Keputusan Piala Malaysia 2011!

Kemenangan untuk game FINAL Piala Malaysia 2011 telah jatuh ke tangan Negeri Sembilan!

Tahniah buat pasukan Negeri Sembilan dengan jaringan 2-1..... it was a good game...

Agak-agak kesedihan melandanya hati ini nyerr punn... kerana nya saya memang berpihak kepada pasukan Terengganu... na na naaa ganu kiteerr! Tapi biasalah, adat bertanding, ada yang kalah, ada yang menang... 

But overall, i was a good game.. although i feel like the game a bit macam kelam kabut... 2-2 team macam kelam kabut... ecehh ecehh, pandai pulak aku bagi review... bukan football fans pon, muahahahaaa!

TETAPI, pada pandangan mata kasar saya yang tak berapa kasar... walaupun kemenangan di pihak Negeri Sembilan, Team Terengganu nampak lebih agresif dan rancak menyerang... cuma mungkin goalkeeper Ganu sudah injured sikit kannnn, soooo itu yang terlepas jugak 2 goal... cewahh-cewah, alasan boleh diterima tak??! (erkk..)

Cute kan pic ni... aku jumpa kat google image.. haha

Anyway, kalau Terengganu win the game pon, macam laaaaa aku bley cuti... esok Month End Closing kot... A LOT of work woooooo kat office!!! 

Takpe..takpe... Team Ganu, jangan sedih-sedih sangat yer... YOU REALLY DID AN AWESOME JOB!

With love... HH

Piala Malaysia 2011 - Terengganu vs Negeri Sembilan

This is weird??? Entry post tittle jer sudah sangat memelikkan dan meraguinyer pon kann... (erhh, loghat mcm Johan Raja Lawak lakss)

Readers blog saya tentunya menggarukan kepalanya punnn sbb nyer punn, i had never a fans of footballs game u know... hahaa.. and suddenly i make a post tittle as above.. what da??!

Saja jer, sebab memamg teruja sedikit dan excited sedikit kerananya.... Malam ni... 29 October 2011 jam 8.45PM, akan bermula lah perlawanan akhir PIALA MALAYSIA 2011 di antara TERENGGANU dan NEGERI SEMBILAN! 

YEAAAA! Mesti tengok wokey... sbb saya mahu sokong negeri TERENGGANU laaa... go! go! go! ganu kiteeee.... WHY GANU???? laaaa... of course la baybeh... im working in TERENGGANU babe.... and i grew up in TERENNGANU also babe... copp, what??! hehee... yerlaa... saya sekolah di terengganu ni.. from primary until secondary tau... nama sekolah saya dulu, SEKOLAH RANTAU PETRONAS, pastu dia tukar nama plak (suker-suker plak main tukar nama) SEKOLAH MENENGAH KEB RANTAU PETRONAS...

OIT..oit.. back to the subject matter please! yea..yea... saya ramalkan cuaca agak baik malam ini sebab terengganu bakal menjulang itu piala malaysia 2011! AMINNNN!!!

Pray for the best ganu... insyaAllah.. saya dapat cuti peristiwa esok kerana anda, footbal team Terengganu!

(Hafiy said: "ten-kiuuuuu")

to chekc-out details, click at FB piala malaysia!

With love.. HH

Real Steel was Awesome!

Today, I've spent a quality time (ecehh..ecehh) with my siblings... we watched movie at Alamanda GSC (the nearest cinema besides the Mines lah kann)... A lot of GOOD movies out there, but we choose "Real Steel" instead because of the reviews from our friends saying that this movie is a MUST watch one..

Woooouu... seriously this movie is AWESOME babe!! Myself and my sister was like soooo emotional watching this movie... HAHAHAA... sambil watching, sambil making noises like "AAARGHH!" "HIYAAARKK!" "COME ON! COME ONE!" "YEAAAAAAAA!" MasyaAllah.... kami memang bising laaa... sooo GEDIKS tak hingat... and that lil boy wasss super cute and handsome!

The main actors in the movie are Hugh Jackman, Evangeline Lily, Dakota Goyo (lil handsome boy), Kevin Durand and Anthony Mackie.. It's about Robot Boxing... and this lil handsome boy has his own robot that he found from a thrash/junk place.. sooo, this robot somehow has a personal touch to the boy and also hugh jackman... and then, they train it (or in this movie the robot named ATOM) for boxing league... and plus ATOM can dance! soooo cute...

