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Here I wanna quote my favorite tweets of all time until to-date.. and there's more and more tweets that will insert in my favorite's tweet list! ;)
But WHY?... Why these tweets are my favorite?... ermmm... because....... those words are very nice and most important it is SOOOO TRUE, right??!! Those quotes make us THINK.. when you read it, you'll sure make sounds like "hrmmm" "ahaaaaa" "trueee" "damn right!" "muahaha" kann kann kann....
If you don't believe it, please check-it out!

"Treat her like a queen and she'll treat you like a king"

"I'd rather live my life knowing that I'm not perfect, rather than spending my whole life pretending to be"

"It hurts the most when someone you know becomes someone you knew"

"Tell me I'm beautiful everyday. You don't know how much this words will mean to me" --my personal FAVORITE!!!!

"If you don't like me, someone else will. if you're not missing me, someone else is. If you don't love me, someone else does"

"Surround yourself with people that build you up instead of bringing you down. You'll soon feel happier"

"During my time...bla...bla... - The parents who doesn't realise we are no longer in their area"

"I'm so dieting after this! - The woman that never goes on diet"

"Dear music, thank you for making me feel happy when no one else could"

"Don't blame me for walking away when you never even asked me to stay"

"Sometimes you forgive people simply because you still want them in your life"

"Life is really simple, but we insist on making it complicated"


and the list goes on and on dear....... BUT I can't type more here... help yourself and follow those tweeties like @TheNotebook, @SimpleLoveTweet, @iTweetFacts, @KataBijakMu and some others you can find in the Twitter... If you also found any nice Tweets, please...do share with me also here ya! Thanks..

With love.. HH

Cita-cita saya ialah....

Do you remember when we were small, still in Primary school, favorite question people around you keep asking is..........
"Apa cita-cita adik?"
"Bila besar nanti nak jadi apa?"
"What is your ambition?"
Kaaannn....

YES, same as mine... teachers, parents, friends, aunty uncle, most of them will ask that favorite question.. Why lorh?? I also have no idea... Even myself also now, like to ask that question to those Program Bakti Pendidikan PETRONAS kids... hahaha..
Lame me... i know... kehkehkeh... maybe just want to check this kids, do they have a target or dreams to become somebody-somebody ke..kaannnn... Is good to have Ambition la.. but being in Year 4 or 5 ke... cannot blame also if they don't have one... yerla kan... too small to understand, maybe.....

I still remember mine... when i was in Year 4 Sekolah Rantau Petronas (SRP), teacher start asking
"Apa cita-cita kamu? Bila besar nanti nak jadi apa?"
And standard average my friends would answer Doctor, Teacher, Pilot, Policeman, Engineer (even we heard Fireman also, hahahaa)
.... and for me...
I answered Architect!

Haaaaaaa.... pehal lak minah ni tiba-tiba architect plak daaa..... hahahaa... at that time, I thought that I was very good in drawing (perasan lagi syok sendiri konon lukisan kita cantik-cantik semua and berseni laaa... bluweekk) so thats why, arkitek menjadi pilihan... MUAHAHAAA!

Then time flies... enter secondary school pulak... your exposure become wider.. you learn and discover a lot of new things lagi kaannn.... So, again, teacher ask that POP question
"what do you want to be when you grow up?"
and i answered Accountant!

Ahaaaa... change already.... ngeheheee... yurp.. During Secondary school I choose to be accountant BECAUSE i find it NUMBERS are easy and not so boring and dry (yekeeee????) hahahaa.... yes yes yes... keep laughing at me... =(

But yeaaa... seriously i enjoy numbers more than science/biology/chem/physics... apatah lagi subject like history, errrghhh laaagii la tak dapat masuk kepala ni... ehehee...

Sooooo, as i said so... biler dah dapat result SPM, DANG! betol pon, "A" in Accounts and Maths... continue study in Matriculation, do Accounting jugak...PASS... continue Degree in Accounting also... PASS.. interview sana sini... TING! dapat kerja, doing Finance & Accounts jugak... Saaaaaammpai la sekarang... Still with numberss, Debit Credit, $$$$ money, RM, Profit / Loss, balance ke tak balance, Tax Computation,  Deferred Tax (!@*&^%$#), Month End (!@$%^&*), DATELINES (!*&^$@#), blaaa bla blaaa stress stress tired tired... lama-lama ICU...kott...

haaa tu laaa... ari tu kata sukeerrr kan, enjoy kann, terror numberss kann... ERKKS... uwaaaa.... NOW, only NOW... tiba-tiba feeling dah tak sama macam dulu laaaa... tapi tapi tapi..... dulu belum kawen, belum ada suami, belum ada anak, belum ada komitmen, belum tengok / explore dunia ni habis.... sekarang dah expose luas... dah tau itu ini, dah rasa itu ini..... 

