumpa pakar sakit gigi (kita kadang-kadang panggil 'dentist'), tapi tak boleh cabut lagi sebab tengah bengkak!

hubby kesian sama isterinya yang tiap-tiap malam kepoh merungut, mengadu manja sebab sakitttttt... tapi apakan daya, dia cuma jawab
"alaaahai, abang nak buat macam mana yang.. abang pon tak tahu nak tolong macam mana... tahan ajer yer.. "

bile menggedik dan mengada mengadu kat kawan, macam-macam petua dan 'pemuda' yang mereka bagi:
- sapu garam kat tempat sakit tuh, atau kumur dengan air garam
- sapu minyak cap kapak kat tempat sakit, so dia akan rasa kebas
- sapu tembakau rokok kat situ (hah!ini Rozai nyer idea)
- Kumur la dengan listerin supaya kurang bakteria, kurang sakit

sebenarnya, tiada satu pon di atas saya cuba buat... TAKOTTTTTT!
tapi saya rasa-rasa, malam ni mau try la satu.. sebab macam tak baik-baik jugak jer kan... dah la nak dekat raya dah ni!

korang kesian tak kat saya???
saya tak suka sakit gigi ni!!!!! tolooooonggg
=(

With Love... HH

connecting.... TING!

2010-08-30T22:51:00.006+08:00

YES!!!

ring..ring...
"cik hardiana haris"
"yer saya.. (dalam hati, cik ke saya ni.. hihi)"
"saya dari telekom contractor, kami nak datang rumah untuk setting cik punya Streamyx Wifi"
(yea...yea... i know, sound like macam budak ketinggalan zaman, what?!! baru nk setup wifi... previously we use streamyx dial up je... konon jimat kos :p)

"ouh.. okay.. pukul berapa agak-agak nak datang? sebab saya di opis ni"
"mungkin dalam pukul 2 lebih"
"ok, pepehal, call saya dulu yer biler dah nak sampai rumah saya, ni no tepon saya.."
"baiklah"

then, after mereka datang and setup-setup... saya pun jadi gumbira lah! yeaaaaaaaaaa....
dah ada wifi... senang lah saya mahu ber-blogging, ber-facebooking, ber-youtubing, ber-googling... heheee..
sangat suker!

tetapi setelah tiba masanya mahu menggunakan khidmat streamyx wifi ini... tiba la pulak 'predator' kecik ini mengganggu hidup saya....

siapa???? siapa lagi.......
anak kecil itulah, encik muhammad hafiy yang manja terover lagi gediksss...
sangat mengganggu kerna dia menjerit, melolong, meraung, menangis, menhentak, membaling, merajuk... minta mummy riba kan dia depan laptop and play video music best kat youtube!

hafiyyyyy..hafiyyy......

hadooiiiii, lain yang ku sangkakan... lain yang terjadi....
sudah lewat malam macam ni, barulah saya dapat mencoret-coretkan nukilan kisah hidup seorang puteri encik haris (ayah saya lah) heheee...

tapi... ape-ape pun yang penting, kini saya sudah bebas!!!!!!!!!!!
tidak perlu lagi menumpang PC hubb untuk menggunakan khidmat streamyx.... sebab sekarang sudah upgrade kepada tiada-wayar (wireless)

Alhamdulillah.... =)

With Love... HH

I wish....

2010-08-28T15:29:00.001+08:00

Suddenly saya rasa sedih.. Suddenly saya rasa kesian.. Kat diri saya sendiri..
Saya tiba-tiba rasa..... How I wish I............

Huwaaaaa... Tapi ustaz-ustaz dan ustazah-ustazah selalu pesan, "kita kene selalu bersyukur dengan apa yang kita ada" pastu selalu dengar orang pesan "bila hal duniawai kene rajin pandang ke bawah, tapi bila hal akhirat pandang-pandang lah ke atas"

Tapi kan kan saya cumalah manusia yang lemah...
Ya Allah, kuatkan la semangat saya ini... Huhuhuuuuu
HuwAaaaaAAaa!

With Love... HH

Kelahiran Puteri Sulong Encik Haris

2010-08-25T23:51:00.007+08:00

Saya sangat seronok hari ini!

Tarikh 25 Ogos 2010, genap lah sudah umur saya 27 tahun! Yeaa... Yeaa... (tapi kan sebenarnya 27 tahun 9 bulan..kan..kan..)

seperti yang telah saya mengepohkan dan menggedikkan dalam previous entry, saya telah memboroskan duit gaji saya dengan membeli Special Gift from ME to ME... ngeheheee..

dan pada 25 hb pagi, tengah bersiap-siap menconteng muka dan berdandan ke opis.... saya pun dengan tidak sabar dan gelojoh nya... membuka la kotak ? itu... dan menyarungkan jam ? pada tangan ku yg kecik lagi mulus lagi tak berapa nak kurus... ;P

dan saya tersengih saja muka senyum kambing datang ke opis... tiap saat memandang tangan, sebab ada benda baru yang bling-bling telah mendistract saya... haha....

I'm happy jugak sebab...
Sudah rasa macam celebrity sebab...
Terlalu banyak komen and wishes yang masuk ke dalam inbox email and facebook saya sebab..
Menyebabkan jalur lebar senyum kambing saya bertambah panjang seperti sampai ke telinga... =)

terima kasih kepada semua rakan, family, love ones..yang sudi menge-wish kan besday saya! sebab..
apa-apa pun...

Saya Sangat HAPPY!!!

With Love... HH

DIY Make-Over

2010-08-22T15:47:00.007+08:00

okay kawan-kawan... ini adalah my first attempt make-0ver diri sendiri dengan tangan sendiri.. sendiri sesuka hati mencontengkan muka saya dengan sendirinya...
hahaha... jangan pening-pening, (walaupun sebenarnya memang sengaja nak memeningkan ayat)

So, i don't know la whether ianya menjadi ke tidak... what you girls think hrmmm...?????
ceki-daut the photos...

before mencontengkan muka

dalam proses menconteng-conteng

Tadaaaaa!!! Hehe

Rasa macam tidak berapa menjadi my attempt ni.... macam banyak lagi kene improve skills... well, of course la kan... what can i expect, main conteng-conteng muka pun jarang sekali... huhuhuuu...

- muka macam tak full coverage jer lagi..
- shading hidung pun kurang menonjol
- kening sangat tidak trim and lukis betol-betol
- eye area punya color-color macam boleh lebih creative lagi...

definitely kene practice lagi... kan kan...

With Love... HH

Happy Anniversary!

2010-08-20T14:17:00.004+08:00

" I'm IN love and don't want to get OUT from it...forever.. =) "

Saya sah menjadi isteri kepada dia pada 19.08.2006.. di mana kami di nikahkan di masjid Kampung Pandan, Kuala Lumpur. Dan hari ini 19.08.2010 genap lah 4 tahun kami menjalin kasih dalam hubungan yang sah bersama...

Saya sangat berterima kasih kepada dia kerana sudi menerima saya sebagai isteri nya... Selama 4 tahun ini, saya juga ingin memohon ampun maaf sekiranya ada salah silap atau terabaikan tanggungjawab saya sebagai isteri...

Saya sangat menyayangi dia dulu dan sekarang dan berharap ianya berkekalan sampai lah bila-bila... Saya berharap sangat dia tahu akan perasaan saya pada nya... Walau apa pun yang terjadi, berat untuk saya menolak kehadiran cinta saya ini padanya...

I really really love you abang... always... and sooo much... I hope we can cherish our life with more love, laugh, tears and care each other...

I wish you Happy Anniversary my love!

With Love... HH

A special, A good, A nice treat for myself!

2010-08-18T20:27:00.005+08:00

Saya diarahkan oleh boss saya untuk ke Kuantan with short notice! Saya pun hanya menurut perintah.. Ikutkan sahaja ler...
After submitting documents to the designated office, they ask me to wait for about 2 hours for their Partners to check, sign and cop the docs.. Apakah? 2 jam kah? Aiyoyoo..

Saya pun membuangkan masa saya selama 2 jam lebih itu dengan pergi ke shopping mall sebelah opis nyer itu...

Jalan-jalan tanpa arah.. Sudahla saya hari itu pakai uniform company.. Aduuuusss! Apa lagi, semua orang memandang saya 2 3 4 macam! Seperti dapat memahami maksud pandang mereka like "eh, eh budak ni kerja kat company PET****S ke? tapi boleh jalan- jalan kat sini.. apa tak keje ke??"Saya cuma mampu buat muka tebal saja laaa.. Tiada rancangan pun mahu shopping ape-ape... Then masuk kedai ke kedai dan kedai ke kedai.....

Then ternampak! Aihhh! Jatuh cinta pandang pertama!
Aihh! Pusing-pusing, tengok-tengok, tanya-tanya, pegang-pegang..
Ok! Done! Confirm!
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BELIIII!!!

Hahaaa... An advance gift from ME to ME!!!
Hehe its 7 days more to go actually...tapi dah jumpa awal, rembat jerla dulu... Sooo, a deserve treat for myself... Sekali setahun saja kan... Apa salohnya.. yer dop? (alasan..alasan..woman selalu ada alasan untuk shop and buy)

And...and...and... saya juga telah membeli sesuatu (beli lagiii..ada jer di beli walaupun tadi dah mention tiada rancangan untuk beli pape...sigh woman..kan..) untuk si dia sempena ehem-ehem kami hehee... almost complete # of years dah... wah... hehee... gift yang tidak seberapa but, atleast have something la than nothing.. kan.. kan... =)

im sooo happy... happy.... nanti i will post what is THE gift for ME.. and THE gift for him okay..okay... hihii...