Saya memang jarang tengok movie, sooo i really enjoy our movie outing very much! The others who have yet to watch it, grab the tickets fast at your nearby cinema... it is highly recommended babe;)

With love..HH

Transformation!

Currently i'm away from office but i'm in my hometown, Bangi... attending training, workshop, meetings...

So, I have yet to find time and start blogging, share stories, tips and etc etc...

But anyway.... just to update a bit.. Nowadays, i have been surrounding by people who have recently transform themselves...

Transforms here what i meant is, change from good (you don't say 'bad' because it's a negative words ya..) into a better person.. in terms of physically, mentality, relationships and mindsets...

I honestly like it... i like been surrounding with POSITIVE things... it can be positive people, positive words, positive environment... because, what most important is, when your surrounding is in positive energy, indirectly it gives you POSITIVE mood also... it happens to me and its proven that environment is also crucial in your day to day life...

Sooo, anyway, just want to share with you, my two lovely superbly marvelous women in my life just TRANSFORM and become a better person in-terms of physically and also their way of thinking.... hehehee...
HOW they do it??! insyaAllah... i'll share with you the stories.... keep on checking my updates ya...
Ouh, check-it out their photos Before and After below... :)

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My sister Hafiza and myself

My one and only mother Puan Zainuriah

Mode: Syukur alhamdulillah... health condition is improving

With love..HH

Wordless Wednesday #2

hafiy at 5 months ++

(ada rupa hana sikit-sikit kan)

Tutorial: Make-up seorang 'amateur'

Sesiapa yang sudah kenal RAPAT dengan saya, tentunya sudah sedia maklum, bahawasa-nya saya memang seorang yang suker main-main conteng muka ni... sebab sebagai seorang gediks, memang sangat gediks, mengada-sss and perasan syok sendiri suker berangan cun cute miut macam ala artis models and dolls... (statement panjang tak hingat)

One of my interest ialah make-up and beauty products! It's really hard for me to resist make-up cosmetics and beauty products.. Saya tak boleh kalau pegi shopping complex and lalu depan M.A.C shop, depan Shu Uemura, depan Body Shop, depan Estee Lauder,  atau pon masuk Watson ke Guardian ke... Mesti ada yang 'ke-ching-ching' duit kat machine cashier tuh...ishh ishh ishhh....

Tgk lah ni... hasil rembatan di BodyShop.. Yesterday

This is just half of my make-up stock... ada lagi half kat dalam make-up bag yang besar 'gedabak' tuh

And...... saya juga pernah attend personal make-up class organize by Ian Sham (professional make-up artist woooooo).. Kak ian sangat-saaaangat cantek to me..... She was soooo kind, pretty, gorgeous, and of course her works was superbly MAGICAL.. Feel free ceki-daut her blog! The Magical Touch of IAN SHAM.. Kalau ada sesiapa yang nak guna khidmat dia for wedding make-up, engagement make-up, dinner/event make-up, booking la dia... make-up nya sangat natural look, fabulous, gorgeous and sgt MAGICAL!!! Seriussss, tak tipu punya.... Eheehe...

So, berdasarkan experience attending that class, and practice selalu conteng-conteng muka, selalu jugak explore dalam YouTube (saya suker tengok Makeup by Tiffany), saya jugak suker blogwalking (suker tinjau DiyanaShukor and Nurin AdlinaBasir) and boleh laaaa sikit-sikit sekarang tangan ni membuat 'art' yang lebih kurang indah tak seberapa mata memandang..

Tapi.. make-up tuh make-up jugak... penjagaan muka mesti and wajib di jaga... Sekarang saya banyaknyerrr guna product skin care from BodyShop and Herbalife! Yerrr, Herbalife juga ada product skin care yer kakak-kakak,makcik-makcik, adik-adik..... Skin care dia mula-mula memang lah SANGAT MERAGUKAN nyer saya ini... tapi after few months pakai, sudah nampak itu kesannya yang flawless and sweetness... ECEHH... hehee....

