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Thursday, June 23, 2011

9 months update

As at today im 9 months pregnant already... to be exact, its 36 weeks and 4 days... my EDD is on 20 July 2011..

So my last check up was on 22 June 2011 at Kuantan Specialist Hospital... initially i was suppose to go for check up at Prince Court Hosp. on 24 June, but hubby ada Team Building at Tekam, Pahang, this weekend... So that's why we change it to KSH for check up this week...

Anyway, during my last maternity check up... baby's head in right position (kt bawah, on the spot dh, BINGO) hehe.... heartbeat was good, back bones, hands, air ketuban, semua seems to be good and normal.... but to my suprise.... the weights of this lil princess is now 3.05 kilos! ahaaa..... O.M.G..... yerp, when i heard doctor said.... "berat baby skang dah...... 3 kilos yerrr....." and smile to me...... i wasnt expected that doct.... huhuuu....sbb nyer... kalau now she's 3 kilos... by the time on 20 Jul later, entah brapa kilos agaknyer..... and chances to deliver it normal, hrmmmmm very lightly lah nmpak nyer..... like during Hafiy's time... he's 3.44 kilos and i had to go for c-sec... so, the second one nih.... hrmmm, tak tau lagi la.... doct Suraya ask us to start planning NOW... decide, wanna go for c-sec or still wanna try for normal or any other plans in mind lah.... she said that because if we decide to go for c-sec, than by 6 July, i can deliver the baby already, that time the baby 38 weeks and matured enuf to see Mummy... huhuuu...

Well, kitorang didnt expect that we need to start planning now...so, we discuss this over and over... dlm kereta, tgh makan, tgh tunggu WUM di servis kt Honda, tgh minum, tgh jalan, even kitorg start discussing on the names for this baby jgk... hahahaa.... semua discuss habes lah....

So, finally we decided, by 1st July, i'll standby already kt my mother's house (bangi)... we see that the chances to get normal delivery sgt tipis, likelyhood kene ceaser kot... dgn memikirkan skang pon i feel sooooo in pain kt tulang pinggul, can't walk properly, tgh duduk pon sakit.... it hurt soo bad! but anyway, biler 1 Jul tuh dh standby kt KL, then we consult dgn doc Aziz plak lah... we'll see how it goes, apa advice from him pulak... sbb i can tell you, doc suraya and doc aziz has quite a diff thoughts... semua doc mcm tuh kot... heheee.... and doc aziz pon dh plan nk buat MRI to me on 13 Jul.... i think maybe i wanna request it earlier than that kot... tgk lah mcm mana....

well anyway, sorry Boss and colleagues semua.. i know uolls wish me to stay dlu atleast the first week of July.... but, i think, i have to think about myself jgk kan..... in the end, this is what matters the most, family, kids, and our own healthy.... right???.... not saying that im being selfish, but im being reasonable enuf and balance it between work and my precious life.... huhuuu, emo2.....

okla2.... acctually i wanna record this just for my reference later and for sharing some info/experience with other mummy to be out there....


In 9 months pregnant for my second child, it is soo different from the first one.... i can say, much tougher and challenging this time:-

- when i'm walking, i feel SOOOO painful! rasa macam tulang pelvik/ tulang pinggul senget atau lari alingment dia ke hape ntah... sakit sgt2, tapi i hv to tahan jerla...

- i don't feel comfortable at all sitting on a sofa ke, on a chairs ke, even duduk bersila, bersimpuh ke, duduk lah gaya macam mana pon, sangat tak selesa.... rasa sakit kt tulang belakang, rasa perut cam nk jatuh sbb berat sgt ke depan...

- time nak tido is the most MISERABLE! sbb nyer... biler nak kalih badan ke kiri or ke kanan, ARGGGGGHHH! waktu itulah yg plg SEKSA sekali.... sbb kene tahan rasa sakit di bahagian tulang pelviks tuh, mcm rangka tulang aku tuh dh senget-benget lah, then u force it to support u time nk pusing kiri kanan tuh, GGGRRRRR! giler sakit, smpai cam nk nangis2....