(smiling in the face.. in the heart...)

With Love... HH

Variety of tudung style!

2010-08-16T05:36:00.005+08:00

(update)

Wah! Tajuk story macam gempak jer.. Ala-ala cover magazine Nur or InTrend.. Kan kan.. Haha..

Anyway, sebenarnya niat saya adalah mahu berkongsi style-style tudung yang saya pernah gayakan ke office, ke kenduri kawin, hari raya, events atau hari-hari biasa macam nak ke kedai or ke pasar malam pun boleh... Ahakkss... Takda la banyak sangat style nya (cewah..tittle post pon dah tertera variety) tapi boleh la untuk di jadikan story mory and share with you girlss.. Kan kan...

Sebenarnya piccas saya pakai macam-macam jenis tudung ada banyak... cumanya, kene cari and godek and scrolling and searching... ntah merata-rata saya save... ada yang dalam external HD, ada yang di camera Sony saya, ada yang di PC hubs, ada yang di laptop office... Oppss, it's sooo me... hahaaa... suker menyepah...

Aha! huuuureyy, i manage to find few piccas... ngeh ngeh... yang ni macam agak-agak lates style tudung saya... ceki-daut...

This one saya pakai instant hijab lycra material swing side.. beli online saja... sangat senang pakai... (tapi pipi saya tembam you.. uhuuk..)

yang ini juga sama seperti di atas, tudung instand hijab material lycra cuma awning nyer thai silk.. sangat mudah juga nak pakai..

hehee... ini dress to office theme nyer "ku baru pulang dr Mekah.. ko jadi Minah Arab seketika"... hihiii... tudung instant hijab material lycra, beli dari online jugak.... very nice, like it...

aha... yang ini macam trend terkini lah kot.. banyak betol sale tudung macam ala-ala 3 layer ni dengan shawl yang material lycra... tapi sangat lembut kain nya... itu yang suker ngat... heeheee... sape-sape yang belum cuba, should try lorh... mana tau you girls jatuh cinta dengan style macam ni... gaya ke office ku dengan theme nyer "modern mummy yang tetap tidak mau diketahui usia dan status nyer" ahaksss =P

style ke office ku dengan tema "zaman masa muda mudi... bertemasya dan menariii...." sebabnya... ini lah style ku yang sebelum-sebelum nya tudung segala jenis yang pelik-pelik keluar di pasaran.... mula pakai shawl selepas ku berhabis pantang hari itu.. dan mula lah episod "giler tudung ku.." hihii....

Nak pakai shawl ni sonang ajo... nanti i tunjukkan post entry cara-cara melilit shawl yang saya buat selalu..... atau tidak, kawan-kawan boleh juga ceki-daut youtube byk vids yang tunjukkan caranya... hehe...

so, siapa kata bertudung tidak boleh bergaya.... sebenarnya, bila bertudung lah lagi macam-macam gaya boleh kita pamerkan.... kalah ladygaga.... huahuahuaa...

Ouurhh I can handle bagholics, shoesholic, dressholic, jewelsholic, foodsholic (apologize all the spelling yang 'rekaan ciptaan sendiri'), but i really can't resist Tudungsholic!!! huahuaaa... sangat menggilai tudungssss... stock yang ada di rumah pon sudah sangat sangaaaat over-the-load...

what can i say, everyone ada weaknesses kan kan... so aku hanya insan biasa...... (alasan pakai boleh...)
:-)

With love.. HH

New Look... New Make-Over

2010-08-15T11:27:00.009+08:00

I'm very sorry... sudah lama sangat saya mengabaikan blog saya ini.... rindu sangat rasanya mau mencoret-coretkan cerita-cerita hari ku di sini.... kan..kan..kan... but di waktu tiada post entry baru yang appear ni... saya sebenarnya sedang 'sibuk' menjadi..apa yang mereka selalu gelarkan tu..haa "silent reader" kepada blog-blog yang lain... heheee.. best jugak kan dapat baca blog-blog lain... ada macam-macam cerita menarik yang mereka kongsikan... dah jadi macam story book pulak pada saya... macam boleh buat hobby laaa... kalau teacher tanya "what is you hobby?"... lepas ni boleh la saya jawab "my hobby is reading!" hahaa... walhal... kalau ada orang tanya pasal hobby mesti TIDAK akan punya jawab "..reading..." sebab saya memang tak suka sangat membaca... yes i know..i know... reading is a good hobby... should read more and bla...bla... huhuuu..

anyway... tajuk entry sudak macam giler gempak (double G... macam iklan burger mcD) sebabnyer... saya sudah make-over saya punya blog layout menjadi.... TADAAAA!! hehee... cantik tak...cantik tak.... ngehehee... kan kan kan... cantik.... especially the blog header... and kalau you all notice.... in this new entry post, my 'style' of typing words are..... a little tiny bit different..... hehee... antaranya, saya seboleh nya menaip penuh setiap perkataan itu.. wahh.. hehee... type the word "jugak" no more "jgk" kan kan... and also... saya membahasakan diri saya as "SAYA" or sometimes "I" hihiii no more "AKU" sudah.... it sound sweet, innocent and cute daa... hehee.. and i think, i prefer to speak rojak laa... sometimes english, sometimes malay.. it's sounds more like me....

but anyway... it's a new tranformation... so, cannot expect everything perfect and Walllaaa... kekadang mungkin ada jugak yg terrrr-taip in short form jugak... kan kan.. so, people make mistake.... hehee...

huh? kenapa tiba-tiba buat make-over semua ini.... hrmmmm jawabnya... no reason... saja suka-suki.. mau start over new look and new style... I'm a Virgo kan.... Virgo like changes.. i mean good changes la.... hihihii....

So, hopefully after this... I lebih kerap meng-update kan cerita-cerita suka-suki saya di sini..... sometimes sangat-sangat teruja pabila membaca blog-blog lain yang sangat best untuk di jadikan "story-book" saya... oh, kamu semua tertanya blog mana yang saya selalu intai... hihhiii... saya suka baca blog Hanis Zalikha, blog The Pink Stilettos, blog sis dia Shazwani Hamid, and blogshop yang macam-macam ada kat internet like SugarScarf, Radiusite, eightDesign, Asylla Collection and lots more...

haaa... you guys also can ceki-daut blog-blog ini... sangat best laa... sehingga membuat kita leka tentang hal kerja-kerja lain... Opppss... heheee...

Orite.... i guess, i'll update more cerita later laa... i have lots things actually nak share.. cumanya.. as always, time consuming.... hrmm, i always have problem in time management... not that i don't know how to manage my time wisely....(cewah) but the things that everyone suker sangat bulk and lump sum to me macam-macam kerja and its way TOOOO MUCH... huhuu... maybe next entry boleh share cerita pasal time management kot...

bluewwekkk!
Sounds like boring jer tajuk... but actually good to share... emm, will see later... hehe...ok

With love... HH

Happy Birthday Muhammad Hafiy...

2010-06-02T10:40:00.006+08:00

my Dear, my Son, Muhammad Hafiy...

Mummy wish you a..
Happy 1st Birthday to you!

Semoga Hafiy di panjangkan umur,
dikurniakan kesihatan yang baik,
dan semoga menjadi anak yang soleh dan bijaksana...

Mummy love you the MOST... now mummy only have u in my heart.. no other man can have a place in my heart, ONLY you!!!

I love you Muhammad Hafiy..

1 year old
(02.06.2009 - 02.06.2010)

Keberangkatannya....

2010-04-04T14:21:00.006+08:00

Allhamdulillah... kami semua insyaAllah akan berangkat ke Tanah Suci pada 6hb April 2010 (Selasa) jam 10.00 pagi dari KLIA...

Doakan kami sekeluarga selamat pergi dan selamat pulang...
Makanya dari hari ini.. tiada lagi review mengenai AF atau segalnyanya yang lain...berikutan ketiadaan ku di Malaysia...

We all go together with Hafiy... and menantu-menantu Tn Hj Haris skali.... doakan juga segala-gala urusan kami di permudahkan-Nya....

Ampunilah dosa-dosa kami, dosa-dosa kedua ibu bapa kami... semoga ibadah kami sekeluarga diterima Mu.. Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim....

(...tidak sabar rasanya mahu menjejak kan kaki ke Tanah Suci Mekah...)

Akademi Fantasia 8 - Konsert 3

2010-04-04T13:43:00.006+08:00

Konsert 3: Tiada Pelajar Menyerlah!

OMG!
Overall semua pelajar AF8, untuk konsert ke-3 ni memang DISAPPOINTED! ouuh, too bad... yup its true what adlin said... sangat2 wasting time.... why yer.... hrmm... even pelajar yg menjadi favorite ramai like Adira, Iwan, and Maulana pon did not as good as before..

Okla readers,
Here are my comments on last night Concert..

1. Alif - haaa... ni baru betol pembuka tirai... he sang well, he dance well! cumanya... starting nk nyanyi tuh, sudah off key (cewah-mcm aku teror jer bab music nie).. sbb masa dia start nyanyi tuh aku bleh dgr bunyi lain mcm ajer.. mcm ada sumbeeeeeng sikit.. but overall, he's good la!