ISHHHH, saya dah merapu panjang benda lain sekarang ini... BACK to the subject matter PLEASE! Now, the tutorial as i mention at the HEADLINES (ecehh lagik..)... Orite Ladies, you can view below photos, and hope it helps you... Ini cara saya simple make-up lah, kalau nak try cara lain,boleh ceki-daut dekat blog/youtube yang saya mention kat atas tadi.. OR boleh google website make-up artist lain yerh....
GoodLuck! ;)

So.... the results of this make-up tutorial

JENG! JENG! JENG!

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TADAAAA!

Simple Make-up

or..... you can use your creativity untuk colors and shading yer girlss...

...like this look...

Or... this one... tapi, kene tebalkan lagi laa make-up

how about this one.. hehe

 Orrite.. kalau ada ilmu lagi, saya share another tutorial yerh... Feel free to comment readers!

With love... HH

Tips untuk mudahkan sesuatu pekerjaan!

Chronology emails between myself and my Papa.. check-it out!


From: Haris
To: Hardiana 
Kyung, thank you so much for the money below.  How are cucu2 atuk doing there.?  Ada gambar hana, hafiy latest? How is yr work? Tak jadi Pindah KL?  
Pa cini fine sudan nowadays masih panas aroud 39 deg. Nx month may be start sejuk skek kot..also busy with split north.south sudan.haha



From: Hardiana
To: Haris 
Salam papa!
Wah. speaking like a sudanist dah. 'busy with split north south sudan'.. hihi
Hana and hafiy doing great! Both baik ajer..
My work masyaAllah super bz sgt dgn  budget cycle skarang. im coming home at late night, weekend kerja. biler sampai rumah, both kids dh tido. 
Feel so guilty and sad. am sure both waited for mummy to come home sampai tertido dua-duanya. huhuuu. kalau la kyg ada duit, rs cam nk resign jer, jadi fulltime mother. haha. when having two beautiful kids now, priority tuh cam dh lain. feeling2 nk jadi excel and star in career dah tak brapa nk feel lah. haha. 
Pindah KL?... ermm, tunggu ppa year end nanti. nak try jgk mintk transfer.
Gambar hana and hafiy ada kt attachment.
Okla papa, sambung kerja pulak. take care yer!



-----Original Message-----
From: Haris 
To: Hardiana 
Yeah.I understand how you feel.but .what you are suffering and fighting for now is for yr kids' future.memang kalau fikirkan yang senang saja kita malas.. but Allah maha mengetahui and maha adil..as long as you are doing yr work keranaNYA insya'allah one day you'll be proud of what you done in the past..i think the best is sabar and bertahan with what you have but try to find some "relief" or relax time for your love ones..cuba blend together yr busy time with something you are happy doing with e.g. find time during the day ke ..and meet your kids if you cannot come back early from work.believe me.you need a good job and income to make yr kids happy nanti..
Ok ..be happy, be strong and ..sembahyang awal waktu k.Allah kata ..kalau kita nak selesai semua kerja..mesti kena sembahyang awal waktu.ini memang dah terbukti kepada sgt ramai orang trmasuk Papa.
k..kim salam Azmi and to two lovely cucu2 Pa.Owh..muka Hana dah tembam and tak mcm 'sauna' lagi  dah.


And guess what readers...... that tips from papa was sooo true... Kalau kita solat awal waktu, memang kerja semua jadi cepat siap and mudah! it really does work WONDERFULLY on me!!! JANGAN LENGAHKAN SOLAT lagi lepas ni.. insyaAllah

Thank you PAPA! You're the best father to me!!!

yang tengah tuh Headquarters, the remaining four tuh subsidiaries.. (ecehh...)

the Fantastic Four of Haris.. ;)

muahxx2... love you... HH

bila anak demam.. what mummy should do?

Confession! Confession! Confession!

Ehermm-ehermm (clearing throuts)..

I'm not claiming that i am a Subject Matter Experts or a Specalist Doctor.... BUT... however, i would love to share with my readers, base on my personal experience... what will I do when my baby is having fever (demam)?