*I'M SORRY* GUILTY

I'm just expressing from my sincere heart and being honest here... YES saya memang dah tak minat lagi debitcredit... kad kredit dan kad debit jer saya minat (erkss... mengarut lagik) saya kalau boleh nakk.. nak.. nakk.. nakk...

1. Jadi Full Housewife / Full time mother
2. Jadi Businesswomen
3. Jadi Professional Dancer
4. Jadi Professional MUA (Make-Up Artist)
5. Jadi Full time Blogger

WAH! WAH! WAH! kemain lagi berangan.... Berangan Itu BEST (B.I.B) muahahahaa...
Ooooooii la Cik Puan Hardiana... ada kerja tetap pon mujur.... orang lain menganggur puas carik kerja sana sinun tau.... *erkss* okay-okay...

Time to back in REALITY... Kerja mesti diteruskan.. untuk hidup kita perlu kerja, sebab nanti dapat gaji kan, boleh beli makanan, boleh beli baju hafiy and hana, boleh bawak family jalan-jalan...
Like one advice i got from someone at office... "kalau hardiana fikir, kita kerja kerana Allah... insyaAllah, semuanya dipermudahkan... hardiana cuba bayangkan, yang bayar gaji hardiana sekarang ialah Allah... barulah kita rasa seronok nak bekerja dan kita pon lebih fokus, sebab kita ikhlas kita buat ni Allah nampak dan dia bayar gajaran duit kat kita.."
Thanks Capt for the advice...

Semoga kerja aku sekarang atau kerja yang bakal akan datang diterima Allah, Amin
(aih... 'kerja yang bakal akan datang'... maksudnya.. nak tukar kerja ke???) SYhhhhh biarla rahsia ;p

at IKEA... kerja jugak ni.. cari barang for Company's event...  =)

With love.. HH

Wordless Wednesday #4

Tutorial: Make-up seorang 'amateur'

Sesiapa yang sudah kenal RAPAT dengan saya, tentunya sudah sedia maklum, bahawasa-nya saya memang seorang yang suker main-main conteng muka ni... sebab sebagai seorang gediks, memang sangat gediks, mengada-sss and perasan syok sendiri suker berangan cun cute miut macam ala artis models and dolls... (statement panjang tak hingat)

One of my interest ialah make-up and beauty products! It's really hard for me to resist make-up cosmetics and beauty products.. Saya tak boleh kalau pegi shopping complex and lalu depan M.A.C shop, depan Shu Uemura, depan Body Shop, depan Estee Lauder,  atau pon masuk Watson ke Guardian ke... Mesti ada yang 'ke-ching-ching' duit kat machine cashier tuh...ishh ishh ishhh....

Tgk lah ni... hasil rembatan di BodyShop.. Yesterday

This is just half of my make-up stock... ada lagi half kat dalam make-up bag yang besar 'gedabak' tuh

And...... saya juga pernah attend personal make-up class organize by Ian Sham (professional make-up artist woooooo).. Kak ian sangat-saaaangat cantek to me..... She was soooo kind, pretty, gorgeous, and of course her works was superbly MAGICAL.. Feel free ceki-daut her blog! The Magical Touch of IAN SHAM.. Kalau ada sesiapa yang nak guna khidmat dia for wedding make-up, engagement make-up, dinner/event make-up, booking la dia... make-up nya sangat natural look, fabulous, gorgeous and sgt MAGICAL!!! Seriussss, tak tipu punya.... Eheehe...

So, berdasarkan experience attending that class, and practice selalu conteng-conteng muka, selalu jugak explore dalam YouTube (saya suker tengok Makeup by Tiffany), saya jugak suker blogwalking (suker tinjau DiyanaShukor and Nurin AdlinaBasir) and boleh laaaa sikit-sikit sekarang tangan ni membuat 'art' yang lebih kurang indah tak seberapa mata memandang..

Tapi.. make-up tuh make-up jugak... penjagaan muka mesti and wajib di jaga... Sekarang saya banyaknyerrr guna product skin care from BodyShop and Herbalife! Yerrr, Herbalife juga ada product skin care yer kakak-kakak,makcik-makcik, adik-adik..... Skin care dia mula-mula memang lah SANGAT MERAGUKAN nyer saya ini... tapi after few months pakai, sudah nampak itu kesannya yang flawless and sweetness... ECEHH... hehee....