2. Ain - Memang tak best.... macam lost pon ada, suara dia mcm shaking laaa, tak firm... sayang jer sbb lagu best...

3. Farina - FAILED (FF = Farina Failed) haha... kejam tak aku bg short form gitu... tapi mmg farina mlm tuh, hancus, nampak malas nk over2 sket ke, dance move tuh bg daring lg ke, suara dh ke laut, tempo lari lintang pukang.. aku pon lariiii jgk... hihii

4. Shahir - WOW! suara dia not bad laaa.... tapi ada tiru Jamal sket2... but overall, he can sing well jgk tau... do NOT under estimate him... hehee

5. Nad - ouuhhh, another disaster from her... nampak sgt dia tak boleh gelek, suara pon OUT.. aku rasa daripada tirai sampai LA ni... takder pon yang dia perform best...

6. Maulana - (i prefer to call him Mau.. hehe, dono why) okaaay, mau nyanyi not bad laa kan... lagu memang susah giler jgk sbnrnya.. but he manage to sing and dance quite well laaa... anyway, ive seen he did much better than this... =(

7. Iwan - alaaaaaaaahai... my favorite.. tapi dia sgt2 boring laaa last night.... emmmm =(

8. Adira - yes she can sing... Buuuut, suara dia kasar sgt laaa...

9. Daus - i think he's the best kot.... suara dia sedappp laa... hehee

10. Anum - She got the fire... hahaa.. sgt2 berani, confident level fluctuate.. kejap very2 high... kejap plak muka cam dh hilang confident lak... aduh....

Overal, semuanya sgt2 dissapointing... tak best!!!!!
Tolong la Mr Norman!!!! HELP us from get booooooooring with AF8...

Segala dugaan...

2010-04-01T17:33:00.008+08:00

Setelah mendapat berita terbaru drpd mama.... our family trip, change to 6hb April 2010, flight ETA 10am from KLIA.... aku sangat-sangat terkejut... terus air mata aku mengalir, berderai-derai, tak henti2... dah laaa dapat news itu di office... punya lah meleleh2 airmata aku... tak tahan sebak... nk cover2 lagi.... takut karang, budak2 office tdengar plak aku menangis2...

as i was crying soooo badly.. because... aku plan kalau laa..kalauu la dapat di lewatkan beberapa hari saja, ALHAMDULILLAH! akuuu sukerrr sgt2.... sbb dapat la aku lebih masa nk siapkan segala kerja-kerja di ofis yang bertimbun2.... biasalaaa, year end closing.... BANYAAAAAK sngt2 kerja aku nk kene siapkan... audited account, CRF Pack, Provision tax compt 12 month, Management reporting, QMR, Deferred taxation pulak (yg aku br belajar SENDIRI dlm 2 hari) serious tak suker deferred tax.... huhuuu....

and now, biler flight depart on 6hb.... memang dugaan betol laaaaaaa.... ni dah masuk 2 malam aku blk lewat ke rumah.. kalau aku bujang lagi tak apa lah... kalau dah kawin tapi takda anak, bleh tahan lagi lah... ini, tak.. ada baby kecik kt umah, ada suami kat umah.... tak tau apa diorg makan, mcm mana laaaaa keadaan diorg berdua.... aku blk kerja, sampai2 rumah dlm pukul 11 mlm mcm tuh (klo ikutkan, xnak blk lagi... tp hati aku tak tahan biler ingtkan anak kt umah).. sampai jer umah... terus kejar hafiy.... peluk2 cium dia... terlalu RINDUUUUU aku kat hafiy.... rinduuuuu sgt2..sgt.. aku tak sempat nk salin baju ke haper... main2 dgn dia... peluk2 dia.... dia pon mcm rindu kt aku kot... sbb wlpun dh lewat mlm, dia tak nak tido lagi... mcm tak puas nk main2 dgn mummy dia.... alaaahai hafiy... jgn buat mummy sedey yer nak.... mummy pon MISS YOU like crazy.... rinduuu sgt, Tuhan saja yg tau...

nasib baik laa husband sgt memahami... he didn't complain much... even, he pity me, tired very much..... Ya Allah.... Tuhan saja tau, betapa penaaat nyer badan aku... letiiiihh sgt2..... lepas main2 dgn hafiy, tidor kan dia... aku siap2 masak bubur dia pulak utk bagi pada babysitter esok nya.... kemas2 packing bag dia, susu dia, semuanya lahh.... mana tak letih..... Ya Allah... dugaan..dugaan...

esok nya pegi kerja... masih pagi lagi.. tapi aku dh mengatuk sgt22... mcm tak cukup tido and badan rasa letih sgt2.... aku pon pegi curi2 tido kt dlm bilik kosong kt opis... memang letih and mengantok tahap gaban laaa.... xtahan sgt mata ni.. memang nk pejam betol.... lepas dapat lelap mata dlm sejam.. sambung kerja.... pastu start pulak rasa cam pening, nak muntah... aduuuhhhh...

macam2 la dugaan aku sebelum trip ni... badan aku teramat2 letih... semua tak terurus.... tgk muka aku pon dh teruk... tgk muka aku burukkk sgt2... buruk giler, dh mcm rupa minah indon pembantu rumah ajer.... badan aku sakit2..... penaatt...

lepas habis sengsara audit, pastu nk terus fly pulak jauh2.... ya Allah.... memang betol2 tertekan.... kekadang biler aku terpikir2 sgt dgn nasib yang menimpa diri aku... aku pon mula la menangis sorang2.... kadang2... tgh drive mlm2 pukul 10.30pm, baru nk blk dr kerja.... dalm kereta, aku menangis2, meleleh air mata... sbb memikirkan nasib diri aku.... sedey.... dh lewat mlm baru nk blk kerja... anak, suami ada kat umah, ntah mcm mana diorg.... sedey... sedeyyyy sgt2.....

Takde apa lagi yang mampu aku buat... cuma, terima jerla dugaan yang dtg.... aku memang pasrah jerla... apa nk jadi... jadi la.. aku telan kan ajer la....

aduuhhh, badan aku sakit2 sgt... mata ku nk terpejam sgt2.... tapi kerja2 kerja kerja3.... banyak sgt yang perlu disiapkan...

HAFIY..... MUMMY MINTAK MAAF SGT2.... MUMMY RASA BERSALAH KERANA MENGABAIKAN HAFIY THIS FEW DAYS... SORRY YER SAYANG... MUMMY JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW... MUMMY SANGAT SAAAANGAT RINDUKAN HAFIY.... RINDUUUU SGT....
MUMMY MISS YOU SAYANG... MISS YOU A LOT....... (my tears again drop........)

Akademi Fantasia 8 - Konsert 2

2010-03-28T10:11:00.007+08:00

okay laaa... untuk konsert ke-2... below are my comments... ceki-daut!

1. ema- confident level memang power, feel pun ok, tapi suara bunyi mcm penyek-penyek semcm... kureng sedap..
2. daus- OMG! rupa2nya tone suara dia sedap laaaa... hahahaa.. good job, much better than last week
3. nad- suara tak sedaaaaap! feel adala sikit-sikit sampai ke-rasaan nya tuh... sayang jer, sebab lagu ni memang bonus untuk diorg tunjukkan kehebatan vokal memasing..
4. alif- sedey nyerr lagu ni... patutnya kalau nyanyi penuh feel, memang boleh nangis leleh air mata... suara alif mmg best and kene dengan this song..
5. farina- low notes problem,music and tempo lari ke laut... totally BAD... =(
6.iwan- my favourite!!! heheee.. handsome and cute as always... semuanya BEST! he sang well, he deliver it well.. hahaa.. 'bias' btol aku nie.. =) =) =)
7. anum- macam org menyanyi kat karaoke aje.. lagu yang salah, bukan penyanyi yg salah... lagu out dgn voice anum...
8. ain- somthing is wrong la... hrmm, mcm nyanyian dia tak fokus, music, tempo, suara semua lari.. tapi dress dia cute! i like... hehee..
9. shahir- boooringg..... tapi he quite good looking jgk kan.. hihii..
10. mau- the BESTof tonite... suara mmg sedap giler laahh..mcm pro jer...
11. adira- mmg power la dia nyanyi... but tone suara dia aku tak berapa suker sgt... huhuuu.. but she can sing so well....

Overall BEST performance as at Konsert 2 AF8 is MAULANA
Overall WORST performance as at Konsert 2 AF8 is FARINA

This is base on what I think... So, what do you guys think???
heheee... well, i wish for next concert, all of them ada byk improvement lah... sbb tak byk kelainan sgt AF untuk musim ni...

(handsome nyerrr...)
hihii..

Diary of a MOTHER.. really SAD....

2010-03-25T12:06:00.006+08:00

it's a long story... take your time to read it...
Pls spare a box of tissue besides you...(hihi)

25 Mei 2009-
Today is my birthday...happy sangat sbb my husband awal2 pg dah
wish...kwn2 pejabat...along, imran my nierce...siap call kat opis tu
nyanyi2...ptg lepas opis hour...husband ajak pi pizza hut kat rawang...tp
aku rasa mcm jauh sangat..dia pun penat baru abis final exam...so kami
mkn kat tg malim je..