Please pay attention as this is very important and serious note to all mummy especially new mummy or soon-to-be mummy out there! (ecehh.. ayat cam gempak).. Yerla, bukan mudah sebenarnya nak membesarkan anak... Macam-macam experience kita akan tempuh tau, and that experience will be very useful for us untuk future dan jugak baik untuk di share kan dengan semua.. kan kan.. :)

Sebenarnya....before this, I have experience my son, who once pernah have a serious fever (demam panas) and warded in the hospital Kajang Specialist for 7 days!!! (i think it was a week..) At that time the whole family just got back from Mecca for our Umrah and Ziarah trip..

It was 9 of us including Hafiy at that time.. We went there on April 2010 and all cost sponsored by Ayahanda tercinta! *THANK YOU SOO MUCH PAPA* Best-est give EVER! At that time, Hafiy was about 10 months old.. YES very young-young dah berjaya menjejakkan kaki ke Tanah Suci! Alhamdulillah..

Hafiy tembam, sihat and bulat sewaktu bertolak ke Mekah

Okay, to make it short just few days before we end our Umrah Ziarah trip, Hafiy is having a really reaally BAD FEVER! Seriously BAD.. masa kat Mecca, kami pegi macam-macam farmasi, beli ubat macam-macam jenis.. demam dia kejap okay, kejap demam balik, tapi memang tak kebah-kebah... and masa 2/3 hari terakhir di Mecca adalah paling teruk sekali sebab dia tak mahu minum setitik air/susu pon.. So, just imagine guys..... perut dia kosong, takde ape, nothing.. budak kecik lagi, baru 10 months... hati ibu mana tak sedih, risau, tido tak lena.... not only he didn't drink/ eat anything... he also crying ALL THE TIME... sakit tekak, coughing, flu... kesiaaaan sgt tgk.... flying trip was the worst! in the flight was terrible... he was so hot in temperature... refuse and reject any water!

Hafiy hari terakhir di Mekah, susut badan and muka pucat..

Once we landed in Malaysia... we rushed to the clinic, amik ubat... still tak baik jugak, finally check-in jugak kat hospital Kajang Specialist.. and YES dia kene cucuk jarum masuk air kat LEHER due to dehydration!
about 7 days warded, my mother baaanyak tolong jaga and tengokkan dia.. because im working at Terengganu soo... sangat-sangat berTERIMA KASIH to Mama... after 2 weeks, baru lah Hafiy fully recovered and badan pun baru lah namapk berisi semula.. kalau tidak, pucaaat aje muka and susut badannya...

see.... ibu mana yang tahan tengok anak dia macam ni ;(

opah banyak bantu tengok-tengokkan hafiy di hospital... hafiy kene sayang opah tau!

Ok, since then jugak... i belajar banyak tips and info what can mummy do to help your kids when they having fever.. ibu-ibu tak boleh la bergantung pada ubat doktor sahaja kan... lagi pon, baby yang 1 year and below, tak elok sgt byk consume ubat-ubat from clinic...

Check-out list below.. these tips would help your kids to reduce their high temperature biler demam.. again, I AM NOT A DOCTOR or pernah study in MEDIC... NO, NO... but i'm sharing with you these tips base on MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE yer readers.... like i always said, SHARING IS CARING.... hope these tips would help mothers out there...

1. Elak dari menggunakan pakaian tebal pada anak.. kalau boleh, pakai yang nipis2 atau tanggalkan baju nyer, pakai seluar sahaja --> tujuan nya nak bagi haba di badan tu keluar
2. Selalu ambil towel/napkin kecik BASAH and letak kan di kepala anak, letak di leher anak, di ketiak anak.. ATAU.. amik penyembur air yg kita slalu guna utk gosok/iron baju tuh kan, sentiasa spray air kat kepala anak.. biarla sampai rambut dia basah pon, lagi elok.. slalunya anak akan nangis2 marah sbb tak selesa ada kain sejuk, tapi paksa jugak..demi kebaikan dia.. kalau dapat, balutkan satu badan dengan kain basah --> tujuannya nak bagi kepala dia jangan panas sgt and to reduce the temperature.. kalau anak demam panas sampai kat kepala, SANGAT BAHAYA.. boleh ada bad effect nanti...
3. JANGAN mandikan anak dengan air suam.. mandikan lah dia dengan air sejuk.. kalau demam nyer dh teruk sangat, mandikan dia dengan air+ais (tapi stakat ni saya tak pernah lagi la mandikan dgn ais, itu last resort la, kalau dh teruuukk sgt yerh) --> tujuan nya sbb air sejuk bantu untuk turunkan suhu badan anak ketika panas...
4. Time tido tak perlu selimutkan dia... kerap letakkan towel/napkin basah kat dahi dia... rajin2 lah bangun dari tido and basahkan napkin tuh, letak balik kat dahi nya... 
5. Bagi banyaaaaak anak minum air kosong... lagi kerap dia buang air kecil sampai pampers penuh, lagi baik..
6. Kalau bagi anak minum ubat doktor,kalau boleh elakkan disusuli dengan air kosong... biar ubat tuh pure masuk dlm badan.. sumbatkan puting ke kt mulut dia, pon boleh..
7. Kalau dah cuba bagi ubat setiap 6 jam 3ml macam nasihat doktor, tapi suhu badan anak tak turun2... cuba try bagi setiap 3 jam tapi cuma 1.5ml shj... bagi kerap, tapi dgn jumlah yang sedikit... mungkin berkesan... (tips ni pernah doktor dr hospital kajang bgtau)..
8. Lastly banyakkan DOA pada tuhan... usaha mesti seiring jugak dengan doa yer.. insyaAllah amin..