ISHHHH, saya dah merapu panjang benda lain sekarang ini... BACK to the subject matter PLEASE! Now, the tutorial as i mention at the HEADLINES (ecehh lagik..)... Orite Ladies, you can view below photos, and hope it helps you... Ini cara saya simple make-up lah, kalau nak try cara lain,boleh ceki-daut dekat blog/youtube yang saya mention kat atas tadi.. OR boleh google website make-up artist lain yerh....
GoodLuck! ;)

So.... the results of this make-up tutorial

JENG! JENG! JENG!

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TADAAAA!

Simple Make-up

or..... you can use your creativity untuk colors and shading yer girlss...

...like this look...

Or... this one... tapi, kene tebalkan lagi laa make-up

how about this one.. hehe

 Orrite.. kalau ada ilmu lagi, saya share another tutorial yerh... Feel free to comment readers!

With love... HH

Confinement a.k.a Berpantang

What does it mean by confinement? Why women must go for confinement after delivery? How was it?

Most people don't really quite get it what is it about confinement, especially guys... kan kan... during my recent confinement, my lil brother (who was not so little..hihi) ask me "kenapa orang pompuan kene berpantang yer? nak makan ape-ape pon makan jerla..kan.. doctor takde kate xboleh pon.. kan) huuhhh??
Alaaaahai... my brother... he's too young too understand kot...

to me there's no specific rules or guide on how woman go thru confinement period... it depends on you, it depends on your mother/mother-in-law, it depends on your environment... YES, memang confinement method boleh ada macam-macam gaya... ada guna cara traditional, ada yang lebih ke modern style... semua cara boleh pakai, sebab tgk atas badan si ibu jugak... lain badan, lain treatment nyer.. bukan semua orang sama.. kan...kan..

like myself... sudah experience dua kali confinement and i tell you... both are totally different... haaaa, nak tau kenapa... sebab for myself, the confinement method depends on my MOTHER.... yerla kan, i berpantang di rumah ibu saya, sure la kene ikut rules and gaya dia... kan...

well, masa deliver yang 1st child, saya berpantang di Ampang.. yes masa tu our family still live in Ampang lagi, rumah lama lagi banyak nostalgia itu... ouhh rumah tuh masih standing lagik yerr(hehee..) currently tidak di huni oleh sesiapa... papa have no intention to sell or rent to anybody sbb nak save utk anak2 katanya... mana tau, nanti saya kene transfer KL pulak ke... hihiii...

ok ok.. back to the subject matter... masa 1st child, mama sangat strict and more to traditional style lah...

1. air hanya boleh minum sikit2 ajer.. semua air panas or suam.. sejuk2 cannot!

2. makan cuma bubur and ikan haruan...

3. ikan haruan tuh di bakar shj... (ouhh xlupa jg minum air polleney tuh everyday)

4. tak da makanan berminyak.. banyak yg bakar-bakar and rebus2..

5. minum air kunyit pekat tuh konon naikkan SERI muka..

6. minum air asam jawa masam pekat likat..

7. BANYAKKK makan blackpepper... fuhhh mmg berpeluh2 youuu...

for 44 days... ituuu shj masuk dlm perut.... tapi kadang2, mama bagi kelonggaran, bagi jugak la makan daging sekali-dua and gulai kari sikit2...

sempat amik picture of my lunch tray masa confinement first child dulu

untuk pakaian pulak.... MESTI pakai sweater tebal all the time, tak kira siang ke, nk tido ke, mesti pakai sweater.. katanya taknak masuk angin dalam badan... pastu socks tebal of course la kan kene pakai sentiasa! kain batik and t-shirt kt dalam...

BURUK gilersss, perut masih BONCIT.. ni kalau tak silap baru a week after delivery

NO COMFY! sentiasa berpanas... tak boleh ber-aircond, tak boleh ber-kipas kuat2... memang PANASSSS! dah la pakai sweater and socks tebal, kipas speed slow je.. pastu kt badan ni.. haaa banyak giler macam jenis krim jamu ke amende entah sapu kt perut, belakang, betis, tapak kaki, kat dahi pon ada... namanya pilis kot yang sapu kat dahi tu.. hehe.... pastu rambut panjang kan, kene ikat tinggi2, macam ala-ala singh tuh... (eh, betul ke saya eja 'singh') ada sebab tuh kenapa kena ikat macam tu... i think sebabnyer nak bagi urat2 tuh tertarik and tegang semula la kott gituu... 

saya bersama mak bidan urut saya... masa ni sudah 30 hari rasanya

haaaaa, kan kan saya dh cakap... memang kronik tak selesa (kadang2 stress melanda jgk) masa 1st child dlu... but the results... saya turun 10kg during confinement tuh... sebab saya rajin home sauna time tuh... sehari mesti 2 kali masuk sauna duduk tuh.. sekali sauna, 30 minutes.... perghhh, memang banyak lemak2 saya ni burn laaa.. ngehehee..

saya yang sudah habis pantang 1st child

Muhammad Hafiy

TETAPI...... lain pulak style Mama saya ni masa confinement yang baru-baru ni, for 2nd child delivery....

okay.... kalau nak tau macam mana my confinement yang baru-baru ni.... tunggu my next entry post yer... yang 2nd, ni memang lebih menarik and BEST sgt okay!