26 Mei 2009 -
bangun pagi je...time nak mandi...aku tgk ada darah...mcm 1st day
period...masyaAllah ...aku baru je masuk 32 miggu pregnant (8
months)...gelabah2 call along tp tak angkat...call my sister in law..(x
nurse)..dia advice suruh pi hospital...check up..takut uri dok bwh...so
aku bergegas ke klinik kesihatan... staff nurse scan...(dr.kursus masa tu
katanya)...tak de pape...baby ok...uri dok atas...semua ok...diaorg tak
leh detact...aku check pad....still ada darah...so aku ditolak ke
Hospital slim river...so bermula le kisah aku berkampung di
hospital...dan sejarah masa mengandungkan husna berulang lg...lg sekali
aku naik ambulans...terus ditahan di labour room..merasa le di
seluk..dikorek. ..papsmear. ..sakitnya hanya ALLAH yg mengetahui.. .

27 Mei 2009-
masih di tahan di wad...tp darah tak keluar lg...mak n bpk bergegas ke tg
malim dari air port...diaorg baru je balik bercuti dari Indonesia ... ambik
husna, bwk baik tg karang

28 Mei 2009-
aku dibenarkan keluar....baby aku ok...bledding dah tak de...cuma kena
refer hospital untuk check up seterusnya oleh dr pakar...cuma dr bg
pilihan sama ada aku nak operation or normal delivery...aku nak cuba
normal...tp husbang aku prefer operation... tak sanggup tgk aku sakit
bersalin lama mcm masa bersalin Husna dulu

29 Mei 2009-
berehat di rumah....baru bgtau husband...still bledding...tp aku thik
positive...tak de pape kot...panas je bdn...ptg tu, balik tg karang jumpa
Husna...rindu sangat kat dia

30 Mei 2009
duduk rumah mak...lepak2. ..ptg tu bwk husna jln2...

31 Mei 2009-
still bledding...tp gagahkan diri berjln ke Tesco Kuala Selangor...untuk
final shopping barang baby...beli tilam kekabu untuk baby...untuk
dipadankan dgn katil baby yg aku beli dari B, still bledding...sakit2 dah
kat ari2....tp gagahkan diri untuk berjln...ptg pkl 5 bertolak balik ke
tg malim..masih sakit...

lepas drop adik aku rizal kat komuter rawang...sakit masih menyucuk
nyucuk...singgah klinik nabilah untuk scan....kepala baby dah masuk
lubang...tu yg buat aku sakit2...balik rumah, mkn2...siapka brg untuk
antar husna ke nursery....sakit kat ari2 merebak ke pinggang.... ooo...ini
dah lain mcm...aku bgtau husband, terus aku di bawa ke hospital...husna
aku tinggalkan kat rumah pengasuh dia...dan bermula le...kisah aku....

1 June 2009-
aku disuntik ubt matangkan paru2 baby...kerana, baby aku baru berusia 33
minggu 4 hari...di suntik juga ubt penahan sakit...tak bg bersalin
lg...rupanya, aku dah nak bersalin...dah buka 2 cm...dr cuba suntik ubt
kat aku, tak nak bg bersalin lg...sakitye ALLAH je yg tahu...tp demi
baby, aku tahan w'pun aku dah nangis2 masa disuntik tu...esok
pg...constraction tak kerap sangat...so aku ditolak ke wad
bersalin...menjelan g mlm..sakit tu dtg lg...makin kerap...n kerap...n
kerap....nurse check...dah buka 4 cm...makin kerap sakit...di check lg
dah buka 6 cm..terus di tolak semula ke labour room

2 June 2009-
sakit....makin sakit...n sakit....dah buka 10 cm...husband aku dtg
menemani aku...push.. ..push... .aku teringat pesan along..push masa rasa
sakit je...ALHAMDULILLAH, senang sangat bersalin yg ini...aku selamat
bersalin dan ALHAMDULILLAH. ..aku dpt baby boy...sangat comel...iras muka
imran hakim anak along aku...aku sempat susukan dia...berat dia 2.22 kg
(33 minggu)...tp dia kena di bawa ke wad Special Care Nursery (SCN) untuk
check up lebih lanjut...aku happy sangat dpt baby BOY...bukan bermaksud
aku tak suka dpt Husna, tp aku gembira...aku dpt sepasang anak....

waktu lawat tgh hari, aku sempat jenguk anak aku di wad SCN...dr
mengesahkan, anak aku kena rawatan rapi...mungkin ada masalah paru2 or
jantung...tp tak sure lg...aku cuba think positive...mungkin sbb anak aku
dilahirkan pramatang... tu sbb dr ckp mcm tu...

3 June 2009-
aku jenguk anak aku sorang2 kat wad SCN...masih berwayar...dr. pakar
kanak2 mengesahkan kat aku...yg anak aku berkemungkinan menghidap
penyakit jantung berikutan ada bunyi di dadanya...mungkin akan di refer
ke IJN untuk imbasan jantung...Ya allah...aku sangat risau n susah
hati...aku cuba untuk perah susu aku...untuk bg kat anak aku...tp belum
ada susu..aku cuba ...tanpa putus asa...aku dah boleh discharge dari wad
bersalin...tp kena duduk di Wad SCN untuk menemani anak aku...atas
perbincangan bersama...suami aku memberi nama pd baby kami...Qaid
Ahmadinejad yg bermaksud-Pemimpim/ ketua yang berani menegakkan
kebatilan...

4 June 2009-
kami membawa Qaid ke IJN untuk imbasan jantung...Dr. pakar di
sana..mengesahkan yg anak kami menghidap penyakit jantung berlubang (tp
kecil) dan injap jantung tersumbat... .aku ttp tabah menghadapi dugaan
ALLAH ini..aku cuba untuk think positive..selagi ada jln, selagi tu kami
akan usaha...janji Qaid sihat...seperti kakaknye Qaisara Husna...Dr.
pakar mengesahkan 15 June ini anakku akan di tahan di IJN...untuk minor
operation

5 June 2009-
Qaid dah dibenarkan untuk terus menyusu bdn denganku...susuku pun semakin
banyak...ALHAMDULIL LAH....moga dgn susu ku ini..dpt menyihatkan tubuh bdn
Qaid...dan aku tak putus2 berdoa...

6 June 2009-
Qaid ditukarkan ke wad biasa...buka ICU lg...ini satu pembaharuan. ..tp
masih dipasang ubt IV Prostaglandin iaitu sejenis ubt jantung....n aku
boleh meneruskan tugasku sebagai seorang ibu...dpt menyusukan dia seperti
biasa...

7 June 2009-
Qaid berasa selamat setiap kali aku
mendukungnya. ..berzikir. ...beratib. ...makin sihat...

8 June 2009-
lagi 5 hari untuk dibawa ke IJN....5 more days my darling!!... sabar ye
sayang ibu...bertahan ye...

9 June 2009-
siang mlm aku habiskan masa di sisi Qaid...

10 June 2009-
aku rindu kat Husna...tp aku tak perlu risau...Husna dah cerdik...dah
boleh berdikari... Qaid perlukan ibu lg dekat disisinya... .kakak kena
mengalah ye sayang...

11 June 2009-
Qaid makin sihat....berak kencing normal mcm baby lain...aku menjadi
penghuni senior di wad SCN...org lain keluar masuk...aku masih ttp di
sini...tak pe...demi anakku...aku rela berpantang di hospital

12 June 2009-
mak suruh aku perah susu banyak2...tinggal untuk Qaid...pg2 suamiku dtg
ambik untuk balik..bertungku. ..mkn nasi panas...n etc...tp aku
tolak...tak sanggup tinggalkan anak aku pg2....biarlah aku tak berapa
sempurna berpantang.. ..janji aku ttp berada di sisi anakku...

13June 2009-
2 more days sayang....bertahan ye

14 June 2009-
aku sangat happy hari ni....aku esok aku akan ke IJN...balik rumah tgh
tu...packing brg

15 June 2009-
Hari yg dinanti-nantikan. ...pg lg aku dah mandi, bersiap...susukan Qaid
kenyang2..sbb aku akan bawa Qaid ke IJN...

on the way ke IJN, Dr.caroline dari Hospital SLim River telefon,
mengatakan yg nama anak aku tidak di refer ke wad IJN...bg aku ini satu
petanda...kenapa berliku liku perjalanan anakku ini...kenapa diaorg
careless menjalankan tugas....aku n suami dah uruskan pembayaran anakku
untuk di tahan di wad...17 June akan di operation... kenapa diaorg ni
teruk sangat...pasal apa susahkan anak aku...berapa lama lg anak aku akan
bertahan???? aku nangis tak tentu arah....for the 1st time semenjak anak
aku sakit...aku menangis sebegini teruk....

16 June 2009-
atas usaha Dr. Ahmad, Dr pakar kanak2 hospital slim...Qaid dpt juga di
bawa ke IJN..tp untuk check up...sama ada boleh di operation atau
tak...selepas di Check oleh Dr. Haifa(Dr pakar jantung IJN)...dia ckp
Qaid kena tunggu berat naik dulu baru diaorg confident untuk
operation... sbb Qaid masih kecil...urat2 dia masih halus...takut terkoyak
bila di operation... so aku kena bwk balik slim...untuk tunggu kg dia
naik...Dr. ahmad bantu aku n husband...dia order 1 serbuk soya n minyak
MCT oil...yg selalunye dia beri kepada baby2 untuk naikkan kg...kalau
tanpa bantuan2 semua tu...kemungkinan anak aku naik kg adalah dlm masa
sebulan....so lepas di beri beda2 tu...kg Qaid akan naik dlm masa 2
minggu...bermula le episod duka dlm hidup aku...Qaid tak dibenarkan
menyusu terus dgn aku...alasan : nanti dia penat..kg dia lambat
naik...aku kena perah susu...dan anak aku diberi minum melalui
tiub...sangat sedih sbb dia mencari2 susu aku...aku cuba juga untuk bg
curi2....tp tiub tu menyebabkan dia tak selesa...