Mommy must make sure you have a thermometer at home, selalu monitor suhu anak... 37 Celcius above tuh dh consider demam... and kalau dh 39 Celcius, terus bawak pegi hospital, jgn tunggu2 lagi! kalau badan bayi dh panas sangat, muka dia pucat and KAKI dia dah nampak biru-biru, haaa itu dh teruk sangat dh tu, kene cepat bawak pegi jumpa doktor...

So, i hope these tips can help you all in future... i'm glad to share it!
Any further queries, please do not hesitate to contact YOUR NEARBY DOCTORS yer.. hahaha.. don't contact me.... im not the expert... ;)

Support breastfeeding so that our children immunization become stronger and they grow in the best food ever! InsyaAllah...


With love.. HH

"Terbaiikkk.." copp, pinjam tagline Boboiboy! ;)

Seperti biasa balik dari office, sampai rumah aje, keluarkan stok susu ibu yang berjaya di 'unloading' kan, masukkan dalam plastic bag storage yang aku beli dari Autumnz.. (aku memang sukaa sangat shopping kat sini skarang, ngehehe) Pastu keluarkan pulak stok frozen EBM dari deep-freezer untuk di'transfer' kan ke refridgerator, esok pagi confirm dah cair dah..

Lepas tu mandi, solat, main-main dengan hafiy, cium-cium hana, tengok-tengok tv, pastu... my favorite part..surfing internet lahh... when i say surf internet it means..blogging, blogwalking, fbi-ing kan.... syok-syok... the power of internet... bagaimana laaa mau hidup kalau takda internet zaman sekarang... kalau zaman dulu kala, hidup jer manusia, walaupun takde internet, takde handphone..... zaman sekarang, semua nak mudah..... semua di hujung jari youu... ecehhh..

Soo, while i'm fb-ing... i saw this VERY NICE article... and saya immediately jatuh cintan and share jugak di fb saya... the words are soo inspiring... it touches my heart... (ecehh lagiiik).. then, i was thinking... kat fb saya dah share... so kat blog pon saya mahu share jugak lah.... atleast... this VERY GOOD article will remain always in my 'blog diary'... (ecehh..ecehh)

Andai kata nanti biler kita feeling-feeling down ke, feeling-feeling gundah gulana serba salah kusut musut masai (bukan misai yer kawan-kawan, erkk?)... boleh laaa kita jenguk-jenguk kat entry post ni... okay kaann...

ouhh, tajuk entry post ni 'terbaik' sbb article ni memang BEST laaa... hehee... (entah ape jer, tajuk post macam gempak habis, ngehehee).. Jom kita renung-renung kan... dan selamat beramal (pinjam tagline yer ustaz..) ;)

gambar ini di ambil semasa di Mekah tahun 2010

Kenapa Allah temukan kita dengan orang yang salah??

1. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orangyg salah supaya apabila kita bertemu jodoh yg sebenar,masih ada rasa syukurkita pada ketentuanNYA
2. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orangyg salah supaya kita dapat menjadi penilai yg baik.
3. memangALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawakita hanyalah makhluk yg sentiasa mengharapkan pertolongan ALLAH.
4. memangALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat KASIHSAYANG YANG TERBAIK,KHAS UNTUK DIRI KITA.
5. memangALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawaALLAH MAHA PEMURAH & PENYAYANG kerana mengingatkan kita bahawa diabukanlah pilihan yg hebat untuk kita dan kehidupan kita pada masa depan...
6. memangALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat mengutippengalaman yg tak semua orang berpeluang untuk mengalaminya.
7. memangALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita jadi MANUSIA YGHEBAT JIWANYA.
8.  memangALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita lebih fahambahawa CINTA YG TERBAIK HANYA ADA BERSAMA ALLAH.
9. memangALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita LEBIH MENGENALIKEHIDUPAN YG TAK SELAMANYA KEKAL.

Wahaisahabat yg kecewa,menderita dan sengsara kerana cinta, fahamilah bahawakehidupan kita makin sampai ke penghujungnya.Hari esok pun kita sendiri takpasti samada menjadi milik kita. Gapailah keredhaan ALLAH dengan melaksanakansuruhanNYA, dan meninggalkan laranganNYA..PERCAYALAH sesungguhnya ALLAH maluuntuk menolak permintaan hambaNYA yg menadah tangan meminta dengan penuhpengharapan HANYA kepadaNYA..

~ALLAH knows BESt!~

With love.. HH

Wordless Wednesday #1

..main conteng-conteng muka..

Confinement a.k.a Berpantang

What does it mean by confinement? Why women must go for confinement after delivery? How was it?

Most people don't really quite get it what is it about confinement, especially guys... kan kan... during my recent confinement, my lil brother (who was not so little..hihi) ask me "kenapa orang pompuan kene berpantang yer? nak makan ape-ape pon makan jerla..kan.. doctor takde kate xboleh pon.. kan) huuhhh??
Alaaaahai... my brother... he's too young too understand kot...

to me there's no specific rules or guide on how woman go thru confinement period... it depends on you, it depends on your mother/mother-in-law, it depends on your environment... YES, memang confinement method boleh ada macam-macam gaya... ada guna cara traditional, ada yang lebih ke modern style... semua cara boleh pakai, sebab tgk atas badan si ibu jugak... lain badan, lain treatment nyer.. bukan semua orang sama.. kan...kan..

like myself... sudah experience dua kali confinement and i tell you... both are totally different... haaaa, nak tau kenapa... sebab for myself, the confinement method depends on my MOTHER.... yerla kan, i berpantang di rumah ibu saya, sure la kene ikut rules and gaya dia... kan...

well, masa deliver yang 1st child, saya berpantang di Ampang.. yes masa tu our family still live in Ampang lagi, rumah lama lagi banyak nostalgia itu... ouhh rumah tuh masih standing lagik yerr(hehee..) currently tidak di huni oleh sesiapa... papa have no intention to sell or rent to anybody sbb nak save utk anak2 katanya... mana tau, nanti saya kene transfer KL pulak ke... hihiii...

ok ok.. back to the subject matter... masa 1st child, mama sangat strict and more to traditional style lah...

1. air hanya boleh minum sikit2 ajer.. semua air panas or suam.. sejuk2 cannot!

2. makan cuma bubur and ikan haruan...

3. ikan haruan tuh di bakar shj... (ouhh xlupa jg minum air polleney tuh everyday)

4. tak da makanan berminyak.. banyak yg bakar-bakar and rebus2..

5. minum air kunyit pekat tuh konon naikkan SERI muka..

6. minum air asam jawa masam pekat likat..

7. BANYAKKK makan blackpepper... fuhhh mmg berpeluh2 youuu...

for 44 days... ituuu shj masuk dlm perut.... tapi kadang2, mama bagi kelonggaran, bagi jugak la makan daging sekali-dua and gulai kari sikit2...

sempat amik picture of my lunch tray masa confinement first child dulu

untuk pakaian pulak.... MESTI pakai sweater tebal all the time, tak kira siang ke, nk tido ke, mesti pakai sweater.. katanya taknak masuk angin dalam badan... pastu socks tebal of course la kan kene pakai sentiasa! kain batik and t-shirt kt dalam...