- lain pulak dlu, time hafiy, i can't sleep and crying over the night because he won'ts stop kicking, stretching inside there.... yg 2nd ni pulak, xder la menganggu mummy sleeping, cuma sakit2 tulang mummy yg getting very the worst experienced of my life....

- my stomach was soooooooo big and 'tajam' ke depan! and most of the dress and maternity pants sudah fit! sbb perut tuh 'tajam' sgt ke depan... soo, biler pakai maternity pants tuh mcm dh tak muat and tak selesa sgt dh... prefer pakai dress lagi senang lah....

- i'm hungry like every 1 hours... asyik nk makann ajer and biler dh makan tuh pulak, i can eat more than usual kot.... even after i drink Herbalife Shake, i can still eat rice and feel hungry lagik... huhuuuu.... (gemuk la mcm ni...)

- sgt challenging jgk biler kiter pregnant and with a toddler boy nih, sbb dia suker nk bergomol2 dgn mummy dia, baring atas my big tummy, tendang2 perut yg besar nih, kdg2 dia pukul2 perut ni.. PERGHH!!! sakit tak terkata.... klo mummy rasa sakit sendiri tuh takperla lagi.... ni takut kang ada effect ape2 kot nti kt baby tuh yg worries me.... Hafiy is only 2 years old, can't blame him bcoz he dont quite get it that he'll having a lil sister nanti... even though we all dh explain soo many times kt dia dh.... huhuuu...

- haaaa, lagi satu.... during 2nd nih, i keep repeating rasa mcm mengah2 and mcm susah nk breathing, mcm tiba2 dada tuh rasa kene 'himpit' and di 'pressure' tau.... mcm jantung tuh tiba2 functioning very slow..... tak tahu kenapa... it happens in any time, tgh duduk depan komputer ke, tgh driving ke, tgh tgk tv ke, tgh makan ke, tgh berjalan ke, tgh tido ke, ANY time lah.... weird sgt, but it only last like 2-3 minutes laaa.... pastu hilang blk.... and it happens everyday..... pelik kan...

sooo, basically, that's it a bit of some info/experience sharing yang nak citer-citer kt sini....
mana tau, later on i can refer back to this entry, kot2 preggy lagi for the 3rd ke 4th ke.... heheee...

well, mmg la klo ingt balik, it's very tough tau sbnrnya all mummies kene harungi time preggy ni... but, pikir kan blk, every pain we felt is 'Pahala' to us..... i'm glad and feel blessed.. =)
hopefully, this baby will be healthy cute lil girl and mummy can't wait to meet you dear.... same goes to your big brother, hafiy.... im sure he's 'excited' also.... hahaaaa, can't wait to see his reaction nanti!

Wish me luck and i think, maybe ntah2 my next entry post is 'the born of our lil princess' pulak... hahaaa....

With love... HH

hafiy(2 yrs) with his cousin Khalish(3 mths)...

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Hari Ayah!

11.39PM (in M'sia), maybe.. 4-5PM (in Sudan)

ME: Happy Father's day to you Papa! Love you very much and thanks to you for the endless support and guidance.. I am such a lucky daughter to have you as a father! Love you :)

PAPA: Tqvm for your wonderful wish.. Alhamdulillah, i'm so happy and proud also to have you as my daughter and what most important is your strong heart... and plss continue so forever.. InsyaAllah Allah akan membalas semua kebaikan kita.....


after reading his text.... i cudn't sleep..... my eyes widely open.... the words from him were sooo deep.... and i can really understand what does he meant.... i know what he's trying to say...... 'strong heart'.......................................... feels like wanna cry.... so bad... but no tears dropping on my face.... (dh kering kot air mata nak nangis..huhu)......
however, in my heart, im screaming and crying like crazy.... cuma if u see me outside, i hv no more tears to let go........

dear papa, im strong now because of you and mama's support.... thank you for everything both of you have done for me..... i survive now and in future, because of you both.....
Thank you Papa! Thank you Mama!




With love... HH