17 June 2009-
masih meneruskan usaha memerah susu untuk Qaid...aku kena sediakan 42 cc
susu aku...every 3 hours...

18 June 2009-
susu untuk Qaid dinaikkan ke 44 cc...tanpa Qaid breast feed
dgnku...susuku tak berapa banyak keluar...sangat buat aku susah hati

19 June 2009-
berat Qaid naik ke 2.395 kg...ALHAMDULILLAH

20 June 2009-
susu untuk Qaid dinaikkan ke 48 cc...Ya ALLAH...permudahkan lah urusan
kami...perbanyakkan le susu ku..demi kesihatan anak ku Ya ALLAH!!!

21 June 2009-
susu untuk Qaid dinaikkan ke 50 cc...aku cuba minum air banyak....mkn
lobak putih...minum susu anmum...minum sangat banyak...takkisah kalau
urat aku kembang atau perut aku buncit...demi Qaid...aku rela...Demi
kesihata anakku

22 June 2009-
masih di Wad SCN...menemani annakku...makin tembam...makin chubby...pg ni
bila ditimbang berat....berat Qaid naik ke 2.44
kg....alhamdulillah ...Qaid.. .bertahan ye...4 kg lg sayang...

23 June 2009-
susu Qaid dinaikkan ke 55 cc bersamaan 2 auns...aku tak putus asa..terus
memerah susu setiap 3 jam sekali...demi annakku...Qaid Ahmadinejad

24 June 2009-
pg ni, Qaid masih aktif mcm biasa....nangis bila disalin pampers...tp dia
mmg baik..tak banyak ragam...tak kuat nangis mcm baby lain...senang
jaga..senang bersalin...

11.30 pg- aku baru perah susu Qaid...tgh tunggu nak bg susu...tiba2, SP02
(deyutan nadi) dia menjunam dari 90 lebih ke 5..aku jerit panggil staff
nurse....terus refer dr....dr buat CPR pada annak ku yg masih kecil
ini...terus dia nangis mcm biasa....

tgh hari tu, Qaid di masukkan ke ICU baby....katil mula2 dia
lahir...untuk pemerhatian rapi...

aku dimaklumkan oleh Dr., sekali lg perkara ni terjadi masa aku mkn
tgh...dan dr buat CPR lg pd anakku...dan mereka mengambil keputusan untuk
memakaikan Qaid oksigen untuk bantuan bila dia berhenti bernafas lg...aku
sangat risau..Ya ALLAH...selamatkan lah ANAKKU...jauhi le dia dari
bahaya...sembuhkan lah anakku ya ALLAH

ptg tu perkara ni jadi lg buat kali ke 3...3 kali mereka membuat CPR ke
atas anakku...

25 June 2009-
aku tak nak tinggalkan Qaid...tp staff nurse suruh aku rehat...suruh
tido..diaorg ada tunggu Qaid katanya...aku pun tido di bilik sebelah
anakku...menjelang pkl 3 pg, nurse kejut aku...bgtau suruh perah susu...n
di maklumkan perkara siang td jd lg sekali...dah aku tak tido terus
bermula pkl 3 pg itu...untuk menemani anakku....aku takut perkara tu
terjadi lg...aku dimaklumkan oleh dr., CPR dah diber sebanyak 4 kali
untuk anakku...dan itu tak bagus untuk seorang baby...jika dia survive
pun...katanya, kemungkinan dia akan cacat...sbb oksigen dia kurang...dia
tak lawan...dia bergantung pg oksigen tu..aku risau...sangat risau

pkl 8 pg-
perut Qaid membesar...dr mengesahkan ada kuman di perutnya...tak tau
punca dari mana...aku bingung...kenapa tidak terjadi pd baby2 org
lain..kenapa anakku....Qaid sakit jantung...kenapa tak jd kat baby2 yg
sihat2 yg lain...kenapa mesti anakku yg kena..Qaid di suruh
berpuasa...tak dibenarkan menyusu..masuk 2 hari aku tak dengar suaranya
semenjak di pakaikan tiub oksigen itu...ya ALLAH...ujian apakah yg KAU
uji terhadapku.. ..adakah kerana dosa2ku yg lalu perkara ni di uji ke
atasku..kenapa mesti anakku yg menjadi mangsa??kenapa ya ALLAH....Qaid
menangis tak dengar suara...tp hanya air mata yg keluar yg sangat
menghibakan hati ku....

menjelang ptg..aku minta untuk balik kerumah sebentar...untuk rest, pkl
8, dr caroline call...suruh aku n husband ke hospital segera...

kami disahkan yg tekanan darah anak sangat rendah....sebarang kemungkinan
bakal berlaku...dan kami di benarkan duduk menemani anak kami...masuk 2
mlm aku tak tido ...aku sangat takut...takut dia pergi tanpa ibunya di
sisi....Qaid. ..bertahan nak...bertahan sayang...ibu ada teman Qaid...

26 June 2009-
pg Jumaat....aku tak tido semalaman, menemani Qaid...aku sangat takut
dengan sebarang kemungkinan yg bakal berlaku...aku tak mkn, tak
mandi...terus menemani Qaid...sampaikan kwn2 yg dtg menjenguk kami di wad
itu pun aku tak pedulikan..aku tak nak berganjak walaupun sekejap...aku
takut Qaid pergi meninggalkan aku bila aku tak de disisinya... aku nak
sentiasa menemani anakku...puas di pujuk oleh suamiku untuk berehat
sebentar, tp aku tak peduli...aku tak nak...

menjelang tgh hari, Dr. Caroline memberitahu kami...anak kami sangat
lemah...bergantung sepenuhnya pd mesin oksigen..dia tak fight langsung
katanya...dlm hatiku..mcm mana dia nak fight, kalau di cucuk ubat
bergelen gelen...babyku pramatang... masih dlm hari..mana dia mampu n
sanggup menanggung bergitu banyak antibiotik yg masuk ke bdnnya...even
org tua sekali pun tak sanggup terima...babyku masih kecil..antibody dia
sangat lemah!!!!Dr caroline berkata..."BERSIAP SEDIA DGN SEBARANG PERKARA
YG BAKAL BERLAKU....KAMI CUBA SELAGI TERMAMPU, EVEN QAID SURVIVE PUN,
KEMUNGKINAN DIA MENGALAMI KECACATAN... aku tak kisah, cacat ke...sumbing
ke walau mcm mana pun anakku alami, aku terima...aku bela dia...aku tak
sanggup dia tinggalkan aku...

tp aku tak nak tunjuk kesedihan aku depan suamiku, aku hanya mampu
berkata pd suamiku 'BANG, APA PUN YG BAKAL TERJADI..KITA REDHA"...w'pun
mulutku berkata bergitu...hati ku menafikannya. ...Qaid.. .bertahan
nak...ibu ada teman Qaid

bpk dan ibuku dtg melawat...membawa bekalan untukku, airmata ku tak mampu
bertahan.... aku nangis sepuas puasnya...aku meluahkan apa y terpendam di
hatiku pd kedua org tuaku...ibuku hanya menasihatiku,
berdoa...berdoa. ..pelbagai surah diberi utukku lafazkan di ubun2
anakku...di telinga anakku...bpkku berkata, sabar...ini dugaan
allah...alah nak uji awak...even anak awak cacat sekali pun, kalau awak
dan azrol tak mampu nak bela, kami sanggup bela....beri pd kami...bpk,
mak...mulia sungguh hatimu....

aku ttp menunggu...dan menunggu di sisi anakku...sayang, ibu ada di
tepimu..menemani Qaid...Qaid jgn bimbang...ibu ada...Qaid jgn takut...ibu
teman Qaid...tp hati seorang ibu, tak sanggup tgk anaknya di perlakukan
sedemikian rupa..diinject sana sini....tak cukup kaki tangan, betisnya
pula di cucuk...di ambil darah..Dr.ckp, puan, darah anak puan tak
cukup....aku rela mereka menambah darahku....ambil le sebanyak
mana...asalkan anakku selamat...

ptg, Dr. pakar kanak2 dtg menjenguk... dia memaklumkan pd kami...kuman itu
dah merebak ke ginjal anakku...anakku tak kencing..tak berak..perut makin
membesar...kulit makin menipis..merah2 dah ketara di bahagian perut...ya
allah....aku bermohon kepadamu...aku REDHA kau ambil nyawa anakku..jg lah
di biarkan anakku di seksa sedemikian rupa...jika ada kesalahan ku,
kesalahan suamiku...biarlah kami yg menanggung dosa yg kami
lakukan...tetapi jgn le anakku yg menjadi mangsa...aku bagaikan hilang
pedoman....hilang kewarasan... pabila melihat anakku sedemikian rupa...

