Volleyball

Last week aku start balik join volleyball team utk lawan dalam East Coast Sport Carnival PETRONAS 2008... and... aku baru attend the training 3 hari....
so far.... all I can say is.... I am the worst player in the team... uwaaaa.... malunyer...
memang laaa, last year aku main jugak for the team, but, after last year game, i've never play again until last week i decided to join back the team because of some reasons (i think you know why)...

..all the players have started their practice since January 08 lagik!!! so just imagine... i just started joining them now on May and i have missed the training for about 4 months already!!! and mmg giler la aku ketinggalan... dr segi skills, confident, techniques and bla..bla...
malu jugak la biler time training, aku asyik kantoi jerk klo amik bola....
and for your info, aku ni jenis yg cepat 'down' tau.. biler something yg 'slack' jer.... trus confident and semangat tuh, mmg 'down' giler...

tp (nk menyedapkan hati) semlm nyer training aku ada sket improvement la.... hehe...
cumanyer.. i'm too focus, too concentrate, too excited, too energetic, too active... until my ankle ada seliuh sket... semlm dh rasa dh mcm urat kat my ankle tuh berdenyut2.... but i thought ala, sakit sket jer ni, kejap jer... until this morning, biler i woke up.... ankle aku sakit giler (kaki kiri)...
aku nk jalan terhincut2 bah.... tp solat subuh pagi tadi ok, cuma time berjalan jer.....

aduh laaa... so, what to do??? i have training this evening.... i don't want all the coach know bout this... im afraid they will thought that i'm a liability to the team... main sket sakit, sket2 sakit...
this morning i've put some 'orudis gel' at my ankle (i got it from doctor, last year)... hope the pain will reduce, so that i can play nanti.....

i really reaaaaally want to practice more.. want to do better... want to help the team to be the best team played in the game nanti.... that's why im sooo dedicated to the game... tak kesah practice bermati-matian pon.... tak kesah, klo kene sakit2 pon.... i know i can do better... i want to improve more.. more and more..... i want to make sure, training day by day ni... I must have some improvement in my skills and techniques...

so, readers.... doa2kan la yer.....
semoga kaki ku ni cepat sembuh and semoga aku berjaya membuat peningkatan dalam Volleyball game ni... Amin...