Keep checking my updates yer readers!

(urhh, ade ke reader kat my blog nieyh??)

:P

With love.. HH

Welcome my princess, Hana Arissa!

I am..... really trully sorry for the late entry post of my delivery to the beautiful daughter, Hana Arissa...

Honestly i have no reasons to give.. hrmmmm...

Why i don't take the initiative to update the birth of this princess??.. Well, the answer is..memang purposely sengaja and penyakit "M" (malas) to write during confinement, ....i guess...

Okay.... so... this 2nd time experience is totally different from the first one... i'll share to you the story so that it can be your reference, and maybe my reference also, in future... anyway, sharing is caring, kannn.... different child, has different experience... bukan semua anak sama....

During my 2nd pregnancy i've done MRI (which is stand for..i hv no idea.. or... i think i forgot the full words of it) at 37 weeks.. and the results says my pelvic bone is seriously small.. it is impossible for a baby of weight more than 2kilos to go thru a normal delivery of mine... unless my baby is weight only 1.7kilos which very small, then there's a chances to go for normal delivery...

so, am accepting the fact that I AM SMALL... but... however... we'll never knew right, mana tahu... miracles does happen.... insyaAllah boleh ke... kan kan...

so, as the MRI result says it is... we have choose the lucky number of the lil princess birth on 11 July 2011 (11.07.11), Monday early morning... and of course thru c-sec....

as like previously, the operations room was sooooo demn COLD and im FREEZING and SHIVERING... feels like am in a eskimo house! dah laa tak pakai ape2... sejukkkkkkk...

half of my body part di 'bius' kan... so, am awake during the operations, but feels nothing from chest until bottom... during operations, as it was very early in the morning, i was still fresh and i remember making 'noises' masa pembedahan tuh... hahahaha! yes!! altho i was di 'bius' kan.. but still i can feel like the doctor macam tarik2 my body, i can smell the smoke (maybe the laser kot), i can feel they push my stomach here n there... soooooo, i was being a bit naughty and GEDIKS, i make sounds like "ouchh" "aaa" "uuuuhhh" "ishhhh"... and of cos the doctors and nurses surely tanya "sakit ke puan??" that's the procedure kan... if really the patient feel pain they need to stop and see if there's anything wrong happen... hahaha... and you know what i replied "emm, takde la sakit sgt, cuma neves" HAHAHAHAAAA!

Guess what, doctors semua MARAH la kannnn... "Puan Hardiana...... pleaseeee don't make any unnecessary sounds... if you really REALLY feel painful, than baru you tell us" hahahaa... OPPSS! mummy sudah being nakal there... "okay2 doctor.." heheheee....

but this time... the operations does feel more painful than the first one... IT REALLY IS!.. i think maybe bcoz im still fresh so i can really feel the pain.... Masa delivery the first one dulu, i was reaaally weak at that time.. masa tuh dah sakit 12 hours contraction, then biler doctor see poor progression baru kami proceed to c-sec... sooo, masa tuh dah LEMAH and lembik gilorrss, mmg takde feeling2 sakit dh kt operation room... masa tuh pikir cepaaat laa abis sbb dh xlarat sgt.... huhuu..

So, this time.... biler baby Girl dah berjaya keluar, they show me my lil princess.. SOOOO BEAUTIFUL.... and I kiss her on the cheek... then off she goes to the nursery.... myself still in the operation room coz doctor need to 'unzip' my stomach... masa tu masyaALLAH..... sakit nyerrrrrr!!!!!!! seriously that one was reaaaaally PAINFUL! tak tipu2 dah ni.... me crying out loud "aduuuhhh sakit doctor""sakitttt".... doctor cakap, tahan sikit yer.. sekejap yer... sambil tu dia buat ape entah... hv no idea... huhuuuhu coz i cudnt see it kan.... anyway, after operations done, i am much relief...... Alhamdulillah semua selesai..

I was sent to my ward... and there was my Mama, my sister Hafiza and Encik Azmi... waiting for baby to come and breastfeed her for the first time... after few hours, baby sampai and we called her as Hana Arissa... the name is as beautiful as herself... hehe...

