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Thursday, March 26, 2009

heart broken

He... preferred to play Golf then accompany me to KL..
He... choose not to missed his Golf, then accompany me driving to KL..
He... don't even support me whem i'm stressed and down because he has his Golf game and Paintball game to think of...
He... don't have any sympathy on me.. even when im droping my tears thru my cheek in front of him..
He... don't even care to go back to my father's homwtown to visit my grandmother passed away..
He... is the one that i choose to be with for the rest of my life...

my tears are dropping while i'm typing this...
im in pain... my heart hurts... my back hurts.. my leg hurts... my baby wont stop kicking...

so tense.. so stressed..

6 comments:

efiey fieza said...

kyung....
so sorry to hear that...
if im d one who adding the pain also...
i'm really10x soryyyyy.....

p/s:ttbe trase sgt.. yg betapa perlunya kte sehidup semati dgn org yg nakkan and sygkan kite...
huhu
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NHCH said...

Diana, I'm sooo thankful I found out abt your blog ni. I thought I'm the one who's being unreasonable & demanding. How can they be so insensitive at times kan?

diANa hARiS said...

yup true... but wani, thru my experience la kan.. after 3 years marriage.. for the first year tuh, mmg giler sgt challenging... during 1st year tu la u can see the true colors of them.. whereas we always wish that things remain the same b4 n after... which is hardly to happen.. hrmmm, that's life.. tp jgn give up, when time goes by, be patient a lot, then ull find ur more attached 2gather and appreciate things around u...
cuma perlu sabar jer dlu... =)

Anonymous said...

Maybe en Azmi act like that bcoz of his friends influence...very sorry on behalf his friends.
Honestly, from my opinion, en Azmi is very good guy...you're so lucky. i know him...in fact i'm the one who join him to play golf every friday and saturday.once again..i'm very sorry.

diANa hARiS said...

takperla... aku dh lupakan pon... ni kes lama dh nie.. taip pon waktu tgh marah2 and frusted giler2... sbb tuh camtuh ayat nyer... im okay with him... im lucky to hv him.. and he is lucky to hv me too =P... hehe

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