BURUK gilersss, perut masih BONCIT.. ni kalau tak silap baru a week after delivery

NO COMFY! sentiasa berpanas... tak boleh ber-aircond, tak boleh ber-kipas kuat2... memang PANASSSS! dah la pakai sweater and socks tebal, kipas speed slow je.. pastu kt badan ni.. haaa banyak giler macam jenis krim jamu ke amende entah sapu kt perut, belakang, betis, tapak kaki, kat dahi pon ada... namanya pilis kot yang sapu kat dahi tu.. hehe.... pastu rambut panjang kan, kene ikat tinggi2, macam ala-ala singh tuh... (eh, betul ke saya eja 'singh') ada sebab tuh kenapa kena ikat macam tu... i think sebabnyer nak bagi urat2 tuh tertarik and tegang semula la kott gituu... 

saya bersama mak bidan urut saya... masa ni sudah 30 hari rasanya

haaaaa, kan kan saya dh cakap... memang kronik tak selesa (kadang2 stress melanda jgk) masa 1st child dlu... but the results... saya turun 10kg during confinement tuh... sebab saya rajin home sauna time tuh... sehari mesti 2 kali masuk sauna duduk tuh.. sekali sauna, 30 minutes.... perghhh, memang banyak lemak2 saya ni burn laaa.. ngehehee..

saya yang sudah habis pantang 1st child

Muhammad Hafiy

TETAPI...... lain pulak style Mama saya ni masa confinement yang baru-baru ni, for 2nd child delivery....

okay.... kalau nak tau macam mana my confinement yang baru-baru ni.... tunggu my next entry post yer... yang 2nd, ni memang lebih menarik and BEST sgt okay!

Keep checking my updates yer readers!

(urhh, ade ke reader kat my blog nieyh??)

:P

With love.. HH

Welcome my princess, Hana Arissa!

I am..... really trully sorry for the late entry post of my delivery to the beautiful daughter, Hana Arissa...

Honestly i have no reasons to give.. hrmmmm...

Why i don't take the initiative to update the birth of this princess??.. Well, the answer is..memang purposely sengaja and penyakit "M" (malas) to write during confinement, ....i guess...

Okay.... so... this 2nd time experience is totally different from the first one... i'll share to you the story so that it can be your reference, and maybe my reference also, in future... anyway, sharing is caring, kannn.... different child, has different experience... bukan semua anak sama....

During my 2nd pregnancy i've done MRI (which is stand for..i hv no idea.. or... i think i forgot the full words of it) at 37 weeks.. and the results says my pelvic bone is seriously small.. it is impossible for a baby of weight more than 2kilos to go thru a normal delivery of mine... unless my baby is weight only 1.7kilos which very small, then there's a chances to go for normal delivery...

so, am accepting the fact that I AM SMALL... but... however... we'll never knew right, mana tahu... miracles does happen.... insyaAllah boleh ke... kan kan...

so, as the MRI result says it is... we have choose the lucky number of the lil princess birth on 11 July 2011 (11.07.11), Monday early morning... and of course thru c-sec....

as like previously, the operations room was sooooo demn COLD and im FREEZING and SHIVERING... feels like am in a eskimo house! dah laa tak pakai ape2... sejukkkkkkk...

half of my body part di 'bius' kan... so, am awake during the operations, but feels nothing from chest until bottom... during operations, as it was very early in the morning, i was still fresh and i remember making 'noises' masa pembedahan tuh... hahahaha! yes!! altho i was di 'bius' kan.. but still i can feel like the doctor macam tarik2 my body, i can smell the smoke (maybe the laser kot), i can feel they push my stomach here n there... soooooo, i was being a bit naughty and GEDIKS, i make sounds like "ouchh" "aaa" "uuuuhhh" "ishhhh"... and of cos the doctors and nurses surely tanya "sakit ke puan??" that's the procedure kan... if really the patient feel pain they need to stop and see if there's anything wrong happen... hahaha... and you know what i replied "emm, takde la sakit sgt, cuma neves" HAHAHAHAAAA!