No words can describe the feeling of first time holding my baby, breastfeed her and kiss2 and hug2 her tenderly.... for 9 months i've carry her in my womb, and now finally she arrive safely in my arms.... i feel blessed... thank you Allah for the gift...

Now... HONESTLY.... the only mostly treasures i have in this world are these two person which are MUHAMMAD HAFIY and HANA ARISSA... which can never be replace with anything else, which will be the VERY VERY VERY IMPORTANT person in my LIFE FOREVER...

THINGS THAT KEPT ME GOING, MOTIVATIONS THAT KEPT ME BREATHING EVERY SECONDS, IS MY TWO BEAUTIFUL KIDS HAFIY AND HANA!

Please remember my Son and Daughter..... your Mummy Hardiana Haris... LOVE you both very very much!

With love.. HH

p/s: I am currently fully breastfeeding my daughter Hana Arissa (3 months old), Alhamdulillah! and..... I consume Herbalife product during my confinement.. insyaAllah, my next entry post, i will share to you how Herbalife helps me to slim down, reshape my body and boost up my Milk production! BEST tau... :)

hormon tak stabil???

i don't know what's up with me lately.......
im sooo sensitive and very emo-emo damn easily.......... short temper, cepat terasa, and easily tense...... i don't know why, seriously........
is it because of pregnancy (now 24 weeks ++) and my hormone tak stable keee, or because of being superb duper bz with year end audit keee, or because of aircond kat office nih dh seminggu macam tak sejuk aje, masalah apa tak tau........ or ..... i don't know why........... uhuhuuuuuuu =(

right now..... i just wish that no one bother me with something remeh temeh, something yang can make me upset/angry, serabut giler skang!!!

urgghhhhhh! rimas, rimas, rimaaaasssssssssssssssssssss!



with little love.... HH

=P

...i wish forrr........

yesszzz.... i know, i knowww.....................

my birth-day is still far lagi.... but, i think now is the right time to berangan-angan.... what acctually i want for this year birthday....... hrmmmm.... still cudnt figure out what yet....

and also.... bile dh calculate plus minus ere n there.... i MAYBE celebrate my birthday during my confinement?!!!! waddee~~~ huhuhuuuukkk..... no cakes, no sweets, no chocolate, no ice cream, no shopping, no karaokesss.... but presents?? still can have... kan kan kannnnn..... heheee....

oklahhh.... nk berangan-berangannnnn...... nk ape yerh... ape yerhh... adusssz, blurrrr gilerr....
but.... ada few things yg mcm best and 'sesekaliiii ku rasa teriiingiiinnnnnn...' nak



ipad2 - but the price, perghhh RM1200 above kottt...



a set of SOTHYS facial care - i'm not sure how much cost for one whole set... but worth it ke yerk??



a set of make-up from MAC - as im a make-up addict.... boleh tambah collection and main 'conteng-conteng' muka lagik.... gedixx~~lalalaaaaa





a gold bracelet - wuhuhuuuu... glam gitu..... duit nyer pon glammm...




a hot pink handbag - Aaarggghhhhh! juling mata... tido peluk bag ni jerh... hihiii


and til now.... stil berangan-angan... what acctually i want.. really.... hrmmmm... sungguh blurry lagih nih........ ideasssssssssss... pls come to me... ngeheheee....


with love... HH

busy bee..

Saya tau saya sudah lama mengabaikan dearie blog nih.. Bukan tak sengaja mahu mengupdate kan dearie blog, tapi mmg sengaja punnnn kan.. Hihihiii.. Macam biasala... Kita sure nyer bagi alasan standard... Sebab saya busy lah, takde masa lah,takde idea lah, kekadang tuh sebab malas pun yer jugak kaaannn.. Selalu jerk singgah sini, tengok-tengok je... Tapi biler nk click new post tuh, jari ni rasa beraaaat semacam (pergh! Alasan tak bley blah).. Tapi biler jenguk-jenguk blog kawan laen, jeleeeess jerk tengok mereka bersemangat membedal segala macam cerita menarik tertarik ko memang debomng cakap sama luh! (Amik kau, statement panjang tuh)..