Dr. pakar membuat keputusan untuk di adakan minor operation untuk menebuk
sedikit lubang di perut anakku...untuk melihat sama ada ususnya telah
pecah (yg mengakibatkan perutnya membesar) atau asid...atau dpt
mengurangkan kekembungan bayiku itu...

aku terus berada di sisi Qaid...membaca ayat2 suci, pelbagai doa...untuk
kekuatan anakku...aku menjadi kuat semangat, berfikiran positif..yg
anakku bakal sihat kembali..selagi ada cara...selagi tu aku terus
berfikiran positif..aku tahu anakku kuat...jika ibunya kuat...air susu yg
mengalir pd anaknya membuatkan anaknya menjadi kuat...aku terus berada di
sisi Qaid, dia memberi respond padaku...kakinya diangkat-angkat. ..aku
terus mengusap pipinya...aku lihat airmatanya mengalir...matanya
terbuka...rupanya dia menangis...aku usap lg pipinya..mulutnye bergerak
gerak...rupanya anakku lapar..dia nak susu...bila ku suarakan pd
nurse...Dr. tak bg, anakku kena puasa...sedihnya la hatiku..hibanya
rasa...Qaid. ...ibu tak berdaya sayang....adik sakit...kalau ibu bg
juga...nanti perut adik tak leh menerima...ibu tak mampu sayang...

menjelang mlm...pkl 10.30, sebelum Dr. Ahmad dtg, anakku putus nafas
sekali lagi...Dr. Sumi membuat CPR pada anakku...aku terus keluar dari
wad NICU itu kerana tak sanggup melihat...sedangkan org tua pun di buat
CPR kita rasa sakit..inipula baby kecil...dlm hari..masih dlm pantang..ya
ALLAH...berilah kekuatan pd ku...suamiku terus membaca yassin di sisi
anakku...jantungnya semakin lemah..tekanan darah mula tak stabil...CPR yg
di lakukan kali ini...begitu lama di bandingkan dari hari2 sebelum
ini...bila keadaan dah stabil, Dr. Ahmad terus membuat minor operation pd
anakku...kemudian. .setelah selesai, dr. ahmad menunjukkan pd
suamiku...bahawa. ..usus anakku elok, yg keluar hanya darah dan air
sahaja...aku bersyukur... bersyukur kerana tiada apa2 yg berlaku pd organ
anakku...

selepas Dr. Ahmad membuat minor operation pada anakku...anakku putus
nafas sekali lg...Dr. Ahmad dan Dr2. yg lain terus membuat CPR pada
anakku..aku tak masuk ke bilik itu...tp terus melihat dari
luar...kemudian, dr. sumi dtg kepadaku...MAK. ..TAK NAK MASUK KE
TGK??...aku ckp...nanti Dr., saya tak sanggup tgk anak saya dilakukan mcm
tu...tak sampai hati...

kemudian...aku lihat, suamiku menangis...menangis tak henti henti...aku
terus berlari ke arah suamiku...kemudian aku duduk di sisinya...Dr. Ahmad
dtg kepadaku...dia ckp, KITA DAH BUAT CPR PD BABY SEBANYAK 6 KALI...TAK
ELOK UNTUK BABY, DIA SEMAKIN LEMAH...KITA CUBA SEDAYA UPAYA...TP DIA TAK
RESPOND...IBU BOLEH CUCI TANGAN...DUDUK DEKAT ANAK...BOLEH PEGANG
DIA...aku terus membasuh tanganku...dan aku ttp mengatakan pd
suamiku...BANG, KITA REDHA...REDHA DGN UJIAN ALLAH...kemudian, aku terus
pergi pada Qaid....mencium dia tanpa henti...melafazkan kalimah syahadah
padanya...membaca ayat2 lazim pdnya...membaca doa nabi yunus
pdnya...kemudian. .aku tgk Dr. terus menanggalkan mesin dan wayar2 yg
melekat di bdnnya...kenapa Dr???Dr. ahmad terus menggeleng.. ..Ya
ALLAH....Qaid. ..anak ibu, kenapa tinggalkan ibu..ibu tak sanggup
nakkkk....aku seperti hilang akal...hilang kewarasan aku....Qaid. ...ibu
sayang Qaid...kena tinggalkan ibu sorang2..ibu tak sanggup
nak...Qaid.. .kenapa kuman tu kena kat Qaid..kenapa tak pd budak2 lain yg
sihat2...anak ibu sakit jantung...kenapa anak ibu yg kena...Ya
ALLAH.....kenapa ambil anakku dari ku..kenapa tak ambil aku
sekali???Qaid. ......... .

aku terus pengsan....lemah. ...adakah ini hanya mimpi...adakah ini hanya
gurauan semata mata...Ya ALLAH....berat sungguh ujian mu ini....aku tak
mampu untuk berkata apa..hanya air mata yg mengalir tanpa henti...berat
sungguh ujianmu ini ya ALLAH...berilah aku kekuatan ya ALLAH...

suamiku mula menelefon ahli2 keluarga kami...memberitahu ttg berita pahit
ini...ramai yg cuba menghubungi ku...tp aku begitu lemah untuk
menjawab..terlalu pahit dugaan ini...ibu mana yg sanggup berpisah dengan
anaknya...tiada sapa yg mampu berada di tempatku ini..

menjelang pkl 1.30 pg..kakak iparku (kak ida) dan abg wan sampai...aku
terus terusan menangis...tak sanggup rasanya menerima hakikat
ini...adakah aku bermimpi...atau ini hanya mainan tidurku...ku cubit
cubit lenganku..ku ketuk ketuk kepalaku...betulkah semua
ini...ya...hakikatn ya mmg benar....ini adalah realiti..bukan mimpi...aku
harus menerima dugaan ini dengan tabah...tp aku menafikan... .aku
redha....tp aku tak sanggup meniti hari-hari berpantang aku tanpa Qaid di
sisi..mcm mana keadaanku nanti..ya allah...kuatkanlah semangatku.. .aku
begitu lemah sekali...

Jenazah Qaid dikafankan di hospital...sebelum kami berangkat ke rumah
mayat, aku dibenarkan untuk melihat jenazah anakku...Ya ALLAH...anakku
seperti tidur...senyuman dibibirnya.. ..begitu comel wajah anakku..begitu
tenang sekali dia pergi dijemput ilahi...Ya ALLAH...besarnya rahmatmu
ini...aku bersyukur... anakku pergi meninggalkan aku...aku sayang
padanya...tetapi ALLAH lg menyayangi nye...aku tak perlu khuatir...Qaid
akan dijaga oleh ALLAH..walaupun aku tak sanggup menerima dugaan
ini...aku REDHA Qaid pergi...aku cium..cium.. cium jenazah anakku tanpa
henti...

sebelum kami berangkat dari wad SCN...aku peluk rakan2 kenalanku di wad
itu...moga dugaan yg menimpaku ini..dijadikan sebagai kekuatan diri
mereka agar jgn mengeluh menjaga anak mereka yg sedang sakit di wad
itu...sempat aku berpesan...kuatkan lah semangat korang...aku tak pernah
berputus asa berusaha menyembuhkan anakku Qaid...sehingga nyawanya di
jemput ALLAH...aku kuatkan semangatku.. .dari mula aku menerima berita
Qaid sakit...sampai le ke hujung nyawanya...aku tak pernah mengabaikan
dirinya...meninggal kan dirinya kesorangan.. .jdkanlah kisah aku sebagai
kekuatan korang....

ku lihat..semua staff nurse menangis...dr. sumi pun begitu..aku ucapkan
terima kasih di atas layanan mereka sepanjang aku dan Qaid berada di
bawah jagaan mereka..

ku turut anakku sehingga ke rumah mayat...di mandikan
jenazah...dikafanka n..semua dilakukan oleh suamiku....aku begitu
lemah...adik2ku menangis tersedu sedu kesedihan pabila melihat jenazah
sekecil itu...begitu suci...tersenyum. ..putih bersih...ya ALLAH...berilah
kekuatan ke atas ku....rahmatilah pemergian anakku ini ya ALLAH

menjelang pkl 2 pagi...kami sampai di rumah...mak dan mak mertuaku, adik2
iparku telah menyiapkan segala kelengkapan. ..jenazah anakku diletakkan di
atas tilam kekabu yg ku beli khas untuknya...untuk dipadankan dengan
katil baby yg kubeli dari B, sayu hatiku....sayu sangat...melihat segala
pakaiannya.. kelengkapannya. ..yg tak pernah di usik..dipakai lg...mcm mana
agaknya diriku nanti...mengadap segala brg2 keperluan Qaid...mak
menangis...begitu juga mertuaku...aku begitu lemah...aku baring di
sebelah anakku Husna...ku peluk anakku...husna, hanya tinggal husna
sebagai kekuatan ibu meneruskan kehidupan ibu...husna jd anak yg baik
ye...adik husna dah takde...husna tak sempat tgk Qaid...hibanya rasa
hatiku ya allah...

along sampai, terus mengurut bdnku...urut kepala ku..urut
kakiku...kemudian, dia menyertai ahli keluarga yg lain..mengaji untuk
jenazah anakku...

suamiku membuat keputusan untuk menyemadikan jenazah anak kami di tanjung
karang...bpk menguruskan segala keperluan di tg karang dengan wak
leman...kemudian, mak, ajip, ijal along n family meneruskan perjalanan ke
tg karang...aku dan yg lain2 akan bertolak selepas subuh...menunggu ahli
keluarga suamiku dari kedah..

