Team Building @ Lumut

Assalamualaikum and Good Day everyone!!!

ehehee.. long time tak update dlm blog ni kan kan... well been very very da very busy dis few days...

aku baru jerk blk dari team building 3 days at Swiss Garden Lumut Perak.. very nice place, lots of facilities kat sana... and serooonook sgt2.... tapi malang nyer the food was a disaster! tak sedap ler.. and byk lalat terbang sana sini.. aku nk makan pon kureng jerk rasa.... bahkan bukan sahaja lalat, tgh dok makan2 tetiba keluar "meow..meow..meow2"... dr celah kerusi dn meja tuh... aduuhh la... kat hotel 5 star pon ada kucing ka? mcm mkn kt kedai mamak ajerk....

anyway, i did have fun, enjoy sgt2 team building ari tuh... byk games and activities tau... kitorang main kayak, main paintball, mandi laut, and mcm2 lagi ler... tak bosan pon... best2.... tp yg kureng best nyer... akibat dr begitu teruja dan excited main laut... aku dh makin gelap daa... my skin burn, muka dh hitam legam.. alamak! heheheee... tp takper.. nk enjoy punya pasai, aku tak kesah.... yg penting kita have fun! hehehee...

ceki-daut some pics yg best2 utk tatapan semua ----->

first day di Lumut, sementara lepak2 menunggu participant dr KL blum sampai, aku, pak embong, pian dan rosli gi test power main archery... hehe... hebat gak aku.. kenkadang jerla.. hahaha..

haaa.. inilah bendera keramat kumpulan kami.. "The Lion King".. teng tedeng.. heheee... war cry kitorg lagi best ngghhauummm!!!.... mengaum mcm singa... tp yg kelakar nyer mesti ada back-up suara lepas kitorg mengaum... "meow.. meow...." cis, itu suara2 musuh ketat kami.. saje je diorg tuh, jeles la konon.. hahahaa....

presenting.. "Lion King" team!... we are the best! hahaha!!!

kami semua dh ready nk naik speed boat nk pegi ke pulau pangkor.. then nk main kayak pusing satu pulau.... ishhh... I am sooo exicted!!!! always together.. Lion King!

with kak siti.... bukan siti nurhaliza, tetapi siti zabedah... hot mama.... kami berdua plg teruja skali naik speed boat and nk main kayak...

Kak Siti : jgn lupa yer send gambar akak...

Me : of course.... i will... hehe, pose kak... mantap gitu

ni masih basah kuyup lagi ni, baru jerk naik dr kayak satu pulau... pastu gi jln2 shopping sekejap sebelum kami berangkat pulang ke Swiss Gardn Resort Lumut... sempat lagi tu, pose!

it's paintball time babe!!! serang!!!!!... hahahaa.... seronok giler..

gaya dh ada.... mula main takut giler beb... tp bila masuk second game, berkobar2 den nk menawan musuh2 ketat kami tuh.. hahaaa....

uwaaaa.... time to go home... cepat masa berlalu... misz u all! keep in touch dou.. janji kita enjoy!!!

(this is only half of it, ramai yg lain dh ader yg balik dah dgn kete sendiri)

his birthday... 14th Feb 2008

Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday to my hubby...
Haaaaaappy bitrhday toooo yooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...

heheheeheeee.... love you love you love you love you....
mmmuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhxxx!!!!!

14th Feb 1981... now ur 27th year old... aiyoooo... sudah tua la hubby..
heheheeee... happy bitrhday to you... hope u like da present yg tak seberapa tuh..
and not forget... Happy Valentine's Day to you tooo...
sooo, where we gonna celebrate this special day? okla... how bout go out for a movie..
sounds great rite... mlm ni, tonite ok... at tgv KLCC... hrmmm... what movies... hrmmm, i'll think bout it... skang ni byk citer hantu jerk kt wayang.... i prefer to have something funny comedy or action movie... fabolous !!!!
heheeee....

just want u to know... i love u sooooooo much and im proud to have u as my husband... thank you for cherish me with your love....thank you for being so caring, so loving, so understanding, so supportive.... i reallly appreciate it my dear....

i love you today, tomorrow, and forever.... eternity.... Happy Birthday! semoga diapanjangkan umur... murah rezeki dan sentiasa dicucuri rahmat dr-Nya... Amin ya RabbilAlamin....

my baby???

today.... it's proven.... im not preggy... of course... very dissapointed.. frustrated... sad...

i have been waiting and sooo ready to be new mama... unfortunately... its not my luck... Ya Allah, ini semua dugaan mu... when it comes to Allah... i have to accept, this is my destiny, my faith for not yet to have a baby.... i believe... i'm confident.. my turn to have a baby will come... will come...

trust ur faith honey... im so glad and happy enough, i have a husband who is very supportive... very understanding... very caring.... thanks to Allah... thanks a lot to Him... syukur syukran...

im lucky enought if we compare to other people who live more suffer than us...

my life is almost complete.... im just now have to be a little bit pattient... little bit enduring... my time will come soon... when the times come... i will get a healthy cute baby... that will cheer up my family.... will brighten up my life... will ligthen up my life.... and at that time... thanks to Allah... thanks Allah....