Sooooo, apa yang saya mau cerita ini dalam post yerh... As the title already written "busy bee", sooo, memang pon, kaaannnn... March.. My very busy month untuk kita tauuuu... Nama designation pon dah 'Finance & Admin Executive'... Finance - busy yang amat bangat mabuk-mabuk macam orang morning sickness dah semuanya.. You name it baybeh.. Provision tax compt eleven month, MC paper for financial year as at 11 month, report ituh inih, initiative ituh inih yang nak keneh complete kan by end of March, blaaa bla blaaahhh.. Admin pulak - masa ni lah semunya nak perabihkan budget.. Masa nih lah baru nk start beli itu beli ini.. Masa ini lah semua segala mak nenek event nak buat jugak.. Away day ituh inih..
Ko bayangkan lah nokkkkk.. Mana hati nak tak sentap nakkkk.. Finance matters pun mak nak kene allocate time, admin pun mak jugak noookkk... Admin nyer hal nampak jer mudah kannn, tapi sangat lah remeh temeh and makcik nih jugak kene allocate banyak time kat hal-hal kecik nih.. Takpeeee takpe kita memang 'suuuuuker' bulan march ni jugak kann.. Sebab time nih jugak PPA kannn..

Tapi tapi tapi... Kiter tak kesah dah pun... kekadang kiter rasa 'serooooonokk' sangat.. Hihiihihii.. Yang penting kat kiterrr, hidup mesti mau happy sajerrr... Kannn..

Haaaaa, pastu kan kan kannn.... Kiter skang kan dah pregnant 5 bulan jugal tauu.. Besssstt, sebab kita tak sabaarrr nk baby keluar.. Hahaaaa (baru 5 bulan siot).. Sebab aper tau... Sebab satu kalau ni baby girl kan, memang best ah kann.. Pastu kiter jugak tak sabar nak merasa balik pengalaman breastfeeding baby and kalau dapat nak lama sampai setahun 2 tahun kann.. I've been reading a lot about bf lately.. Soo, teruja laa mak kannn.. Heheee..

Haaa, pastu pastu pastuuu, saya jugak dah start consuming Herbalife semulaaaa! Andddd, alhamdulillah! It really works on mummy to be like me!!! Saya dah hilang rasa mual-mual, angin-angin dalam badan and rasa pening pun kurang.. Serius babe! Best siot... Legaaaa hati mak nookk.. And mengikut kata penasihat saya, nanti kulit baby akan cantikkk ajer sebab mummy consume Herbalife kann.. Sooo, skang ni I'm also helping my sister cik enja, menjadi independent distributor for Herbalife nih.. She's sooo superb and excellent babe, really can help you all, and can be ur personal coach yang sangat best! Takde tipu punya maaa.. Sebab dia jenis peramah tak hingat, friendly and cakap banyakkk.. Feel free to visit her blog lah http://efieyzzhl.blogspot.com haaaaa, singgah-singgah la menjenguk yerrrr...

Okla dearie blog... Kiter sebenarnya kan, menaip entry post ni dalam kereta guna BB jerk.. Muahahaaa.. Mak buhsan dalam kete noookkk.. Heheee..
See you in next post yerh (kalau mak rajin-rajin kat exercise jari ni lah yerh) hihihii..

With Love... HH

Siapa Hardiana Haris??

Hardiana Haris.... hehee... dia seorang yang sangat lembut hati, penyayang, sweet, cute, adorable, bla bla.... (hahaaa, perasan-perasan... blerkkkhh!)

Okay-okay.... serius yerh....


She's the eldest one in her family.... ada 4 orang adek beradek.... dia suker nak buat-buat jadi kakak yang baik di kalangan adik-adik nya... cewah...... kalau adik-adik laen ada masalah, selalunya dia suker la jadi pendengar setia nyaaa... i mean... dia macam act sebagai pendamai kalau ada yang gaduh or selisih faham dalam keluarga (wah! perasan tak hingat!!) kononnya boley jadi kakak contoh la dalam family.... tapi memang pon apa, dia tak suker sangat carik gaduh dengan adik adik or mak ayah.... tapi ada la jugak kan sket sket... setakat ada selisih faham ker, gaduh kecik kecik tuh biasa la... mana la semua manusia 'perfect' kan.... hardiana haris pon macam tuh... mungkin kadang-kadang dia pon ada buat silap.. tak pernah pon fikir yang dirinya sempurna dan baik hati suci murni... takde maknenyer.... tapi apa yang penting padanya.... selagi mampu, dia akan tolong keluarga nya... yang mana ada masalah dengan kekasih ke, dengan kawan ke, masalah kewangan ke, pelajaran ke, masalah sakit hati ke.... apa-apa jela.... yerlaaaa, dengan siapa lagi kita mau mintak tolong kalau bukan dengan darah daging sendiri.... kan kan kan....

