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Monday, November 14, 2011

Cita-cita saya ialah....

Do you remember when we were small, still in Primary school, favorite question people around you keep asking is..........
"Apa cita-cita adik?"
"Bila besar nanti nak jadi apa?"
"What is your ambition?"
Kaaannn....



YES, same as mine... teachers, parents, friends, aunty uncle, most of them will ask that favorite question.. Why lorh?? I also have no idea... Even myself also now, like to ask that question to those Program Bakti Pendidikan PETRONAS kids... hahaha..
Lame me... i know... kehkehkeh... maybe just want to check this kids, do they have a target or dreams to become somebody-somebody ke..kaannnn... Is good to have Ambition la.. but being in Year 4 or 5 ke... cannot blame also if they don't have one... yerla kan... too small to understand, maybe.....

I still remember mine... when i was in Year 4 Sekolah Rantau Petronas (SRP), teacher start asking
"Apa cita-cita kamu? Bila besar nanti nak jadi apa?"
And standard average my friends would answer Doctor, Teacher, Pilot, Policeman, Engineer (even we heard Fireman also, hahahaa)
.... and for me...
I answered Architect!



Haaaaaaa.... pehal lak minah ni tiba-tiba architect plak daaa..... hahahaa... at that time, I thought that I was very good in drawing (perasan lagi syok sendiri konon lukisan kita cantik-cantik semua and berseni laaa... bluweekk) so thats why, arkitek menjadi pilihan... MUAHAHAAA!

Then time flies... enter secondary school pulak... your exposure become wider.. you learn and discover a lot of new things lagi kaannn.... So, again, teacher ask that POP question
"what do you want to be when you grow up?"
and i answered Accountant!



Ahaaaa... change already.... ngeheheee... yurp.. During Secondary school I choose to be accountant BECAUSE i find it NUMBERS are easy and not so boring and dry (yekeeee????) hahahaa.... yes yes yes... keep laughing at me... =(

But yeaaa... seriously i enjoy numbers more than science/biology/chem/physics... apatah lagi subject like history, errrghhh laaagii la tak dapat masuk kepala ni... ehehee...

Sooooo, as i said so... biler dah dapat result SPM, DANG! betol pon, "A" in Accounts and Maths... continue study in Matriculation, do Accounting jugak...PASS... continue Degree in Accounting also... PASS.. interview sana sini... TING! dapat kerja, doing Finance & Accounts jugak... Saaaaaammpai la sekarang... Still with numberss, Debit Credit, $$$$ money, RM, Profit / Loss, balance ke tak balance, Tax Computation,  Deferred Tax (!@*&^%$#), Month End (!@$%^&*), DATELINES (!*&^$@#), blaaa bla blaaa stress stress tired tired... lama-lama ICU...kott...



haaa tu laaa... ari tu kata sukeerrr kan, enjoy kann, terror numberss kann... ERKKS... uwaaaa.... NOW, only NOW... tiba-tiba feeling dah tak sama macam dulu laaaa... tapi tapi tapi..... dulu belum kawen, belum ada suami, belum ada anak, belum ada komitmen, belum tengok / explore dunia ni habis.... sekarang dah expose luas... dah tau itu ini, dah rasa itu ini..... 

*I'M SORRY* GUILTY

I'm just expressing from my sincere heart and being honest here... YES saya memang dah tak minat lagi debitcredit... kad kredit dan kad debit jer saya minat (erkss... mengarut lagik) saya kalau boleh nakk.. nak.. nakk.. nakk...

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Ooooooii la Cik Puan Hardiana... ada kerja tetap pon mujur.... orang lain menganggur puas carik kerja sana sinun tau.... *erkss* okay-okay...

Time to back in REALITY... Kerja mesti diteruskan.. untuk hidup kita perlu kerja, sebab nanti dapat gaji kan, boleh beli makanan, boleh beli baju hafiy and hana, boleh bawak family jalan-jalan...
Like one advice i got from someone at office... "kalau hardiana fikir, kita kerja kerana Allah... insyaAllah, semuanya dipermudahkan... hardiana cuba bayangkan, yang bayar gaji hardiana sekarang ialah Allah... barulah kita rasa seronok nak bekerja dan kita pon lebih fokus, sebab kita ikhlas kita buat ni Allah nampak dan dia bayar gajaran duit kat kita.."
Thanks Capt for the advice...

Semoga kerja aku sekarang atau kerja yang bakal akan datang diterima Allah, Amin
(aih... 'kerja yang bakal akan datang'... maksudnya.. nak tukar kerja ke???) SYhhhhh biarla rahsia ;p

at IKEA... kerja jugak ni.. cari barang for Company's event...  =)


With love.. HH

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