Amin...

"Ya Allah... kau kurniakan lah kami cahaya mata... kurniakan lah kami zuriat yang sihat dan cukup sifatnya dari Mu Ya Allah... sebagai pengikat kasih kami suami isteri... perkenankan lah permintaan hamba Mu ini Ya Allah.. sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mendengar lg Maha Mengetahui segala galanya...

Amin YaRabbil Alamin..."

Boring

at office... nothing special at all, yet as now...

i dont' know why, but i feel bit tired today... not really in mood... sleepy... hrmmm...

camon diana.... aiyooo... what's happening to me... sikit2 letih.... sikit2 penat... this is not good...

but anywy, this evng, after work... kita ada dance class... yeeaaa... that will brighten up my day... eheheeee... must be entertaining....

okla.... got to go... work work work work and work is coming...

aaaahhh, pls give me a break....

Regards,

Of Life

She had been a bad girl. She knew that she had been a bad girl. And even though she knew she was bad, it didn't stop her. For the first time in her life, something felt right, even though logically she knew it was so wrong.

Evelyn had been married a long time. As a matter of fact, she couldn't remember a time when she wasn't married. And at 34, she wondered what life would have been like if she had ever been an adult on her own. She had always "belonged" to someone else. First she was someone's child, then someone's wife and then someone's mother. She had never just been Evelyn.

Evelyn knew that she had grown up in a loving household. She knew that she was something of a spoiled brat. Although her parents didn't succumb to her every whim, she was well taken care of. In high school, she struggled with the fact that she wasn't the best at everything. She wanted to be number 1, but lacked the drive to do anything about it. Luckily she was smart. But she was also lonely. Never having a boyfriend and only a handful of dates, Evelyn wondered if she was really that ugly.

Not ever having many guys be interested in her, she entered her freshman year in college as a dew eyed innocent. Barely having experienced anything, she wondered if anyone would ever be attracted to her. During the spring semester, she had been set up on a blind date with Derrick. That first date had been a disaster and Evelyn was shocked to find out that he wanted another. He was handsome and cute, yet he wanted to go out with her again. Taken aback that someone liked her that when he proposed to her, she accepted even though it meant moving halfway across the country.

Derrick and Evelyn had a rocky start. Evelyn had never worked a real job before and had never understood a lack of money. She learned real fast and had to grow up real fast too. She clung to Derrick because it was the only thing she had in her life. All they had was each other and their love for each other. After several years, they managed to buy a little house and finally get pregnant with a baby. Evelyn did work, but it didn't pay much. Money was still tight and Derrick lost the job that he had. He was forced to work somewhere that he didn't want to work at. He would lose his temper at Evelyn for things that hadn't been done around the house or about the meals that she tried to come up with on the limited money that they had. Didn't he understand that she was pregnant?

After the baby was born, Derrick seemed to ease up on Evelyn a little bit. He loved his little girl and she could do no wrong. But Evelyn had to make sure that everything was perfect in the house. It had to be spotless, his clothes had to be put away and dinner on the table when he got home. Evelyn did it all without ever complaining because she was afraid of being alone. She didn't want to lose her house, her baby, what little she had. Besides she loved him and how could she ask him to help out around the house when he worked harder than she did. Money was still an obstacle. It always was.

They lived this way, Evelyn in quiet servitude, for a few more years. Evelyn knew that Derrick didn't seem to love her anymore. He showed no interest in her at all. She couldn't blame him, after all she already knew that she wasn't pretty, she couldn't make ends meet and now she had become overweight. What interest could anyone have in her? One day he came home and told her that he didn't love her anymore. He had found someone else and he packed up a few things and left. Evelyn was shattered. After 10 years of marriage, he had fallen out of love with her. She knew that she must really be a horrible person for her husband of 10 years to not love her anymore. Most of all she cried because she was lonely and just knew that she would have to live the rest of her life alone.

Derrick wasn't gone very long. He came back and apologized to her. Told her that he just wanted her to be more outgoing, more loving. He told her that he couldn't be away from his little girl. Evelyn took him back in and tried to be the woman that he wanted her to be. She gave up who she had been and tried to remake herself into another person. Evelyn still loved Derrick and didn't want to live without him, so they needed to move past this in order to survive. Evelyn gave up her dream and got a different job and went back to school. She still quietly did everything around the house and never argued with him. She just tried to be the woman that he wanted her to be. She knew that she couldn't be alone.