hardiana haris... sangat-sangat hormat dan saaaaayang sama itu papa dan mama nyerrrr.... sebab pada dia, mereka berdua dah terlaluuuuuuuuuu banyak berkorban untuk diri dia... dari dia kecik, sampai masuk sekolah, sampai masuk universiti, sampai waktu bercintan-cintan, sampai dah kerja, sampai dah kawin, sampai dah ada anak....... SEMUAAAA nya parents banyak tolong.. so just imagine yerh, mana nak carik parents macam ni skang.... so thats why she respect them sooo much! kalau boleh, mintak dijauhkan la dari segala perbuatan yang dia buat, boleh menyinggung perasaan papa dan mama..... berdosa babe... hehee... selagi mampu, setiap bulan dihulurkan duit sikit-sikit.... selagi mampu, dia tolong mana yang boleh... selagi mampu, dia cuba gembirakan hati mereka.... itulah dia cik puan hardiana haris kita..... bukanlah nak katakan dia manusia yang berhati baik ke suci murni ke.... tapi, dia cumalah manusia biasa yang kadang-kadang ada buat silap.... tapi kesilapan itulah sebenarnya yang telah banyak mengajar dia jadi manusia tambah tambah baik lagi... heheee... kaannnn...

kalau nak tau.... dulu masa hardiana zaman sekolah... MasyaAllah.... sangat lah nakaall nyerr..... nakalll.... time masuk matrik pon nakal.... dah pandai turun KL sendiri, pakai skirt pendek... keluar hostel cabut tudung.... warnakan rambut.... kawan dengan orang entah pape.... banyak boyfren.... ishhh2...... selalu kene marah dengan papa mama.... selalu buat papa mama risau... selalu buat mama kecik hati and nangis.... anak paling nakal lah! so that's why i said..... saya bukan lah manusia sempurna... cuma sekarang biler kita dah dewasa (dah makin tua... ngehehe) kita belajar dari kesilapan.... tak mau buat lagi dah perangai burok tuh.... biler ingat balik rasa macam dah terlalu banyak dosa dah dia buat dengan papa dan mama.... menyesal tak guna, jahat nyer dlu.... alhamdulillah sekalang... ngeheee...


sekarang hardiana dah kawin pon... dah ada anak sorang.... baby boy yang nakal sama macam mummy dia... wakakaka..... bad influence betol saya nih.... yerla.... kalau tengok saya dan family saya.... kami memang sekeluarga jenis yang happy-go-lucky..... sangat gedik! sangat mengada! sangat suker makan! sangat suker camworing! sangat suker bising! sangat LOUD! hahaaa.... we are not shy-shy type of people dude! that's is all about haris family.... soooo, the 'LOUD' influence itu telah sedikit sebanyak di absorb oleh my baby boy..... so jadilah hafiy yang manja dan gediks jugak... haha...

in person.... hardiana seorang yang tak suker buruk sangka dengan orang... tak suker nak carik gaduh dengan sesapa.... dia suker jer nak kawan dengan semua... tak pernah nak pilih-pilih bulu ni.... tak pernah terpikir nak ada beza-beza dengan kengkawan nyer... but she's hardly could fine friends actually... especially girls.... don't know why.... that's y dulu... kawannyer banyakkkk yang lelaki..... not to say dia takde kawan perempuan langsung... cuma kalau tanya BFF, maybe she dont have one kot.. ngeheheee.. but whatever..... life must goes on.... tapi dia suker socializing and mingling around with people... she likes to meet new people... sukerrr la... sebenarnya dia seorang yang suker nak bantu kengkawan dia... and she's actually good in keeping secrets... she can be trusted... no worries.. but sometimes, her friends suker take advantage on her.... she noticed that... but that's life kan... takpela..... dia pasrah saja.... sebab dia sayang kat kawan-kawan dia.... tapi dia tau.... masih ada kawan-kawan yang sayang kat dia jugak.... masih ada yang ambil berat pasal dia....
pastu kalau nak tau.. hardiana haris ni sebenarnya seorang yang pemalas laaaa bangat... haha, yerrr dia memang pemalas.... kalau bab-bab memasak ke, dia malas sangat.... kalau bab-bab mengemas pon, dia malas jugak la, takdela malas sangat, malas la sikit... heheeee... hardiana rajin nyer ada time-time dia jer.... heheee, burok betol perangai.....