sesudah subuh, kami bersiap..hatiku pilu..hiba.. .pabila merasa susuku
bengkak..bengkak sangat...ya ALLAH...Qaid haus....Qaid nak susu...aku
memerah susuku tanpa bantuan pam, begitu banyak susu ini...tapi aku
ralat...Qaid tak sempat menyusu buat kali terakhir...hiba sungguh
hatiku...ibu mertua ku memelukku n menenangkan hatiku...aku pilu..pilu
bila melihat jenazah anakku di hadapan mataku...betul. .ini bukan
mimpi..tp kenyataan..aku harus hadapi...husna bangun dari tidur,
eh...adik dah balik....eh adik tidur???kakak. ....adik kakak dah tak
de...terlalu pahit air liurku untuk memberitahu husna bahawa adiknya
telah di jemput ilahi...paham kah dia ttg kehilangan adiknya??

kemudian...selepas subuh, selepas kehadiran jiran2 tetanggaku melihat
jenazah....kami bertolak ke tg karang...sedih hatiku bila melihat
satu-satunya kawanku dtg...B, anak aku dah takde...anak aku dah dijemput
ilahi...tinggal aku sorang b....B peluk aku, menenangkan
hatiku....sabar. ..sabar jie...ni semua dugaan allah...ko beruntung sbb
ada anak kau yg menunggu ko di syurga nanti...sedihnya hatiku menerima
hakikat ini....kemudian, dtg jiranku yg paling rapat denganku..kak mas,
aku peluk kak mas...kak mas, saya dah lama nak anak lelaki...tp sekejap
je allah pinjamkan pd saya...sabar jie...sabar. ..ini semua dugaan...air
mataku dah kering....dah kering untuk menangis lg...hati aku
pilu...hiba. .sedih... tp air mataku tak mampu lg untuk keluar...

kami meneruskan perjalanan kami ke tg karang..sepanjang jln, tak
putus-putus sahabat2 n kenalan2 sms...mengucapkan takziah...antara
banyak2 sms yg aku terima...aku begitu tenang pabila membaca sms dari
ustaz nasir, rakan kerjaku di FSSK...JIE, QAID TU
KETUA...PEMIMPIN. ..INSYAALLAH, DIA AKAN MENGETUAI UJI DAN SUAMI DI SYURGA
NANTI...amin. ...amin.. .ya rabbal alamin..

Sampai di tg karang...aku disambut oleh along...aku diminta berehat di
dlm bilik...mak bg aku mkn...pahit sungguh air liurku ini...aku tak mampu
menelan apa2 sahaja....aku tak mampu....kemudian, rumah ayahku ini
dipenuhi oleh ahli keluarga..kenalan. .sahabat2 handai...kemudian, aku
diminta untuk mencium jenazah Qaid buat kali terakhir.... aku berjalan ke
aras jenazah...jenazah anakku seperti tidur....aku terlupa bahawa anakku
sudah meninggalkan aku...aku cium anakku...cium tanpa henti...kemudian,
secara tiba2...aku berzikir pd jenazah
Qaid...SUBHANALLAH. ..WALHAMDULILLAH ..WALAILA HAILLALLAH WALLAH HU
AKBAR...zikir yg selalu aku ratibkan pd qaid bila dia
menangis...mengigau ....ya allah...anakku hidup lg..dia cuma tido..tido
seperti hari2 biasa....tido selepas mandi..selepas di beri susu...ya
ALLAH...jgn ambil anakku....Qaid, ibu sayang Qaid..jgn tinggal kan ibu
nak..mcm mana keadaan ibu nanti tanpa Qaid....Qaidddddddd dddddddddd. .....

jenazah anakku di kebumikan di sebelah kubur arwah opah....betul2 di tepi
kubur arwah opah...aku bersyukur... .sekurang kurangnya Qaid tak
sendiri...nyang ada menemani Qaid..

Ya ALLAH, Aku REDHA di atas ujianmu ini...Aku REDHA ya ALLAH...kau
limpahilah rahmatmu ke atas roh anakku ya ALLAH...lindungilah Qaid ya
ALLAH....jagalah Qaid di sana ya ALLAH...lindungilah dirinya ya
ALLAH...berilah kekuatan ke atasku ya ALLAH...aku masih ada husna dan
suamiku, tetapi Qaid sorang2 di sana ya ALLAH...temanilah anakku ya
ALLAH....jgn dibiarkan dirinya kesorang ya ALLAH...selama ini aku tak
pernah biarkan dirinya kesorangan.. ..aku REDHA ya ALLAH...aku
REDHA....kerana kau lebih menyayangi anakku dariku...

Qaid, ibu sayang Qaid...sayang sangat kat Qaid..w'pun Qaid hanya
dipinjamkan sekejap kepada ibu...tp ibu bertuah sangat..dpt susukan Qaid,
jaga Qaid siang dan malam...cium Qaid tanpa henti...bacakan surah,
ayat-ayat lazim, doa dan zikir tanpa henti pada Qaid...Qaidlah anugerah
yg amat berharga pada ibu..w'pun hadirmu hanya sekejap nak...tp Qaidlah
anugerah yg tak ternilai dari ALLAH untuk ibu...tunggu ibu di syurga ya
nak..doakan ibu kuat, kuat mengharungi hari2 pantang ibu tanpa
Qaid...kesian kat kak husna nak...terbiar tanpa kasih ibu..bukan ibu tak
sayang pd kakak...tp ibu lemah...lemah dengan kehilangan Qaid...doakan
ibu ye nak...doakan ibu..semoga ibu kuat...ibu takkan lupakan Qaid...ibu
akan sentiasa mendoakan Qaid...begitu juga abah...kehilangan Qaid
merupakan satu tamparan pada ibu dan abah...ibu ingat ibu lg kuat dari
abah...tp rupanya ibu sangat lemah menerima berita ini....

Qaid...hadirmu adalah anugerah ALLAH yg tak ternilai pd ibu nak....ibu
sayang Qaid...ibu halalkan susu ibu...ibu minta maaf kalau selama ini
jagaan ibu pada Qaid tidak sempurna nak...ibu sayang Qaid...

QAID AHMADINEJAD 2 JUN - 26 JUN 2009-IN LOVING MEMORY

no dancing-dancing.. sob..sob.. =(

2010-03-23T21:29:00.005+08:00

UNFORTUNATELY..... yesterday night... astro channel 701- AXN... ada problem... mcm xclear laa... tension btol... i cannot watch programme dancing2 tu.... uwaaaaaAAAA!
rugi..rugi...

huhuuu.. so sad =( =( =( =(....

so you think you can dance, babe?

2010-03-22T13:16:00.005+08:00

okayss.... as it was highly recommended by my deary friend Kak Zainiah da vague da vas kita nie.... i want to follow also this programme called So You Think You Can Dance.. hehee.. at 9PM tonite... aku terpacak depan tv... hehee.. and i'll review it... if i have da time to make and entry post lah yerh... subject to time availability jgk lerr... ngeeehee..

Well, if you guys read thru my wish list on the right side bar... one of it is I want to pursue my passionate in dancing... as the real thing is..deep in my heart... i really reaaaally REALLY loveeeeeee dancing! soooo and soooo and soo much! owhh, big MUCH... huhuuu.. pheeew...

but, you know... there some hesitance or, maybe i should say it, something restrict me to continue in pursuing it... hahaaa.. (btol ker ayat nieh)... well, you know, i am married... and my husband do not support this kind of dancing or music, or all this entertainment things.... and my beloved father also, do not support their children into this dancing or singing career wannabe... he is more towards you know..that kind of professional career.. i.e doctors, engineers, accountant etc etc.... hrmmm....

But anyway..... in life, yes.. im not into that entertainment field like i WISH to, but sometimes, i try to squeeze a time or find an opportunity to express my passion i.e joining some event activities where i can get a chance to sing or dance... you know.. or maybe, i grab opportunity whenever during event of my company.... soo, that's not bad at all... try to balance it up.... between life and your work... hahaa.... (cara cakap dh mcm psychologist la pulak)

okay, back to the subject matter... hehee...
dont forget, tonite 9PM, watch So You Think You Can Dance at channel AXN(kot)... heheee

~~ceki-daut yalll~~

Gotong Royong @ Jetty

2010-03-21T11:52:00.011+08:00

hadoooii laaa... penat hari ni gotong royong kt area KMF (Kertih Marine Facilities) pagi tadi...
dah la seminggu tak masuk opis... masuk2 jer... kene join gotong royong... hrmm, dalam kepala pikir byk giler kerja nk settle nih kt opis.... pening2 gak laaa...

habis gotong royong... naik opis.. mcm mengantuk pulak..haha
(alasan boleh pakai tak??)
mcm malaass la pulak nk kerja... huhuu...

Akademi Fantasia 8 - Konsert 1

2010-03-20T21:11:00.010+08:00

Konsert 1, AF8

suddenly feel like want to be so called "pengkritik" yang tak bertauliah for this 1st concert.. heheee.. layan kan jerlaaa my criticism nie... i criticize base on my own discretion jer yerh.. and i watch their performance as like other audience..