Guess what, doctors semua MARAH la kannnn... "Puan Hardiana...... pleaseeee don't make any unnecessary sounds... if you really REALLY feel painful, than baru you tell us" hahahaa... OPPSS! mummy sudah being nakal there... "okay2 doctor.." heheheee....

but this time... the operations does feel more painful than the first one... IT REALLY IS!.. i think maybe bcoz im still fresh so i can really feel the pain.... Masa delivery the first one dulu, i was reaaally weak at that time.. masa tuh dah sakit 12 hours contraction, then biler doctor see poor progression baru kami proceed to c-sec... sooo, masa tuh dah LEMAH and lembik gilorrss, mmg takde feeling2 sakit dh kt operation room... masa tuh pikir cepaaat laa abis sbb dh xlarat sgt.... huhuu..

So, this time.... biler baby Girl dah berjaya keluar, they show me my lil princess.. SOOOO BEAUTIFUL.... and I kiss her on the cheek... then off she goes to the nursery.... myself still in the operation room coz doctor need to 'unzip' my stomach... masa tu masyaALLAH..... sakit nyerrrrrr!!!!!!! seriously that one was reaaaaally PAINFUL! tak tipu2 dah ni.... me crying out loud "aduuuhhh sakit doctor""sakitttt".... doctor cakap, tahan sikit yer.. sekejap yer... sambil tu dia buat ape entah... hv no idea... huhuuuhu coz i cudnt see it kan.... anyway, after operations done, i am much relief...... Alhamdulillah semua selesai..

I was sent to my ward... and there was my Mama, my sister Hafiza and Encik Azmi... waiting for baby to come and breastfeed her for the first time... after few hours, baby sampai and we called her as Hana Arissa... the name is as beautiful as herself... hehe...

No words can describe the feeling of first time holding my baby, breastfeed her and kiss2 and hug2 her tenderly.... for 9 months i've carry her in my womb, and now finally she arrive safely in my arms.... i feel blessed... thank you Allah for the gift...

Now... HONESTLY.... the only mostly treasures i have in this world are these two person which are MUHAMMAD HAFIY and HANA ARISSA... which can never be replace with anything else, which will be the VERY VERY VERY IMPORTANT person in my LIFE FOREVER...

THINGS THAT KEPT ME GOING, MOTIVATIONS THAT KEPT ME BREATHING EVERY SECONDS, IS MY TWO BEAUTIFUL KIDS HAFIY AND HANA!

Please remember my Son and Daughter..... your Mummy Hardiana Haris... LOVE you both very very much!

With love.. HH

p/s: I am currently fully breastfeeding my daughter Hana Arissa (3 months old), Alhamdulillah! and..... I consume Herbalife product during my confinement.. insyaAllah, my next entry post, i will share to you how Herbalife helps me to slim down, reshape my body and boost up my Milk production! BEST tau... :)

i miss blogging

it has been a very very very very very veryyyy busy weeksss... ive been working like 24/7 includes weekend and am sooo damn tired now....

this month has been unlucky for me as everything, every work, every job happens to be at the same time....
1. Budget period this year is in month of September and October..
2. Q2 Closing happens in month of October..
3. Just started work in September after looong break during maternity leave..
4. Got small baby to look upon and not forget my super active toddler also..

soooo... these hectic and caos all happen at the very same time... and im like SHOCKED!
well, i've been taking a loooongg rest u know.... about 2 1/2 months resting and relaxing at my mother's house... and suddenly DANGGG! My workload was seriously like NEVER imagined, straight from 8am - 11pm at office... bring also work to home, continue at home, sleep at 2am... weekend come also to office from 9am - 6pm..... 99% my life was just for the sake of my work... for the sake of public listed company.... and where and when my family come into place??? huhuhuuu... so SAD.....

i wish.... to have a work life balance... my KIDS are my priority.... uhuhuuu...
my father said, just think whatever u do know is for ur children jugak... you may need to sacrifice your time and energy now... but later ull enjoy and appreciate it....

yaaa... maybe my father was right.... but i don't know how long i can hold up to this workload... it just feel like.... not right... this is not what i'd love to do... not my passion...
anyway... thanks Papa for the advice... i'll try my best to stay put and stand still... im still standing right now tho.... hehee.... pray to Allah.. and syukur Alhamdulillah... atleast..... i have a JOB!
hehe.... always grateful to Allah for what you have... then you will enjoy your life to the fullest.. am i right?

Thank You Allah...


With love... HH