and then... hardiana haris punya love story pulak... ngeheheeee... jeng jeng jeng.... as a lover (ehem-ehem..cewah, malu lak nak cerita) dia seorang yang sangat penyayang tau.... hati hardiana sangat sensitif kalau bab-bab cintan cinton nih... dia bukan la seorang yang sangat romantik tapi, boleh laaaaa.... wakakaaa! tarikh-tarikh penting like birthday ke, anniversary ke, weddings ke... sure ingat punya! and MESTI punya kene ada gift tau...... tak kira lah setakat kad kecik cenonet je ke... tapi mesti ada something on the table.... baru lah ada meaning..... thats her..... hardiana haris kalau dia suker and sayang kat orang tuh, means she really does take it seriously.... dia tak pernah nak berkira dengan orang yang dia sayang... what really matters to her is that person jugak mesti sayang and caring pasal dia.... itu saja... no need to spoil her with money and luxury pon.... no cost at all.... only the L.O.V.E that she craving for.... wah! hahahaaaa.... okay-okay... takleh citer lebey-lebey bcos sudah mula blushing lah... :p

lastly... hardiana haris kalau korang nak tau, dia tak suker sangat buat accounting!!!!!!! dia lebih suker benda-benda yang glam, yang boleh jalan-jalan, yang leh jumpa banyak orang, yang ada music-music, ada tari menari, ada mekap-mekap cantik, ada bling-bling.... heheeeee gediks tak hingat lagi! hardiana suker menyanyi and dia selalu perasan jugak konon suara dia tuh sedap lah... wahahahaa.... other than singing, she also love to dance.... dulu memang niat nak jadi dancer... tapi tup tup rezeki pulak bergolek untuk buat accounting... nasib ada rezeki, kalau takde rezeki kat accounting nih, agaknyer sekarang kalau nak carik hardiana boleh pegi ke istana budaya ke, or akademi seni kebangsaan.... lalalaaaaa~~~ perasan lagi....

okeylaaaaa.... dah banyak sangat kiter bercerita pasal cik puan hardiana haris yang memang tergediks lagi terperasan nih..... dah naik menyampah lak membaca cerita-cerita budak nih... konon best la kot.... wah!


korang jangan nak sabotage dia tau... sebab dia seorang lurus lagi tak berapa bendul sangat.... heheee....

With love... HH

just being me

Tiada yang lebih berkuasa melainkan Allah SWT.

Terlalu banyak pahit manis yang kita lalui di dunia ini. Setiap pengalaman yang kita lalui sebenarnya banyak mengajar kita menjadi lebih matang. Tetapi setiap yang berlaku itu juga bergantung kepada individu bagaimana mahu menghadapinya. Ada yang mahu mengambil jalan mudah, ada yang mahukan bimbingan, ada yang mahu melarikan diri dari cuba menghadapinya, ada yang cuma berserah sahaja tanpa usaha. Ianya terpulang kepada bijaksana anda, pilih lah jalan yang terbaik.

Apa yang pasti, setiap yang berlaku itu ada hikmahnya. Mungkin Allah turunkan dugaan kita pada hari ni. Mungkin juga esok tuhan turunkan rezeki untuk kita.

Kadang-kadang bila tengok dari luaran, kita sangkakan orang itu sihat dan baik dan senang hidupnya. Sedangkan kita mungkin tidak tahu sebenarnya hidupnya bukanlah sesenang yang dilihat.

Apa yang berlaku dalam hidup ku selama 27 tahun ini aku amat hargainya. Setiap detik pengalaman telah banyak mengajar ku untuk teruskan perjuangan aku. Semua kenangan itu sangat manis dan tidak mudah untuk ku lupakan. Apatah lagi kehadiran orang-orang yang aku sayang di sekeliling ku. Tiada apa yang dapat ditukar gantikan kasih sayang aku kepada mereka. Termasuklah suami dan anak ku sayang. Sayang aku kepada mereka hanya aku dan Tuhan Yang Maha Esa sahaja yang tahu. Setiap nafas dan setiap titik peluh aku, semuanya kerana mereka.

Apa yang mampu aku lakukan adalah bersyukur kepada Mu Ya Allah kerana kurniaan ini. Tiada apa lagi yang ku mahu, cumalah KASIH SAYANG yang tidak berbelah bagi dari orang sekeliling ku...

Thank you Allah.
Thank you Papa.
Thank you Mama.
Thank you Angah.
Thank you Ja.
Thank you Iji.
Thank you Muhammad Hafiy.
And... Thank you Azmi....

With love.... HH

I wish....

Suddenly saya rasa sedih.. Suddenly saya rasa kesian.. Kat diri saya sendiri..
Saya tiba-tiba rasa..... How I wish I............

Huwaaaaa... Tapi ustaz-ustaz dan ustazah-ustazah selalu pesan, "kita kene selalu bersyukur dengan apa yang kita ada" pastu selalu dengar orang pesan "bila hal duniawai kene rajin pandang ke bawah, tapi bila hal akhirat pandang-pandang lah ke atas"

Tapi kan kan saya cumalah manusia yang lemah...
Ya Allah, kuatkan la semangat saya ini... Huhuhuuuuu
HuwAaaaaAAaa!

With Love... HH