1. maulana- mau dpt lagu bunkface, aku pun xpenah dgr lagu ni.. tgk mau nyanyi dh mcm lagu dia sendiri dh hehee ok laaa kan...but, mcm xsemngt sgt.. lembik ajer... overall okay la suara dia... cuma xenergetic jer..
2. adira- lagu ni best sgt tau sbnrnya.. tapi mata dia mcm lari tgk sana sini... overall, nyanyi ada okay cuma jerit2 ada perit sikit (ngeheee).. feel ? hrmmm mcm xder kot... sooo, xmasyuk la sgt...
3. shahir- feel terlebey lah rasanya... muka dia mcm sedeyyyy sgt.. hihii.. voice? hrmmm ok2 laa..
4. nad- muka konfiden giler.. tapi cam......ntahla.. voice ok, performance biasa2 saja...
5. daus- aduuuhh, lagu sedap dah... tapi, bila menari2 mike pun lari, suara pun xdgr sgt... sayang jerr.. overall, xbest sgt jadinyer...
6. farina- suara dia sedap gk la sket... but performance tuh kalo tiru gaya ladyGaga sket, baru gempak... tapi tadi mcm, kureng laaa..
7. alif- aku suker gak mula2 suara dia... but suara dia ni limited laa, klo nk nyayi lagu yg genre lain2 susah aaa, sbb byk yg xmasuk ngan voice dia... lagu aizat mlm td mmg xkene langsung dgn suara dia...
8. anum- cute..tapi semput time hujung lagu..
9. shah- suara dia sedap laa sebenarnyaa... dia bwk lagu tuh semlm dgn style dia sendiri... orite la kan..
10. ain- biasa2 aje... suara ok, but nk menari tuh mcm xbrapa confident.. munkin kasut tumit tinggi sgt kot.. i guess
11. ema- suara sedap! tapi ada props yg mengganggu dia la plak..
12. iwan- OMG! he's sooo CUTE giler lah... heheee.. dia bley tgh nyanyi2 tuh, kenyit2 mata lak... waduuuh, bisa cair hati ku... hahaa... overall, he's the BEST mlm td.. hahaa.... suara sedap, performance best... A++++ marks for you..

average performance from all, okla for 1st concert.. takleh nk put high expectation sgt... but.. okla semuanya... maybe some of it yg x okay tuh nervous kot...
Overall BEST performance konsert pertama Akademi Fantasia 8 to me is --> Iwan
Overall WORST performance konsert pertama Akademi Fantasia 8 to me is --> Daus

-::reminder::- these critics is only base on my own judgement... no any intention to sabotage or intention to influence other voters...

anyway.. happy voting AF fans!

Akademi Fantasia

2010-03-20T20:18:00.006+08:00

as usual... akademi fantasia is back!

nak kata minat sgt takder laa.. but suker jerk nk layan AF ni...
heheee.. if i have time, i try to follow any updates for this year AF8 kat diari... if not... layan time konsert jerk...

but my hubby don't really like AF semua nieh... soo, sometimes... berebut jgk laa remote tv nk tgk astro.... he want to watch golf channel.. me want to watch AF...

but as husband and wife... we have to give and take laaa... pepandai laa bagi adil... kan..
hehee...

soo, mlm nie, kita layan konsert 1 akademi fantasia 8! okeys... heheee...
Menuju Puncak!

~cheee-wah~

ooouuhh MIL

2010-03-17T19:38:00.003+08:00

on 15.03.2010, i received SMS from my SIL (sister in law), my MIL (mother in law) accident! she was riding a motorcycle and it happened when a car crash her, then she fall down...
to make it worse, she was bleeding quite badly and her legs broken (i think)... she was rush to the hospital immediately....
i was sooo worried.. but..unfortunately i have skill group training at PERMATA for 3 days... so, then we decided, we going back to kampung on thursday... to visit her... every few hours, i keep sms-ing my SIL,and ask her for updates on my MIL... she had to go for operation for her legs... i don't really know how bad it is... but only God knows, i really worried bout her... feels like i wanna fly over to Batu Pahat and look after her... hrrmmmm...
hope everything goes well... amin...

~~speedy recovery MIL~~

Tudung baru.. Yeaaa!

2010-03-11T14:23:00.005+08:00

tadi tengahari tudung baru dah sampai...
beli online.. banyak pulak tuh.... i like... hehee...
tetiba nak tukar selera.. dlu pakai shawl...
skang nak try tudung hijab instant pulak...
if okay, convinent and nice... bleh lah meneruskan...
uishhh, byk pulak collection tudung2 aku nie... boleh bukak kedai la lepas ni... huhuu..
bising la abg aku.... tudung stock terlalu byk... penuh almari xmuat dah...
opppss, im sorry hubby... i did it again!

thanks to SugarScarf By Riqa !

Unhappy... feeling unwell

2010-03-08T13:45:00.004+08:00

today... i don't feel good about myself... =(
early in the morning... get ready to go to office, my lil hafiy crying and screaming.... he also not in a good mood, same just like mummy dia...
masuk office with no motivation at all... don't know why... feel tired and sleepy and lazy and hungry... huhuuu....

tak mood la today.... UWAAAA!

hoping it will recover soon.... AMIN...

Birthday my love MAMA

2010-03-05T10:54:00.004+08:00

hehee..on 13 February 2010 was birthday my mother...

4 of us, adik beradik celebrate it at our home Puncak Bangi!

it was one of the memorable moment ever, i tell you...
mama dapat special special double special present this year from 4 of us!

from Angah - Black Shining Purse from BONIA...
from Hafiza - 6 pieces drop gorgeous beautiful dining table set
from Hardiana - Silver Gold hand watch from BONIA
and the most special is...
from Hafidzi - da most delicious marvelous lemon drink

Mama absolutely greatly happyyyyy with all the present + the last minute cake + the suprise's sing from us..(^_^)

here some gorgeous pic ever 2010.. hahahh... credit to the photographer M Hafidzi Haris
ngeheheeee...

mama terlalu excited, terus call papa at sudan and update him on da suprise.. haha

Happy birthday to you mama!!!
we really love you big much, Muaaahxx..

Birthday... Birthday... Oouhh birthday.....

2010-02-11T15:02:00.005+08:00

Attention everyone!!!!
huhuu.... my MOTHER and HUSBAND's birthday is just round the corner.... huaaa..huaaa...
tak sabar rasanyer.... i wish and pray may both of you had a wonderful year ahead, healthier life, and may Allah bless you.... i love you to soo sooo and sooooo much!

anyway.... aper mau beli present for both of them nie??? what is our plan for them????
hehehee...
jeng..jeng..jeng...
wait for the next entry ok....

Happy Chinese New Year everyone... and Happy Holidays!!!

it's been a while...

2010-02-10T17:24:00.007+08:00

ehem...ehem...

it's been a while i didn't update my blog....
well, its again, as usual, ive been busy with budget cycle, and travelling here n there non-stop...
so, i hardly find time to update my blog.... PPA cycle also coming in... hrmmm...
tired.... every year is the same thing, same hectic n busy work life... as one of my friend said... more years to come... and it will never end... until you RETIRE... haha....

deep in my heart.... i wanna scream LOUDLY... "i hate my job!!!!!"
hahahaa..... but.... SABAR.... i am much much luckier than others...

well.... bout little HAFIY's a.k.a BOY's development.....

he's 8 months already..... and oohhh, sooo and soooooo pampered.... giler manja laaaaa sgt...
haha.... some of the list that now he can do are:

1. standing up by his own---grabbing sofa, chairs, mummys hand, anything that can help him to stand up
2. sit down by his own...
3. crawling like a cute little soldier... hahaa
4. screaming and crying like mad if i leave him alone i.e went to the kitchen, bedroom..
5. get angry and screaming if i took something i.e his toys, from his hand
6. pandai merajuk daaaaa...
and many more to list..... ouhhhh..... hafiy...hafiy......

and recently... i also hardly to take him into bed.... he don't want to sleep....he wanted to play... and want to stand up on his bed.... then guling2..... then grabbing things.... then pull my hair (sakit woooo!)... then squeeze my face, my eye..... haiyoooo.... i think he asking me to play with him too....

sabarrr jela...
hehee.... watever it is.... mummy and daddy love you big much!!!!!

Muhammad Hafiy B Azmi

Hafiy in his walker...

2010-01-05T00:04:00.001+08:00

...alalololoooo...

dat good boy... clever boy... handshem boy...

got a new walker yeeerh..

like it??? ngehh...

mmg xley duk diam... ke sana ke mari..
leh nyanyi lagu
"i will follow you..."

hahaaa..

hafiy now 7 months old dah Mummy!!!

B.O.R.E.D with J.O.B

2010-01-04T12:05:00.009+08:00

kenapa la da tittle seperti kanak2 baru belajar mengeja
(xleh blahh wokeh)..

urhh, im soooooo and sooo and sooooo BORINGGGG dgn my current JOB and maybe forever JOB lah kot..... urghhhhh!....

ku dh mention nieyh byk kali, sekian kali, xtahu brapa kali... ku dh boring buat accounting... helppp.... leh tak nk tukar career??
(hmm, org len punya susah nk dpt keje, ko sket punya byk songel)...

nk tukar career, jd FULL HOUSEWIFE or... FULL HOUSEMOM.. (erkk, btol ke)... haha... xpon, online business ke... coz i CAN'T stop onlining.... and survey-ing others blogs... and clicking ere n der... urhh...

love u encik azmi... love u encik kecik hafiy

awww... dun shy shy lorr

KPSB family.. ngeh2

rakan gediksss ku..haaa

my meat blood (erhh..in malay~darah daging okerhh)

ko nie diane... berSYUKUR lah... heheee... (ayat positive kn diri)

i hv a great husband.. a cute baby BOY Hafiy... an awesome Family.. a wonderful in Laws... AND a great JOB which, some of da friends wud DREAM to hv it...
(uhuu.. yekerh.. aku jerk yg S.S)
tunggu aku dpt bonus 8 bulan kerh... then leh start to think of changing career..

hahaaa
(owh, i WISH)